Developer Justin

So what would I say to me?! talking to me?! and listening to me?!……well that’s the kicker I guess. We already know everything I’m goin to say to me, I can’t surprise myself unless my mind becomes more expanded than it already is. So I guess the question truly is (the one you wish people would ask you)……how do you cope? How do you juggle so much? And how do you keep your sanity in the process?

Well…. I guess I’ve just always done it that way, since a young age I was already so different from my school peers, An then being told by a medical professional my brain was wired differently made me feel abit lost in the world. To this day that can sometimes ring true. “My mum used to call me special” and I guess now at the age of 26 I’m finally realising how truer words have never been spoken.

The thing is I don’t ever really notice I’m juggling to much at once, and I never truly feel insane. I feel my emotions getting jumbled up sometimes and then from that I try to “catch myself” and by doing that I always get back on the beam.

So in there lies another question. What happens if one day you aren’t able to catch yourself? Well again I pray and I have faith that that day will never present itself for I know if that happens my whole world will turn to turmoil. So in the meantime I try to wake up each morning and stick to my core beliefs and have my brain expanded upon by other like minded individuals…… unfortunately I’ve started to notice how rare those same individuals are to come across. But in saying that, that in no way brings me down. It just makes me believe that we are all unique in our own way, what one person may prosper in the other may lack…….But you see that’s okay. We all have strengths and weaknesses, some are able to fight these at a younger age and some face them when the time is right. Anyway I could go into that. But it distracts me from my question to me!

How do I cope???

Hmm, I guess I just sorta do.

in my eyes there’s no point wasting my time worrying about what tragedies may present themselves tomorrow. If they come I will face them like I do everything in my life. I’m not saying they won’t be difficult of course they will. But why disrupt my good thought patterns with something that might happen?

In everyday there are gifts the world throws our way and there are obstacles to overcome. I continue to cope because this way of thinking rarely steers me wrong, some times I am more analytical than most. And sometimes I am wrong about my assumptions. But I always learn from them. And in doing so I can feed my brain new knowledge in hopes that it will be useful in the future.

This is but my way, but as the saying goes “to each there own” you know what works for you, but by expanding your mind to new heights you will eventually find a pattern that works. So………“do you wish to continue?”