Heart strong

New in a being in a relationship.

Maybe it's me for expecting so much.

Last July I went to Taiwan for a short vacation. It was a happy experience until on the way back home I got sexually assaulted by one of the person I'm with from the vacation. It was unexpected and it gave me trauma. I couldn't belive a person so close to you could do that. Since then I haven't been functioning really well, work and life becomes unpetizing to the point I wanted to just give up. Suicidal thoughts has been an option. Then Just to give my self time. I decided to detach from everything I took a break from work and went somewhere far. This time-off helped me alot specially reflecting on what I want in my life and how do I keep on going. Although there are some triggers here and there but I can tell I'm so much better than 2 months ago. I can't say that I have surpassed that event and moved on. But I am praying that little by little I will be OK. Inspite of everything that had happened I am still grateful for everything.