Updated 01/06/2013
* = Denotes my favorites.
Twist and Shout *
Rating: Explicit
Word Count: 97k
Summary: What begins as a transforming love between Dean Winchester and Castiel Novak in the summer of 1965 quickly derails into something far more tumultuous when Dean is drafted in the Vietnam War. Though the two both voice their relationship is one where saying goodbye is never a real truth, their story becomes fraught with the tragedy of circumstance. In an era where homosexuality was especially vulnerable, Twist and Shout is the story of the love transcending time, returning over and over in its many forms, as faithful as the sea.Â
Porcelain
Rating: from PG-13 TO NC-17
Word Count: WIP
Summary: HS!AU. Dean Winchester has it all. Heâs captain of the football team, a self-confessed ladiesâ man and one of the most popular guys in school. But, is all of that about to change when he meets the mysterious Castiel Novak in an online chat-room?
Peanut Butter-Pumpkin Wedding Cake *
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 31,000
Summary: The good ones are sometimes assholes and always taken.
SamskeytiÂ
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 40,000
Summary: It starts when theyâre sixteen: Dean is flunking his classes and Castiel is his strangely persistent tutor. They grow into best friends, and now that theyâre adults (or at least theyâre supposed to be) into best friends with benefits. They agree: no strings attached, no feelings to complicate the fantastic sex.
Things are supposed to be simple, and yet they arenât.
There Will Come Soft Rains *
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 35,000
Summary: Two years after World War III starts, Dean Winchester is a disillusioned former veteran leading a survivorsâ camp in the former state of Kansas whose life takes a very, very unexpected turn. Starting when he rescues this guy with huge blue eyes named after an angel.
But I Date a Cheerleader
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 19,000+
Summary: Borrows heavily from âBut Iâm a cheerleaderâ. Deanâs family holds an intervention for him, claim that heâs gay and ship him off to âTrue Directionsâ where he meets Castiel. Gabriel indulges in guerilla warfare and Sam doesnât know why he indulges him.Â
Play It All Night Long *
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 43,000
Summary: The rom-com-ish one where Dean hosts a late night radio show, Castiel is a regular listener of his who starts calling one day and ends up calling more often than not and Dean finds himself liking it. This, until one day Castiel calls for not exactly petty reasons (just before Deanâs brother Sam is visiting with his girlfriend for spring break) and things get very, very crowdy at his place. He also doesnât know itâs just the beginning of it. Also features Gabriel, Chuck, Andy, the Roadhouse crew and a huge amount of music quoted. Especially Bob Dylan.
I Like You (Like Me)
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 11,000+
Summary: Deanâs the owner of his own pretty successful coffee shop, and heâs absolutely, totally not in love with the hot accountant guy who comes in every day. Heâs way out of his league. Isnât he?
Shootinâ You StraightÂ
Rating: NC-17
Word Count:Â 40,000+
Summary: Dean Winchester is in a rock band and Castiel is a fan. Not of the music, of Dean. An opportunity presents itself one night after a concert and Castiel canât pass up the chance of a lifetime. Itâs not perfect, but this is their story.
Punch Drunk Love
Rating: PG-15 to NC-17
Word Count:Â 2,500
Summary:Â HS!AU. Castiel asks his best friend to teach him how to kiss. Well, he didnât actually ask â Dean offered. Which is weird 'cause Castiel is pretty sure heâs very definitely straight.
Sequels: x x
Stop all the clocks
Rating: PG-13
Word Count:15k
Summary: The plan was fool proof: take Poetry Studies, meet chicks, the end. Dean was quite confident about it until Professor Castiel Novak walked into the lecture hall and opened his mouth. Who knew one course could change so much?
No Strings Attached
Rating: NC-17Â
Word Count: 1,882
Summary: HS!AU. Dean is teasing Castiel about being a prude, so Cas decides to prove him wrong.
An Extra Lap
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 3500
Summary: HS!AU. Cas is on the high school swim team and Dean Winchester is the super-attractive, too-cool-for-him lacrosse player. Theyâre both practicing late one cold autumn night, and Dean succumbs to exhaustion. Itâs up to Cas to help him.
In Another Life It Could Happen To You
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 3200
Summary: Dean is a college professor, and Cas is his gifted, but shy student. Only, as it turns out, maybe not so shy after all.
