bones

babe wake up...i need to tell you multiple thoughts that don't corelate at all that i had in the span of five minutes..

“you're my baby” “you’re my pretty boy” “my sweet boy” mmfmfmfmmf :(((

I wish I could stop FUCKUGN DREAMING about going back to school and dream about something ACTUALLY NICE. like grinding against another guy

wanting to have sex and talk to people and do all the things but being socially anxious is so fucking awful. bc even if i do somehow manage to get there, i physically cannot verbalize what i want or what i like, i just get so overwhelmingly embarrassed and i like. i just cant

smoking is hot but no i will not smoke that cigarette but you can definitely put it out on my arm or something

ftmt4t blogs are like "horny weed and tshot and older dude and physicality" and im like hell yeah every single time

i hav so many cool hobbies! like jerking off. and sleeping. and crying

i love when older men talk to me superrr proper like yes daddy text me as if you’re writing an essay while i send my silly little faces \(^-^)/

older bf who condescendingly praises. yes

“aww poor thing” yes yes yes im a pathetic little thing care for me make me feel better make me feel small nnnggghgggghghh

Oh to be a dog under my owners desk, keeping their feet warm and laying my head on his lap for pets just to curl back up and go to sleep right there in my fluffy dog bed