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I'M GONE

I will not be active on my blog until August :((((((((

I’ve been scheduling a bunch of things (@ 10:00 every other day) but I’m not gonna be able to do any messaging with people or things like that

Link to intro post

#very sad and not very cool I know

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whimsical-laboratory-tragedy

On the bright side I do not always feel monstrous

I got a new pair of men's jeans that fit right and my first cologne yesterday

And tonight I saw myself in the golden lamplight undressing for bed, reflected ever strangely in the mirror

I felt beautiful, I saw myself and I turned myself around in my palm like picking up a cool rock by a riverbed

When I get into bed I will feel the warm softness of sweet sleep filling the marrow of my bones

Despite all the despair, despite the hopeless violence

A rabbit calls our lawn home

And I promise to wake up soon

yourgirlinpieces3

"do it scared" i do it scared everytime im scared all the time

the-grassy-hill

my friends bring me such joy

#I miss everyone ever

my-gender-is

My gender is pleading the fifth

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Beating up my brain because it keeps trying to tell me that I should go frolic in that long grass and also never do a tick check ever because it’s "boring" and "takes too long" and "I’ll probably be fine"

#me and my evil brain

whalesharkcat

rotates you in my mind like this

Ctrl+F but it works in books

Ctrl+F but it works in rooms while searching for something

Ctrl+F but it works in brains when you can’t remember something

Ctrl+F but it works in memories when you can’t remember someone’s face, their voice, their warmth

Ctrl+F to replace all memories of [redacted] with memories of [✨✨✨]

#Found this in my drafts #can't remember what redacted was supposed to represent so maybe it worked?#Must've been thinking some crazy thoughts

pomegranateteeth

sure fucking whatever man

positive-pumpkin

you don’t have to be “getting better” all the time.

some days are quiet victories. getting out of bed. drinking water. answering one message. choosing to stay.

healing isn’t linear, it’s messy and slow and sometimes it feels like you’re going backwards—but you’re not. you’re learning how to exist in a world that doesn’t always feel made for you.

you are allowed to rest. you are allowed to feel everything. you are allowed to take up space even when you’re struggling.

And even if your brain is loud right now, even if it’s telling you things that aren’t kind, you don’t have to believe it.

You’re still here. That counts for more than you think. 🤍

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beebfreeb

Messaging people for the first time is so hard. What am I supposed to say? Like, "You seem really odd and your blog intrigues me. Do you want to have philosophical conversations or perhaps talk about fictional characters?" What! Whatever. I will just follow you back and stare at your blog with my big beautiful brown eyes.

scribe-cas

Reblog if you're okay with people coming into your DMs with the "you seem really odd and your blog intrigues me, do you want to have philosophical conversations or perhaps talk about fictional characters"

That’s so stupid (compliment)

copperiiii

Art block haunting my ass I can't make character sheets for art fight. Kill me now

ur-least-fav-gal-offical

dont be shy, hit the macarena at times where it isnt socially acceptable to hit the macarena

my-gender-is

My gender was a token used in an arcade game

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No one should ever be worried about getting gifts for me, you could pick up a cool leaf from the ground and hand it to me and I would cherish it for the rest of my life

sunanthrope

"I don't know what to put on my jacket!! I don't have patches!!"

Things I have on my jacket and my partners have on their jackets that aren't patches:

A metal brooch(?) I think it's some kind of ornament. It's metal and has rhinestones on it

A bumper sticker. It's stuck and sewed on

A lanyard. I got it from an ACLU labor union meeting at the state capitol

A metal beetle that broke off a bracelet

Extra pockets, a fabric glasses case, a lighter holder, a built-in cigarette pouch, etc. Good for hiding shit

On that note, a built-in first aid kit

Belt loops from old pants. Good for clipping carabiners and keychains. Also good for yk. Belts

Embroidered barbed wire with dental floss/jewelry wire. Did scratch himself and other people with it tho so be careful.

The back patch on my jacket is just the front of an old band T shirt

Spikes (you can make these out of monster or soda cans)

Detachable sleeves for winter. Made with old zippers

An eyelet hole big enough to plug headphones thru while keeping an iPod in the pocket

Built in sewing kit

Built in watch and compass (badass as hell)

Punk isn't copy and paste. That's the whole point. Get creative

#Save #This so helpful

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