“I am trying to restore my memories of the past friday night and saturday morning that we spent together because it was so beautiful, unique and a perfect mix between excitement and the calming feeling of home. I take our situation as it is, not interpreting more or less in the way we act around and with each other and the feelings involved because it is just perfectly good the way it is.
I have been in a toxic relationship last year and still thought she would be great at appreciating my physical appearance but you made me feel so beautiful inside and outside in a certain way no one has ever before. And I only just realised now how good someone can make you feel just by appreciating you the way you are. Your presence makes me feel secure and relaxed , in sync with my own self and the surroundings and you crave just the same amount of affection as I do. Whenever I wanted to touch you and my hand tried to find its way towards you it was almost always met half the way . The way you interact with others or what you think of them and how you express your thoughts, is of such delight and thoughtfulness that it makes me smile thinking of it.
It just feels so effortlessly easy to be around and with you ! If it is in a restaurant interacting with strangers or in a comfortable privacy its always the same great vibe accompanied by smiles and laughter.
Never do I have to think twice about my actions or words , I can be fully myself and I got the feeling that you do too. Even being naked around people is usually a little stressful for me but i didnt even think about my body when we shared the room.
Its just all those “small” things that add together.
The most precious feeling inside me is the comfort your presence gives me but I dont feel less when your presence is lacking.
Of course I miss you a lot but it doesnt hurt like it did in other very unhealthy relationships.
I feel enough when Im with you and the only tiny dark cloud that was covering my thoughts at some point , was if i make you feel appreciated and enough too!
What I do love about you a lot is that even though you do enjoy going out and drinking or taking drugs you are driven to accomplish what you started and intelligent enough to push theenergy needed into it.
Thank you so much for being you and finding the time to meet again. I know its a stressful month for you and I hope our meeting has given you as much positive energy as it did for me.” - L
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