hurricanes in her mind

It sucks when you want to be heartless but you know that's just not who you are.

just because I understand the reasoning behind your actions, doesn't mean that I find your actions to be excusable

Looking back now, I can admit I stayed longer than I should have. Not because I was blind, but because I wanted to give you the benefit of the doubt. I wanted to believe people could be consistent. And even if it didn’t end the way I hoped, at least I know I chose kindness. At least I know I tried.

ohh, to be part of someone's plan in the future

I don't wanna talk too much about how I am shattered right now, but I just found out that I've been cheated on for almost a year already. what do I do with my life I don't wanna exist anymore

LMAO 5 YEARS LATER HERE WE ARE AGAIN HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA AND IT'S THE SAME GIRL TOO WHAT IS THIS LIFE

can we heal together? by being nice and honest? by being respectful and lovely? by healthy communication about our needs and thoughts? by having quality time together and me time? by kisses and touches? by supporting each other?

forever in awe of people who pay attention. people who wait for you while you tie your shoes while the others have walked away. when they continue listening intently while the rest of the group stopped listening. noticing your moments of silence when everyone else hasn’t. “this made me think of you” noticing things you never even noticed about yourself. people who say “text me when you get home safe.” people who make you laugh until you cry. childhood friends who keep in touch. people with genuine intentions. people who are soft when the world has given them every opportunity to turn hard. the “let’s get ice cream” at 3am friend. the turn up the music in the car and sing friend. people whose actions match their words. people who make the world feel less chaotic. kindred spirits. the trustworthy and honest. hard workers. good listeners. clear communicators. people who love you for who you are. people who don’t ask you to be anything other than yourself. people who choose you. people who stay.