You’re growing. It’s so finite, so defined. It almost makes Lady stop in her tracks, having since - due to an impulsive drive - been inching her way up closer to Adrastia’s side in a hungry yearn for company. Nevertheless, the smaller dragon continues working her way up to the other’s perch, then nestles right in next to her. Not quite a mother-daughter like situation; more like a friend to a friend. A close intimacy shared among different equals, give or take some details and ranks.
“Honestly, beats me. I didn’t make this vessel, so as far as I know, My’rath could’a determined me to be nothin’ but teeth in the end.” She rests her head on Ad’s thigh, giving a deep yet content sigh. No personal boundaries, indeed.
At the answer to her question, Lady listens. Driven by curiosity, she attempts to soak in all she can about what Adrastia has to say about her homeland. Part of her almost wishes she could have come from there; fellow dragons, people who would consider her one of them in a heartbeat. She hasn’t belonged to a people outside of the general concept of ‘humanity’ in thousands of years. It’s lonely, being the only surviving creature of your species.
“Interestin’ how it all works together. Yanno? Like, there’s all these little pieces and bits that just kinda make it all flow. The fact you gotta stay close to a home is so foreign to me, though I feel like there was a time when I used to be bound like that.”
Her head shifts, but doesn’t leave the Empress for long. All this talk has made her homesick for a place that no longer exists.
“Kinda miss it, kinda don’t. These days, I tend to take my land with me.” Pirates sail, and she was no exception. “Makes it nice, inna way, though uh… sometimes. Sometimes it’d be nice t’go back and just belong somewhere again.”
“What ever it is you find yourself becoming, I will admire it nonetheless.” She finds her clawed hand smoothing over the other’s hair, having taken the closeness as an invitation to interact. It’s a slow, gentle motion performed quite idly; gaze settled somewhere off in the distance, ears tuned to the conversation (but mind partially elsewhere, thoughts always inescapable.)
Adrastia had always been ‘bound’, and knew nothing more, yet at times yearned for difference. She had risen to rule prematurely due to the loss of her mother, so she was never given a chance at freedom to find herself elsewhere, no duties to return to. The children of royalty held responsibility so few could understand. In a way, it was as if she were her Empire; ruler & domain entwined as one entity disguised as two.
“It can be restricting, at times, though my duty to my people never falters. If anything, I simply yearn for rest--a moment to breathe without the burden of my Empire’s needs weighing my shoulders. Even when I am here, I cannot truly relax. It is not in my nature to when I know what needs to be done, what is happening.”
Voice fades into silence, allowing the words to settle as her claws trace along the details of Lady’s face with utmost care. “Sometimes we are not meant to belong to a place, but to a people. As important as the land my Empire inhabits is, it would be nothing without the society it shelters, the one I belong to.” She breathes soft & long, nestling further into the embrace of her perch and the companion at her hip. “When you find who those people are is when you truly belong. However, I can understand wanting to have land to return to. Land holds our culture, memories, and much more. It does not move or leave, like people. It is...constant.”