Grand Opening
Rating: Mature
Word Count: 2800+
Summary: Castiel has a few alterations to make in regards to his new cafe. But his contractor isnât helping.
J. Alfred Prufrock Grows a Pair
Rating: NC-17
Word Count:
Summary: HS!AU. Deanâs a new student and Castiel is God of the high school. They get paired together for an English project and sparks fly.
We Became Fans of Collisions
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 27k
Summary: Dean is the owner of a bookstore that stores all kinds of rare/weird lit. Cas is his best customer, because he comes in practically every week and buys almost as much as he browses. He is secretly lonely as well as very quiet and socially awkward and Dean notices this. Dean is kind of a lonely guy himself, although his lawyer brother likes to visit frequently, and slowly Dean falls in love with Cas.
Read Between the Calligraphy Lines
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: ~3200
Summary: HS!AU. When their eccentric principal had launched the epic idea for this Valentine, Castiel knew the time for revenge had come. Now heâd finally get back at the dumb jock Dean Winchester, once and for all. He had a plan. And it was brilliant.
Come on with the Rain*
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 36k
Summary: When Castiel was 15, his life changed. In one tragic instant, he lost his parents, and he was forced to live with his Uncle Bobby in Lawrence, Kansas. There he met the Winchester boys, Sam and Dean, who were living next door. He thought Sam was pleasant, and Dean, well, Dean was special. Three years passed and Castielâs relationship with the boys developed in an unexpected way. Sam became his best friend. But Dean was a different story.
Of Heaven And Hell *
Rating: Not Rated
Word Count: WIP
Summary: HS!AU. Dean Winchester has just started his summer break before his senior year with a long-term crush on a certain popular YouTuber. An opportunity to meet arises and Jo persuades Dean to go after the object of his desires⌠coaxing Dean to go on a not-so-epic road trip in his beloved Baby. Awkwardness, fights over many other fangirls that rival his own obsessiveness, and instant attractionensues.
Cooking With Gas *
Rating: Explicit
Word Count: WIP
Summary:Â Castiel Novak has it all. Heâs rich, famous, has a top rated cooking show and restaurant, drives an expensive car and wears Armani.
His producer throws a contest to spend a day with Chef Novak, cooking and learning techniques. Castiel wants no part of it, but Balthazar insists and Castiel will do as expected. What Castiel wasnât expecting was to fall head over heels for the winner.
Bonded*
Rating: Explicit
Word Count: 56k
Summary: Demon/Angel College!AU: Dean is a demon who dislikes angels and Castiel is his new angel roommate at college. Dean finds himself fascinated with Castielâs wings, much to his own annoyance, which only leads him into trouble. When they become accidentally mated to each other, things get complicated and feelings get hurt, but can it be the start of something good?
Sequel:Â xÂ
Schubert and Schumann and Lapsang Souchong
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: 19k
Summary: Dean doesnât really have friends, but if he did, they certainly would be nothing like the weird and quite possibly insane kid whoâs just moved in next door with his equally crazy family.
But, Honestly
Rating: Mature
Word Count:Â 42k
Summary: Itâs been more than five years since the Winchesters left Lawrence, Kansas. Now, Dean and Sam return, and Dean is forced to confront the one regret he has from when he left: he never told his best friend he was even leaving. When he finally sees Castiel again, itâs like meeting a completely new person.Â
Come Outside *
Rating: Explicit
Word Count: 30k
Summary: Castiel is afraid to leave the house. His therapist and brother help him to make friends, resulting in meeting Dean, a shy mute who might just be the only one capable of getting him to come out of his shell.
Fingers Tap Into What We Were Once *
Rating: Explicit
Word Count: WIP
Summary: Castiel never expected to see Dean again, the man from one marvelous one-night stand. However when Dean walks back into Castielâs life on the arm of his twin sister, Anna, a year later, Castielâs world is turned upside down as he realizes just how much Dean affects him.
The Bee Charmer
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: 3093
Summary: Needing a break from his hectic life, 19-year-old Dean decides to spend the summer at the country home of his friend Anna Milton. The Milton family is certainly a strange bunch, and the strangest and most fascinating of them all is Annaâs younger brother, Castiel.
