i burn for you

no one warns you that when you marry the most attractive man you've ever met you will become the most insufferably needy sex machine of all time, and that every single thing ever will make you want him

i love being full of cum. i always want to be full of cum

if i was alive in 2500 bce & greek there would've been statues made of me

sick with hatred and inexpressible anger and sorrow and hurt and longing and all of these other emotions in between. i fucking miss him and i miss every second we spent together. i feel so ripped and empty and insouciant about everything. i want to rip my hair out and starve myself but i also want to drop to my knees and sob and cry and wrap my arms around my torso and hurt in every way imaginable. i don't Need a relationship or anything, im not someone like that. my only thing is that is i genuinely don't understand why everyone's opinion of me depletes after a few days. what do i do wrong. what do i do to hurt people

i should be allowed to face cancer suicidally. imo