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obi-wan has space-catholic guilt, but anakin spends day and night going "the code the code i'M BREAKING THE CODE but i don't care because the code is stupid except Oh No i attacked master windu so now i'm going to jedi turbo hell according to the code i don't care about (except i totally do) might as well become a sith to cement my betrayal of the code"

while obi-wan's approach is "i'll unpack that later"

like. obi-wan follows the code more/"better," but anakin (whether following or going against it) is Haunted By It At All Times

I know I go on a lot about Maul but I do love Kenobi’s story with Satine and I’m still so salty over the fact that the Kenobi series never took the opportunity to delve into their pasts together which I initially hoped to see. We could have seen such a different side to him, a side we’ve never really seen throughout his time on screen. A side that was possibly a bit more cocky and reckless since he was so young. A side that seriously contemplated leaving the Jedi order behind in exchange for a life with Satine.

I want THAT story of Kenobi, I would have loved to have seen that side of him, I would have LOVED to have seen the internal conflict he would have struggled with at the realisation of his feelings for Satine. It would have been so interesting to have her POV as well and how she would have dealt with her own affections for him. We’re given mere crumbs of their interactions in Clone Wars, with occasional hints of their pasts. I want to see the proper back story behind both of them and how they came to love one another while on the run during the Mandalorian Civil War! I want to see the banter, the sass, the arguments, EVERYTHING!

Why is Maul the prettiest mentally ill person ever, like, he came out of a sewer after screaming and crying and hallucinating and he doesn't even look that bad aside from breathing a bit heavier, he's a bit grimy and he looks a bit tired but look closely, you can see the tear tracks and that freaking eviscerates me

AND THEN HE LOOKS LIKE THIS HOURS LATER

I personally would bathe him, massage his back and shoulders and neck and lotion him down until he falls asleep in my arms. This of course is after he is finished ugly crying and screaming in rage at what was done to him, and for all that was taken from him.

What are y’all doing for him?