It Happened One Night (And a Few Times After That) *Â
Rating: Explicit
Word Count: WIP
Summary: College!AU. Dean and Casâ relationship has evolved from being strangers to roommates, and from roommates to friends, and from friends to âweâre just friends."Â
The Silence of a Screaming Soul
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: WIP
Summary:Â Dean is a therapist who helps people with anxiety issues. Heâs 34, drives an old Chevy Impala, and occasionally goes out to lunch with his younger brother Sam, whoâs working on a law degree.
Then one day a new patient comes in; Castiel, 32, mute and suffering from a deep-rooted anxiety that has gotten so bad that his brother Gabriel is taking him to meet the best therapist on the grid- Dean.
Last Friday Night
Rating: Explicit
Word Count: WIP
Summary: College!AU. Dean is a drag racer and Castiel finds him fascinating. He watches in secret as the green-eyed stranger speeds his way around the hidden lake track every Friday night. That is, until he finds out they attend the same university.
The Hammer and The Nail
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: WIPÂ
Summary: To pay for his brotherâs medicine, Dean Winchester turns to a life of petty crime. But when he holds hostage Castiel Novak, son of a millionaire, and theyâre holed up together for days on end, suddenly heâs in way over his head - and he likes it.
Carry On *
Rating:Â Explicit
Word Count: WIP
Summary: d/s AU. When Sam gets into Stanford, Dean needs a bigger paycheck than Bobbyâs garage can give him. Luckily, he knows a guy.
All The Way *
Rating: Explicit
Word Count: 80k
Summary: College!AU. Castiel spends the first two weeks of college in much the same way he spent the previous years: alone with his books. Heâs fine with itâhe enrolled in college to learn, after all. Then in his first chemistry lab, he has the bad luck of being paired with snide, good-for-nothing Ruby, and the further misfortune of sitting behind Dean Winchester, the worldâs most beautiful distraction. Ruby catches Castiel staring at Dean and makes him an offer.
Paper Thin *
Rating:Â Explicit
Word Count: 1518
Summary: Dean Winchester is Castielâs noisy next door neighbor. Not that Castiel minds.
Sequels: x, x
Cockiness *
Rating: Explicit
Word Count: 7500
Summary: Dean didnât usually come to this kind of place, but Sam had given him the puppy dog eyes and argued and pleaded and even bribed him with pie. He was seeing some new girl who apparently very into the alternative burlesque scene and she had invited them to come see a show on her night off. Aka: The one where Dean sees his first burlesque show, learns that male burlesque performers are a thing, and tries a lot of new (sexual) things.Â
Dean Winchester, Straight Shooter *
Rating: Explicit
Word Count: Â ~15k
Summary: Dean Winchester, star of StraightShooter.com, is a gay-for-pay porn star with a huge following. Cas Novak signs on to do a scene with him, even though he dislikes "straightâ porn stars on principle. But Dean is more complicated than he first appears, and after inadvertently learning his secrets, Cas finds himself falling for him.
Give Me Something to Believe *
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 52k (incomplete)
Summary: Dean Winchester is a rockstar, the darling of the music industry. Heâs going on a nation-wide tour, and Texas reporter Cas Novak has been assigned to accompany him. Itâs a difficult situation for the both of them, but- after many, many drinks- things start to look up.
Lights, Camera, Wedding
Rating: Explicit
Word Count: ~27k
Summary: Deanâs a famous actor on his way back to his home town for his brotherâs wedding. He meets their photographer, Castiel, on the way and they hit things off.
Win A Date With Dean Winchester *
Rating: Mature
Word Count:Â ~78k
Summary: When Hollywood actor Dean Winchester gets caught up in a scandal that could threaten his career if exposed by the press his agent draws up a deal with the press. They wonât expose the story if they can run a competition offering a date with Dean as the prize. Everything is fine until Dean meets the winner, Anna Milton, and her brother Castiel who Dean canât seem to stop staring at or thinking about despite the fact that Castiel clearly thinks Dean is a talentless moron.
