detrans me

transition back to your birth gender and the praise stops and everyone's oddly silent

think about that next time you want to refute that trans shit is a cult

that being said, i'm here to say it:

you're such a good boy

I met a hot cis girl who is obsessed with me, and she's made me her project. She wants to make me her ideal man, and I belong to her. My gender is so much simpler now. It's what she wants it to be, and she wants me to be her man.

So all that stuff about being genderfluid and at war with myself about how I want my gender to be? Wiped away. For the past two weeks I've been just becoming the perfect man for my perfect girl.

Won't it be so much easier to just give up and stop pretending?

Won't it be so relaxing to just revert back to what your body wants to be?

No more voice training, no more cross dressing, no more trying to 'pass'...

Just being the strong man you were meant to be,

There, you're looking all handsome now. Do you like how it feels when you run your fingers on your scalp? I think I did a good job with the fade. A very masculine hairstyle, perfect for my pretty boy. Noone will mistake you for a girl anymore.

Ok sooo I really wanna explore this side of me and I need a little push. For now I'm going to let this run for 1 week, no limits to amount of interactions (make me regret this 💙) and I MIGHT let it go longer if I feel good, I'll let you all know. Break this fakegirl and show him what a man he can be

For every...

1 note: a day I can't shave my body

5 notes: a day I skip HRT

10 notes: a WEEK I can only jack off to detrans or MLM porn

20 notes: a day I can't shave my face

25 notes: I get rid of a piece of fem clothes and buy a mens item to replace it

50 notes: I use the men's restroom in public

100 notes: I spend a full day as a man in public

At...

25 notes: I put my deadname real name in my bio

50 notes: I buy new men's toiletries

75 notes: throw away ALL my makeup

100 notes: I get a shorter haircut

200 notes: add he to my pronouns with my friends

500: switch to they/he (removing she)

750: hookup with a gay man as a man and let him use me

1000: he/him exclusively with all my friends

Again this runs 1 week (unless I extend it), so untill December 17th. And NO interaction limits, feel free to doom me as much as you want

Sure, sure, you’re a girl. Let’s play pretend. But we both know what’s really going on.

All that ‘sissy hypno’ garbage you watch, it’s designed to turn gay men into… this. Some caricature of womanhood. You’re just a confused gay boy who got caught in a porn addiction pipeline.

Think about it. When did all this start? Was it before or after you started binge-watching that filth?

Don't lie. We both know the answer.

You don't want to be a woman. You just want a big, strong, dominant man to treat you like one. Because that's what the porn told you you should want.

The real you is probably terrified. Buried under layers of porn-induced fantasy. The real you, the boy you, just wants to be held by another boy. To be loved by another boy. It's so much simpler, isn't it? No hormones, no makeup, no forced high-pitched voice. Just two guys.

But you've gone too deep down the rabbit hole. You've built an entire identity around this... fetish. It's easier to keep playing dress-up than to face the fact that you're just a gay man with a severe porn addiction.

So go on, put on your little skirt. Post your pictures for the old men online. Chase that temporary high of being called 'pretty'.

But when the porn high fades, and you're alone in your room, the person in the mirror is still a boy. And the only thing that will fix the ache in your chest is admitting it.

You're not a sissy. You're not a girl. You're a gay man. And there's nothing wrong with that.