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Obsessing with making sure that everyone you interact with online is "good" and shares in all your beliefs and ideals, that you only have "good" hobbies and interests, that you condemn anything and everything even slightly dubious both internally and externally, that you stay away from all "bad" things in case they taint you, and similar behaviors are actually seriously unhealthy and may be a sign that you're developing or living with moral scrupulosity OCD or a similar condition.

I dunno man. The author of said fic has written some weird and straight up cringe shit, but they're by no means a predator or a danger to others. They're just fucking weird.

I feel the harassment has gone too way too far (again two separate suicide attempts, one of which had the goodbye message broadcasted live). The punishment needs to match the crime and it's gone far beyond what's acceptable.

It was never about the cringe shit they did. It was always about the fanfic and this video kinda proves that to me.

I dunno why it's so hard for some people to just drop what basically equates to stupid fandom drama.

As an aside, their "review" of that fic is also kinda disingenuous since a lot of the things they complain don't make sense have explainations in the text. They might not be good, but they are there.

The "rewrite" is also slightly worse than the original thing they're trying to rewrite, so there's that.

Man, I love being misgendered and KNOWINGLY misgendered by someone I considered a friend.

Lexyr, Brody, honey, if you're gonna be a cunt about me at least use my fucking pronouns. The problems you KNEW about considering how often I'd tell people my fucking pronouns. My pronouns which were and still are on all of my socials and which are in my discord description.

You followed me on Tumblr, you were friends with me on Discord. I know you ain't fucking stupid. This is you purposefully misgendering me.

...it's almost as if someone has been trying to tell you for years that these people are abusive, and you ignored that because "transfem bad."

Ok can i just talk about how badly written Darth Amorosa was? She's a slavery apologist even tho she's canonically black and the slavery in SW is not the same racially motivated kind like irl, was a constant asshole to everyone yet had the nerve to lecture the jedi on their failings, force lightnings an elderly lady over a throwaway comment (said lady is freaking Princess Leia btw) and kills random people on the assumption that they're slave owners without any real proof.

When she wasn't trying to outdo Palpatine in being the worst person in the galaxy, she gets coddled by Rey, a white woman. Rey ends up being her savior and that's her entire arc. Rey isn't even allowed to be mad when she finds out her love interest's mama was a slaver. Even her sith name is only really a show of her role of being a love interest for Rey and despite being the antithesis of Kylo Ren she pretty much acts like him.

On another note, it's said that the reason that Humans have no known homeworld is because they were, in the distant, distant past, a slave race to an alien empire and thus were basically sent wherever that empire had power. That's also why they're the most common race in the Galaxy.

Why is this relevant? Because if Lily HAD to make slavery a focal point of TSR, Lily could have easily done a lot with this information to make the narrative more interesting and a lot less... blatantly racist.

I don't think having slavery as a focal point is even a bad thing. There's a lot that could be explored there and talked about, but Lily doesn't even bother.

IT IS HERE

Walking Sanya Home Simulator was made in 2020 by me and a friend who decided to stay anonymous. It's cursed fanfiction in visual novel form

Walk Sanya home and be a gentleman... and maybe you'll survive

Queer bloggers: QUEERPHOBE. IF YOU AREN'T ONE OF US YOU'RE AGAINST US. TERF.

Me: Bruh.

TERFs: STUPID TRANNY. QUEER IS A SLUR NO ONE IS ALLOWED TO RECLAIM. YOU DUMB YAOI FANGIRL.

“Oh my god! This is like in the 1500s with the Indigenous people and smallpox,” she says. “They had no defences against it!”

Wait – what did she just say?

I pause and look to my friend. Did the Barbie film just compare women and patriarchy to Indigenous people and disease? Was that really necessary?

Other people obviously felt as taken off guard by the comment as I did, judging by the response on social media: “this line was unnecessary and not needed for the plot,” one person wrote. Another remarked that it “reeked of white feminism,” while another called it “a sloppy attempt at intersectionality.”

The thoughtless line about Indigenous people and smallpox ironically comes right before an insightful and impassioned monologue by Ferrera’s character on how complicated it is to be a modern-day woman.

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I would have loved to have grown up speaking nêhinawêwin (Swampy Cree). My father understands it, and my grandparents spoke it fluently. My grandfather even had a radio station in Manitoba where he exclusively spoke nêhinawêwin. This loss began with the same history that dates back to Pocahontas’s “story” — dispossession, expulsion from our lands, forced assimilation, and discriminatory laws that disbanded many from speaking it for a time. Because of this, I didn’t get that opportunity. In the same way so many others didn’t.

Speaking of my grandfather, Murray McKenzie, he was a photojournalist. He received his first camera while recovering from tuberculosis at the Clearwater Lake Sanatorium. We know now that my grandfather was given a blanket carrying the disease. Murray was one of the few little boys who survived his ward at the sanatorium.

So imagine my surprise when a movie about another fantasized character, Barbie, goes on to include a reference to a disease that wiped out so many Indigenous peoples on the continent. For example, my colleague recently wrote a piece on the Sḵwx̱wú7mesh Nation’s 100-year amalgamation anniversary, where it was shared that 100 years ago, the Sḵwx̱wú7mesh Úxwumixw (the Squamish people) at one point went from a population of 30,000 to 400 because of disease.

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I’ll end by saying this:

It is literally impossible to be an Indigenous woman.

We have to be beautiful but not too beautiful, or we might go missing.

We have to leave our homelands to become ‘educated,’ and to enter the ‘workforce.’

But we can’t forget who we are and where we come from.

We want to be good and loving mothers and protect our children,

But we can’t make a single mistake, or our children will be taken into the child welfare system.

We want to preserve the natural world for the next generation,

But colonial law will remove us with an injunction and put us in prison.

We want to honour our dead, but governments tell us that it “isn’t feasible.”

We want to speak our languages,

But so many of our language keepers have been lost to colonial violence.

Aren’t we tired of watching every single Indigenous woman kill herself to simply exist?

anon has never heard of student council members, medics, or any non-nazi military units.

(Image ID: The picture of Dr. Manhattan blowing someone up edited so it's Papyrus using the power of saying fuck to blow up the person labelled "People who treat Papyrus like a baby". End ID)

Propaganda from me for previous rounds

1 TLDR: Papyrus is neurodivergent coded and this tournament isn't just "Who's had a worse time", Papyrus deserves to say fuck because it is used to fight against the fandom's infantilization

2 TLDR: An analysis of how Papyrus is neurodivergent coded

3 TLDR: a bunch of screencaps of people reacting like they've been shot to a dub of my comic where Papyrus says fuck

Brand new Propaganda: In the most recent UT news letter there was an interview with Papyrus, in which he says this

(Image ID: Papyrus making a silly face and saying "WHAT THE --- THAT WAS MAYONNAISE!? YOU SAID IT WAS "AWESOME SAUCE!"" End ID.)