Lonely Thoughts of Love

Let’s have a stay at home date, I’ll read my books while you fall asleep cuddled up next to me

i want to go home to you and feel you wrap your arms around me, because i miss you all the time and you are home

Don’t be afraid to be “too much.” Call me 5 times a day because you wanna hear my voice or something came up and you wanna tell me immediately. Text me 12 times in a row when I don’t answer fast enough. Leave me cute texts when you can’t sleep. Hold my hand. Everywhere. Sit really close to me on the couch. Keep your hand on my thigh. Always have a part of you touching a part of me. Tell me you love me every hour I don’t care I want to be smothered in love holy fuck life is too short to hold back.

there are galaxies hidden inside you and there's nothing i want more than discovering every single star

if i could go back again, it would only be to see the version of her that loved me

I’ve never been a big believer in fate or soulmates, but the fact that I met you out of everyone in the world, and that your personality clicks so perfectly with mine, is an incredible enough coincidence that it makes me wonder sometimes. 

i want to be someone’s first choice, not who they settle for at 3am when they’re sad…

I don’t know who I am when I’m with you

i want to shower you in everything you desire, hold you close and make you feel so loved that you forget how scared you were to love

remember: distracted doesn’t mean healed. once you lose what’s distracting you, all the hurt that you were trying to ignore rushes back. you have to figure out how to get past it for REAL

I used to only know one feeling: fear. as life has gone on, a plethora of negative feelings have swallowed me whole. but you; you make my life explode with such intense positive feelings I never thought possible