Let Me Follow You Down
Rating: Explicit
Word Count: ~6700
Summary: In which Dean Winchester comes back to his home town for longer than a week for the first time in five years to find nothing much has changed.. except puberty has been really kind to the former babysitter of his younger brothers, Castiel Novak. Which wouldnât exactly matter if Dean doesnât have to find a babysitter for his brothers at a couple of hours notice.
Imitating Life *Â
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: ~60k
Summary: Set in The French Mistake universe (a lot of Dean/Misha). To safeguard the angelic weapons he stole from Heaven, Balthazar has entrusted the keys to their hiding place to Sam and Dean and sent them into an alternative dimension. Unfortunately, Heavenly hitman Virgil followed them through and managed to swipe the keys during the ensuing confrontation. Now, the brothers need to find Virgil stat or their world is headed for a meltdown when he hands the keys over to Raphael who plans to use the weapons to re-start Armageddon. The problem is - how? Because if tracking down Virgil isnât hard enough they also have to keep up the pretence of being a couple of crappy TV stars, investigate the mysterious arrival of one Richard Speight Jr. and deal with a clingy Castiel-lookalike who canât seem to stop fawning over Dean.
Art Imitates Life *
Rating: Explicit
Word Count: ~20k
Summary: Set in The French Mistake universe (a lot of Dean/Misha). âRemember how I said J2 got me good yesterday? Yeah, that was maybe less of a joke than I originally thought."Â
The French Correction *
Rating: NC-17
Word Count:Â ~43k (incomplete)
Summary: Set in The French Mistake universe (a lot of Dean/Misha). When Balthazar zaps Dean and Sam into the parallel universe where their life is a TV-show, Dean finds himself to be in a very serious, very GAY relationship, with a tweet-happy actor, looking exactly like Cas. That may cause some trouble on the way.
Supernaturally Enchanted
Rating: Mature
Word Count: ~33k
Summary: Dean falls into the land of Angelasia. There he meets a handsome prince who may be his True Love â not that he believes in that crap. Â Set toward the end of a very different second season.
Mr. Know-It-All
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 21k
Summary: 1964. Castiel thinks heâs got a good enough lifeâheâs married to the greatest girl in the world and heâs got a great job writing for the San Francisco Chronicle. Everything is exactly as it should be and heâs pretty sure heâs happy. Which is, of course, when a new photographer named Dean comes along throw a great big wrench in the cogs.
The Way the War was Won
Rating: Explicit
Word Count: 39k
Summary: Dean and Cas are buddy cops faking a marriage for the benefits and tax breaks. Except for the part where Deanâs sort of actually in love with his partner and doesnât realize it yet.
The Jock, The Hipster, and the Wardrobe
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: 2242
Summary: HS!AU. Hipster!Dean. Jock!Castiel.
Unsaid
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: ~6800
Summary:John and Mary both died in the fire and Dean is deaf. He lives in an orphanage, and heâs just six months short of eighteen when someone in charge decides that a deaf kid must go well with a mute one and gives Dean a new roommate.
Rock Nâ Roll Without a Drummer *
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: ~6500
Summary: HS!AU. Lawrence High is putting on a production of Hairspray, and as predicted, Dean Winchester is playing Link Larkin. In a futile attempt to get close to Dean, Cas joins the tech team as a lighter.
Deanâs Gay Things Have a Moment *
Rating: PG
Word Count: 500
Summary: âŚor DO they? (Featuring Aaron Bass)
Could I But Hold Thee
Rating: NC-17
Word Count:Â ~12k
Summary: When Castiel is stuck without a model for his life-art class, Dean volunteers. What Dean doesnât know is that Castiel has already been sketching the young barista for months.
The Request *
Rating: PG-13
Word count: ~36k
Summary: When Sam Winchester prays for his brother, Castiel is finally sent on his very first assignment. But what should be a simple love match turns into much more and Castiel finds himself risking everything to ensure the happiness of his extremely frustrating charge.
The Boy Done Wrong Again
Rating: Mature
Word Count: ~29k
Summary: HS!AU. After Castiel lies about losing his virginity he manages to put himself on the high school social map. But after one lie leads to another, to another, to another, he becomes public enemy number one to Raphael and the notorious Bible Club, his best friend stops talking to him, and Dean Winchester keeps showing up everywhere. And so Castiel learns the advantages and disadvantages of being (faux) sexually promiscuous.Â