I don't know if you're ignoring me or not, but the fact that it feels like it's been months since we've spoken is criminal. We need to change this, and we need to get together soon because I miss you so much. What have you been up to lately? Please, tell me everything, and don't spare a single detail because it feels like I'm going through Lil withdrawals, and I don't like it. Are you in Paris right now for fashion week, because I know Chanel has a show coming up? Because if you are, maybe we can meet up there? I'll never turn down a trip to Paris, especially if I'm getting to meet and spend time with you there! @deppslilyrose

Baby, I could never ignore you. It does feel like it's been months since we've last spoken, though, and that is criminal. I miss you just as much, I promise. I finished my Eggers film, and since then I've been with my boyfriend, so that's what I've been up to lately. You're going through Lil withdrawals? I'm going through Troye withdrawals! I'm not in Paris; I'm in New York right now. I wasn't feeling good enough to travel to Paris the last couple of days, so I missed the Chanel show. Which I'm a little sad about, because the looks were amazing. Did you see some of the dresses? Stunning! But I'll be in New York until after the 31st, I believe, since I'm here to see my boyfriend's brother on SNL, but then I'll let you know where I'm going to be, and you can visit me, alright? Then we'll plan a weekend together; how does that sound? Just you and I, and maybe an island somewhere?

no, i know, but i felt bad that i was spending most of my time on set instead of with you. part of acting, sure, but still. thanks for joining me for the beach day - it was exactly what i needed to unwind. understandable, but i promise they're going to love you. you already know alex so it's just my dad, my sister, and my brother. half the family so hopefully half the chaos. if we go or not, i'm just happy to be getting some time in with you. wasn't a hard choice at all. in fact, it'll probably always be my reward choice.

At least we can spend time together now, right? That's what matters to me anyway. Plus, that time on the beach was perfect, and I'm glad we had it for you to unwind. I hope you're right, and I know it's getting close to us meeting them. Though, glad it's just half your family, that makes it better. Plus, I'm kind of excited to meet your dad. I'm glad we ended up just staying in New York, the trip to Paris and back just didn't seem like a good idea since I wasn't feeling the greatest, but at least I'm feeling better finally. I was thinking since we stayed in last night, maybe we should go out tonight. What do you think? I love that me naked is always going to be your reward choice, and even though we didn't go to Paris, you can still have me naked tonight after we go out, if you want.

work got the better of me these last couple of days but i wanted to get as much filmed as i could before we left for these two trips. are you enjoying your time here? think i could convince you to join me for a beach day before our flight out? i don't think you have to worry about my siblings hating you. i mean, why would they? you've given them no reason to. if it's important to you then i'll be there, i promise. as for my reward - you. preferably naked, but i'm not picky.

Babe, I knew coming to visit you that you'd probably be busy, so I understand work getting the best of you. I am enjoying my time here, though; it's gorgeous. And you know me well enough to know that I would never turn down a beach day. I'll still worry, even if I know that I've not given them a reason to not like me, only because you know I'm self-conscious about shit like that. Sounds good though, and I know I still haven't made up my mind about going, but we'll figure it out. Look at you picking me as your reward; I like that. And me being naked? Well, you know I can make that happen for you, and if that's what you want, that's what you'll get.

you have one of those underrated filmographies that more people should be talking about. the king? absolutely an underrated piece of cinema. Voyagers? absolute perfection. you seem to pick roles that just suit you and there's no filler there. Pillion was a very risky choice but when i read the script, i knew i needed to play the role. same with Murderbot, honestly. i've gotten insanely lucky with being offered some of the most exceptional parts as of late. would it be cocky if i said that would be the dream team? you, me and Mr. Eggers...just outstanding. i want nothing more than that. i'll have to start bugging the man and doing the most to get him on our side. what's next for you? are you already on the set for something new?

Okay, I'm obviously keeping you around if you're going to give me such high praise about my past films. Especially Voyagers, because that's a film I loved doing so much, and I fear not many people have seen it. I do try my best to pick roles that suit me; I never want to take a role just for the sake of taking it. Oh, the moment I heard the synopsis of Pillion, I knew it was a bold choice on your part but also was excited because I knew you were going to kill it. So I can't wait to see it. Listen, your portrayal of Murderbot was so good, you got me to read the books and fall in love with the character even more. See, I think we'd be the dream team as well, so I don't think that's cocky at all, and we just need to get Eggers on board. I'll start texting him and bugging him as well; if we have a united front, I think we'll get him. Right now I'm waiting for Outer Dark to start filming, my project with Jacob Elordi. So I'm just enjoying some free time in Morocco. Might go to Paris when Chanel has their show next week. It's a nice little break. I know you've got SNL coming up, but anything else in the works?

good, i'm glad you think so. twelve hours is a crazy amount of time to be in the air so i wouldn't blame you if you got off the plane dead on your feet. you can go back to the hotel and try to sleep, if you want? you're not intruding on anything, i promise. it's alex -- he likes a crowd. you'll probably get to meet the rest of my siblings while we're there so hope you're ready for that. i wouldn't say i hate it; i just don't quite understand it. i'll be a silent observer though. plus, how could i say no now that you're promising to make it worth my time? i'm in.

