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Harry:

“…You could be preoccupied, different dick every night…” - I Want

“…Big Brown Poo…” - Gotta Be You

“…I love chicken soup…” - Gotta Be You

“…It’s a little too hot, take off your clothes…” - Save You Tonight

“…You should open your eyes, take off your clothes…” - Save You Tonight

“…If you’re hungry, then eat some Cheerios…” - Save You Tonight

“…I’ve been trying for years to grow a beard…” - Save You Tonight

{Zayn} “…Inside my arms…” {Harry} “She can deep throat.” - More Than This

{Zayn} “…Inside my arms…” {Harry} “Elbow.” - More Than This

{Zayn} “…Inside my arms…” {Harry} “Eyebrow.” - More Than This

{Zayn} “…Inside my arms…” {Harry} “Knee brace.” - More Than This

{Zayn} “…Inside my arms…” {Harry} “Shoe lace.” - More Than This

“…It just won’t feel right, ‘cause I can love you more than Stan…” - More Than This

“…I’m in the bakery, making dough, baby, you should know that I would…” - I Would

“..Frozen and butt cheek…” - One Thing

“…’Cause you make me long…” - Strong

Louis:

“…’Cause you’ve got that big dick…” - One Thing

“…You can’t go to bed without a bowl of coco puffs…” - Little Things

“…that might fit like tits..” - Over Again

“…I can lend you broken farts..” - Over Again

“…He just won’t fuck her right..” - More Than This

“…I can’t compete with your boyfriend ‘cause he’s really good a Kung Fu…” - I Would

{Harry} “…I want, I want, I want..” {Louis} “…but that’s gravy…” - I Want

Zayn:

“…Don’t let the bitches steal your phone…” - Live While We’re Young

“…Can we try one more, one more soup? One more, one more, can we try one more, one more soup? I’ll make it better…” - Gotta Be You

{Old-Man Voice} “…And live while we’re you-young..” - Live While We’re Young

{Harry} “…I want, I want, I want..” {Zayn} “…but that’s Jay-Z…” - I Want

Niall:

“…So baby, if you say you want me to drive to KFC..” - Change My Mind

“…So baby, if you say you want me to drive to Foot Locker..” - Change My Mind

“…So baby, if you say you want me to drive to Subway..” - Change My Mind

“…He lives on my block and I’ve got wet socks…” - Teenage Dirtbag

“…Maybe you’ll love yourself like ti amo..” - Little Things

“…You’ll never treat yourself right, darling, but I love shampoo…” - Little Things

{Harry} “…I want, I want, I want..” {Niall} “…but that’s Kanye…” - I Want

Liam:

“…But I’m just a talkin’ parrot, baby, like you…” - Teenage Dirtbag

“…But I’m just a teenage dirtbag, baby, like Niall…” - Teenage Dirtbag

“…Come with me, Nialler, don’t say ‘maybe’…” - Teenage Dirtbag

“…’Cause I was the only one who loved Niall from the start…” - Heart Attack

“…The music’s up, the Nialler’s down..” {Niall} “No, I’m not!”

“…His shoes. It’s a shoe they add up to…” - Little Things

“…’Cause Louis’ everything I see…” - More Than This

“..I’m dancing, no more. I’m praying that my knee will get better soon…” - More Than This

Liam: “It wasn’t very nice being on stage.. awh I’m gonna cry man. Also we struggled, we had to change the parts so people had to sing Zayn’s parts but obviously we all know Zayn has a brilliant voice so it was difficult to do.”.. “I’d marry Zayn Malik.”

"fresh air" by zayn is not actually one of my favorite songs on icarus falls, i've listened to it just a few times after it's release (yeah, y'all can judge for it lol) but for some weird reason i've been with one phrase of the song stuck in my head recently but i didn't put too much thought on it but since LP1 is out now (go stream it!!!!) i couldn't help but see some kind of similitaries?

as we have been knew liam recently open up about his mental health, depression, anxiety, agoraphobia and even saying that suicide was an option in his "menu" a couple of times during all of these years.

now about the album promo he said that one of his songs was going to be very honest about mental illness and something that he's never going to talk about entirely and he said that this song is "weekend", let's take a look at the lyrics:

"i might die on the weekend/ might die/ might die/ might die/ another line for my demons"

so it's not that hard to realize that it's about suicide idealization and the "demons" talking it's a very classic when singers are talking about mental illness like twenty one pilots they majorly sing about mentall illness and they refer to it as demons so yeah...it's totally about suicide idealization.

the curious thing and correlation to "fresh year" and exactly the line that was stuck with me this week:

"tell me that you wanna die but you don't/ tell me that you wanna die but you don't"

when i first listened to these lyrics all the way in 2018 i got really surprised because zayn never talked about death, he talked about hard and dark times, lots of struggles in his songs but never about death. but he's not talking about himself because he sings "tell me that YOU wanna die but YOU don't" and something EXTREMELY IMPORTANT he's singing about a man because he also says "you could be a changed MAN if YOU wanted" like i said before i never payed too much attention on fresh air so i never realized he sang about a man...zayn is a non-straight man in the closet so i'm like "why would they allow him to talk about a man??" but this song is not necessarily a romantic one, it can be took as him talking to a partner, but there's no explicitly "i love you" so i think they let him get away with it.

COMING BACK TO THE LYRICS: zayn is talking about a man, that says he wants to die...so yeah, i think y'all are following my line of thought and i really don't want to be a tinhat but it all leads to LIAM!!

now, let's keep talking about fresh year again, look at the next paragraph:

"but you're never sober"

it reminded me again of liam, because he openned up that he had struggled with alcohol addition during the 1d days until recently...so yeah!

but since i'm a very paranoid person i like to check all the possibilities before firmly believing in something, so some of you might ask "but what if zayn is talking about himself??"

these are half of the lyrics from "fresh air" and zayn always makes a difference between who is "I"/"me" and who is "you" like:

"I say I'M sorry, but YOU'RE never sober"

"it's the same everytime that YOU'RE with ME"

this post it's already long enough but i could do a whole another essay about how it must be to be in relantionship with someone struggling with alcohol and mental illness when you're also struggling with mental illness (this is zayn perspective) but i think that:

"you know i ain't tryna to go pressure you"

could be soothing enough.

zayn's album and song came out in 2018, but we don't exactly when it was written. liam's song weekend came out yesterday but we know that liam wrote or other people wrote the songs for him around 2016-2017 so the timming for zayn writing this song for liam is also right. liam has been talking about his alcohol struggles for years, suicide is a new thing for us, but liam like i said before told us it's been on the menu a couple times during his career so it's also a years long issue.

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