breathe.

I wanna kiss Emilie so bad omg she’s so goddamn beautiful why did timing fuck me SO HARD

I want to cut it all off, but I don’t know if that’s just my impulsivity or me finally making the right decision

Feeling very broken rn. I haven’t felt this helpless with my ptsd in years. I thought I’d overcome it, but it’s back and I feel like everything I worked towards before was pointless. Do I seriously have to start at square one and go through all of the shit I was so proud to be done with? Is this cycle going to repeat throughout my life? 🥺😔

Dylan told me today that he wants to just slap tg and tell him to be with me and I could’ve cried it was so sweet to hear his best friend be so supportive like that

I get SO FUCKING ANXIOUS seeing photos of tg and it’s just a lot