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Character who is apparently an 'open book', but it turns out that a lot of the writing is incomprehensible or outright illegible, there are pages missing or in the wrong order, different parts of the text contradict each other, and 'reading' this person leaves you more confused than you would be if they revealed absolutely nothing.

problematic will to live gap

wait i just found out you can be nice to people and be their friend i thought we had to kill them all cause i was raised in a lab to be a living weapon

More characters ending disabled and happy NOW

big fan of when you peel back all layers of a character and at the bottom of it there's love

why are they doing this? because they loved someone so much it caused the plot to happen. Grief counts btw

ESPECIALLY a big fan of when this isn't enough to make them a good person

You know that thing would eat you if you died, right? *pointing to the false image of you that others perceive*

There is absolutely a platonic explanation for that

But I will also entertain the non platonic for my own edification do u understand

hold on let me try to invent a version of myself who can get us out of this mess [holds really still for a minute and a half and then turns to you with a flat affect] we probably should have killed ourselves an hour ago

taking off a mask to reveal what lies beneath as a romantic gesture is overdone, and besides i want to see the romantic or even platonic potential of protecting someone's identity beneath the mask, without any expectation of ever being allowed to see what's under it. picking it up and holding it gently to their face when it's knocked off and they're in danger of being exposed, without trying to catch a glimpse of what they "really" look like under there. throwing yourself in front of them to hide them from view while they put themselves back together without taking advantage or looking back to see what you're protecting. learning to read them by body language, tone of voice, and behaviour so well that you never need to see their face to feel like you know and understand them.

and needless to say. the mask stays on during sex.