🎶Take me back to November 5th...🎶

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Bonus:

a collection of my favorite genre of sam and dean moments

↪ bonus: the time sam had to physically restrain himself to be nice because cas just came back from the dead

early strong movement for #misha collins contract pointing toward him being in more episodes 🤡, #misha was 100% in vancouver, #why misha in vancouver filming based on his zoom background <3, #misha being in vanvouver in a hotel near filming and related statements, but NOT including #ONION FIELD. FUCKING ONION FIELD which on its own was a major write-in category alongside #and uriel’s actor being on set, as was #spn tape ball ofc

separate point here for #misha showing his kids the finale as if he expected to be in it #literally Why would misha show his kids the finale. of a show they never watched. if he wasn’t in it.

next up was #13 [omitted]s. what the fuck is that about #OMMITED OMMITED OMMITED OMMITED OMMITED ??!!!! #OMITTED OMITTED OMITTED . and then the worlds worst montage #the two back to back versions of carry on #the two versions of carry on wayward son #it’s the multiple bizarrely long montages for me #the fact that they got the cover of the carry on like a WEEK before the finale aired. what was that about. #[OMITTED] #[OMITTED] 

a related moment of silence for #I’m sorry but the way they kept changing the story about the finale and creating new excuses #what was the Jimmy in heaven and dead band Kansas about

and #not really a conspiracy but the fact that Eileen didn’t come back and then blurry wife and bad costume wig #all the claims of having certain ppl b there for the finale but having the actors say no i was never contacted lol

major support for #the unaired footage on jackles phone #jensen deciding he NEEDED to record it on his own phone #it’s still the tapes. unfortunately. #what is on the jackles tapes…. its our right to know !!!!!! specifically referencing #it’s the tears in his eyes for me. where do they go #the surreal editing in the confession scene still gets to me #the push. the tapes. the different tears. #tears/no tears is the thing that gets me but yeah literally WHAT was the reason #dean getting shoved to the wrong side of the ground makes me lose my shit everytime i see it #runners-up: the cut between dean looking at the empty and crying and him looking at cas with dry eyes

most emotional responses were regarding #the night we met song of the day. the explanation for it makes my blood boil and the conspiracy about it makes me ache #the fucking quotes. the songs. i could kill people with my bare hands #the night we met AND. fucking angel with a shotgun as songs of the day #the night we met song of the week sososo evil #FOUR PEOPLE IN THE IMPALA!!!!

…or #jensen screaming cas in the street. visceral #jensen wailing in the street #people hearing jensen screaming cas from like blocks away…………. WHY

special mentions to #also things from the plot but i also know spn just sucks 😔 but why ruby asking cas to help her get out. why ‘you made it loud’ #also the funko pops #the finale beat for beat matches becky’s ‘worst ending’ #prev beckys funko pop roadhouse is going to be the death of me

and #the absolutely worst (that i had forgotten about) is the empty being the s15 title card

and of course # pizza man montage# anything about the end of s15? sure. whatever. i guess they did that (or not).# but the 15.13 pizza man montage? i need answers #pizza man montage might be the most wtf one

miscellaneous to: #it’s the why lamp for me, #for me it’s gotta be changing the episode title from The Truth to Despair, #i want to say onions but it’s the el sol why was it fucking el sol, #It’s the Jenny returning, #misha and jackles weren’t even in the farewell video… 

Jensen Ross Ackles made the acting choice to pick up Castiel's trench coat and fold it gently like a flag because he believed that's what Dean would've done.

Jensen Ross Ackles was so pissed about the Destiel conflict and Dean treating Cas so harshly in the so-called divorce arc that he confronted the writer (Bobo) about it. He asked for explanation and toning the conflict down.

Jensen Ross Ackles, when asked about what he was most excited to tackle with his character in the final season of the show, took a time to think about his answer and then WITH ZERO HESITATION said: CAS.

Jensen Ross Ackles called Castiel's goodbye (aka the confession) a pivotal moment for the whole arc of the show.

Jensen Ross Ackles asked a crew member to record the confession ON HIS PHONE because he wanted to have the og, unedited version of the confession.

Jensen Ross Ackles said Dean would've said "I love you too" and then hugged Cas.

Jensen Ross Ackles admitted to the crowd of thousands of fans that Dean's biggest regret was not being able to save Cas.

Jensen Ross Ackles called Misha's performance in the confession an artful job and an increadibly nuanced performance that he is really very proud of.

Jensen Ross Ackles basically admitted that Destiel is Cockles fault.