I tried to sleep on the plane, but I've realized I'm just a bundle of nervous energy when I'm on a plane by myself. But going back to the hotel to try and sleep will probably be best; otherwise, you'll have to deal with me being cranky, and no one wants that. As long as you're sure I'm not going to be intruding. I didn't think about the fact that I'd probably be meeting the rest of your siblings as well, but I'm ready for it. Hopefully they don't hate me. Well, not understanding it if you're not in the whole fashion world is understandable. I've been with Chanel since I turned 16. And if I do go, having you there would mean a lot. But yes, you doing something that you normally wouldn't do will very much earn you a very good reward. Anything you want.

been a long time since i've reached out to you, i know, but i was thinking about some of the fun times we've had and it made me start thinking about you a lot, so i wanted to check in. how are you doing? what's going on in the world of lily rose? are you working on any new projects right now? @deppslilyrose

It has been a while, but it's always good to hear from you of course. We did have some good times, didn't we? And it's nice of you to check in; I was going to do that after I saw the Chargers were knocked out of the playoffs, but I got sidetracked. I'm doing good though, really good. I'm in between projects right now, I have some lined up, but don't start filming yet so I'm just relaxing right now. Heading out to Morocco tomorrow to meet up with my boyfriend, and spend some time with him, but that's about it. What about you? What are you doing now that it's the off-season?

great minds think alike. since we're in morocco, i was thinking we could do the whole dinner on the beach thing. i know it's cheesy but it's the perfect place to do it. tomorrow? perfect. let me know what time your flight gets in and i'll make sure i'm there to pick you up from the airport. i told alex i'll come to new york a couple days early so we can get a visit in so if we head to new york on the 25th, maybe i can come to paris with you if it's on the 28th? then we can go back to nyc together for snl?

Dinner on the beach? That's not cheesy at all; that's very sweet and romantic, and it sounds perfect to me. I'll send you my flight information, though after a nearly 12 hour flight I'm going to probably be dead on my feet when you pick me up. That sounds good about when we can go to New York, though I don't want to intrude too much on your brother time. I can occupy myself in New York if you want to just hangout with him some time. Wait, if I go to Paris for the fashion show, you'll come with me? You hate stuff like that. Obviously I want you to come with me, though, if I go, and I'll make it worth your while, of course. And we'll have plenty of time to get back to NYC for SNL.

wicked. a period piece could be fun - i say you two get eggers on the phone asap and pitch the idea to him. bet that man could work some magic and get a story going. i love this plan. already got the perfect first date idea in mind; bring a dress. nothing terribly fancy but something you can move around in. of course i don't mind -- i want you here as soon as you can possibly make it. when's the haute couture week? afraid i don't know anything about fashion week.

It's funny you should bring up Eggers because that's who I suggested as well, especially sine I love working with him and he's got such a brilliant mind. Yeah? Now you've got me curious about this perfect date that you have in mind, but alright, I've already got the perfect dress I can bring. After I do lunch today, I'm going to come home and pack, and I decided to fly out tomorrow instead of Thursday. I just figured the sooner I saw you, the better. And it's from the 26th to the 29th, and the Chanel show is on the 28th. So even if I do go, I'll still be able to be there for Alex in New York.

private: not quite immune to the pout just yet so you would've had me breaking in no time. me too, babe. did he? i would kill to see that. you're both brilliant on screen so it'd be a hell of a team up. i'm in morocco currently, filming lords of war for at least three more weeks. wouldn't mind having you join me if you feel like making the flight out. plus, it'd make for a hell of a spot to have our first official date.

Private: Writing that down to pout at you more then. He did, he wants to work on a period piece with me since that seems to be my niche, and I'm not against the idea. Oh, Morocco? Love it. I have lunch with a friend tomorrow, but then I've got nothing going on, so I'll fly out on Thursday and be there for the weekend. We'll have our first official date this weekend. Then I can just stay with you until we need to go to New York for Alex, if you don't mind, that is? Can you handle that much time with me? I might have to leave for the Chanel show in Paris for Haute Couture Week, but I'm not sure if I'm going yet.

private: bless the genes for coming through. then that’s that — we’ll tell people. nothing to hide here. i think i owe you about three years worth of dates at this point so don’t worry, i plan on catching up asap. think you can come to new york for the last week of january? alex has his SNL debut and i promised i’d be there, but i’d love it if you were there too. we can get a couple dates in the days leading up to it.

Private: I'm glad you're on board with telling people; I'd have probably pouted had you said you wanted to keep it to ourselves for a while. Yeah? I'm looking forward to catching up on those three years of dates with you. Yeah, I can come to New York then. I've got all the free time in the world right now, and I'd love to see Alex's SNL debut anyway. He messaged me the other day about wanting to work with me, so getting to see him do his thing on SNL would be fun! As for going on some dates leading up to it, where are you right now? Do you want me to come to you? Because I'm back from my weekend with the girls, and I can come to where you are.

private: suppose it’s a good thing that my kids are really cute then. yeah? i think it’s a good idea too. what would you prefer? i want to do what you’re most comfortable with. if you want to keep it to ourselves for a bit then that’s fine. if you rather shout it from the rooftops then that’s fine too. i want to go at whatever pace works best for you.

Private: 100% Had they not been cute, I'd have been like sorry, Bill, we can't be in a relationship. Honestly? I want to tell people; I don't want to keep it to ourselves. In February we've been doing what we've been doing for 3 years, and I don't want to hide what we are to each other. Plus, you owe me real dates if we're a real couple, just saying. You have to spoil me and everything. Plus, if we're caught out together in public, I want people to know we're together.