THE SCALE'S BITCH

I’ll be <30 BMI by tomorrow! B) my bullshit is working

my legs hurt like a motherfucker but it still doesn’t feel like enough lmao

I’ve just been walking, now running a bit too, and not even really restricting most days. It started out as wanting to get in shape to get a job I want, but I think it might just be turning into obsessive over-exercise?? I usually go six miles in two hours, but today I did 5.5 in an hour and a half. Is that a lot?? I only do it an average of every other day. (Sometimes I run twice in a row, sometimes I rest twice in a row, but I looked at my logs and it checks out) It feels good. It doesn’t *feel* like too much, but I can’t exactly trust my dumb brain. I only started three weeks ago, though, and I kinda hit the ground running after sitting on my ass for two months.

time to starve myself stupid again because I apparently didn’t learn my lesson last time 🤡