Cherry Doctor Pepper

I do have friends but I've never felt like anyone's first choice, just an accommodation.

Always the one to ask people to hang out, and even then i feel like most people would rather be elsewhere than hang out with me.

That's why at an even slight friendship i feel like i have to overcompensate everything, even through all my compliments are sincere i feel like they're not really appreciated as much.

I don't know what to do anymore, or if there's nothing to be done and I'll be this lonely through highschool too.

I feel like I'm an awkward extra in the background, and i don't know what's wrong with me. I feel like I'm missing a crucial experience in my teenage years being sad and pathetic.

Most people dismiss whatever i say and don't talk to me unless they need something.

Baby you're so fine there when you walk, even the stoplights stop to talk about you,