i want 2 be breathtakingly beautiful the kind of beautiful where people see u once and think about u for the rest of the day

Things I wish people would stop making jokes about -hearing voices -needing therapy -taking “crazy” pills -asylums and mental hospitals -seeing things/having visions -delusional thinking -mentally ill people in general like just stop

This. Ableism against mentally ill people, especially those with psychosis, delusions, bipolar disorder, schizophrenia, etc., is so so pervasive and so so harmful.

I’m getting bad again and I literally wanna die lmao

do you ever just feel super unloveable

I want to travel the world and stop poisoning my head with the fear of not being enough

forming attachments to people when you have bpd is uh terrifying and miserable

not to be dramatic but my whole soul hurts

one thing i actually don’t understand why i do, is oversharing. why the fuck do i overshare when i’m talking about my problems? is it for attention? support? for getting a reaction? i always regret it after so why the fuck do i do it in the first place?? nobody actually cares about me ebough to find it remotely interesting anyway, i’m just ruining their day

i love when people ask me “what are you anxious about” like…….about??? you think this is based on reason? rationality? never heard of that

hey lemme get uhhhhhhhhh an fp that actually loves me and doesn’t abandon me

It’s a cold fucking world when you feel like no one could ever really love you.

how do i become easier to love

i’ve lost my youth and young adult life to mental illness and those are years i’ll never fucking get back and it’s not poetic it’s fucking devastating