DesSoles

2008: wow I was so stupid last year

&’ every time you told me something about yourself I’d fall deeper in love

My mother always told me to ‘love the one you’re with,’. And I know that she’s right. But I still think of you whenever I hold his hand. While I kiss his lips, I somehow still see you. How my mind wanders towards you , no matter who I end up with. As I held him next to me ;I still felt so lonely.For your voice still haunts me in my dreams. 
How the memory of you stained the taste of love on my tongue. For I thirst for wine I could no longer savor for.For I still speak of you in my sleep. Hungover on your love. How the guilt stammers each heartbeat. A steady thunderous voice. How it screams the truth that ‘I still love you,’.For my dear it was you. I guess it is true. I still love you.