Somewhere Out There

No one fucking cares

I just want to die. There is no reason for me to be here. I’m taking up air that someone else could use. Someone the was here to be loved

I wish I wouldn’t wake up tomorrow

What do you do when you are just feeling sad. You can’t tell anyone cause no one cares. They are all in their own little bubble.

No one would miss me. Mom and dad. But after they are gone no one will notice if I leave the world behind

I feel alone. I have these 2 guys and they make me feel used and alone and like I’m not worthy of anything. I really wish they would both just leave me alone. Cause I know if they message me I’m going to message back and I don’t want to. I want to disappear

The days are staring to get unbearable again. Like I just can’t handle it. None of it. I feel lost. I feel alone. I feel like no one cares about me. I’m just so confused on why the fuck am I here.

I’m tired of being me.

I really feel paranoid like impending doom. I took 40mg of Prozac along with my usual meds. I hope that helps enough to at least get me through work tomorrow

I’m so tired. This world is so crazy. I wished it would end. I’m ready, I don’t care where I end up.

Going to bed in hopes that you don’t wake up in the morning. That’s where my mind is right now.

Why can’t a 48 year old single woman with no kids find anyone in this fucking world that wants to spend time with her?

People never cease to disappoint me. No matter who it is or how long they’ve been in my life.

I have a lot to be thankful for but I’m still depressed. The weekend is over and I have to go back to being around people