Versa,,

I had a difficult period in July with the wrong environment aaaaannddd I had all-day walking for 2 days of cosplayfest in begging of August so now I'm burnout LOL, something like that... yeaaaah.. BUT YO! I had restored my strength to draw I think, and maybe I would post KirbyChoka or just KirbyCaden (I love KirbyCaden) and / OR Ellertrapped here in close time, I want to draw and redraw some things and I will watch how I'm gonna feel about it, |/

For now I have a + - normal mental health or I just really burnout so I finally feel my head more empty than before. Hooraay. I stopped spray on all people with helping, instead I trying to finally help myself, at least I try convice myself to do this I don't have energy for anyone else. Idk if I’ve come to the realization that it’s impossible to predict possible danger in advance and passively thinking through a hundred thousand backup plans for any fart-situations doesn't guarantee me security, but at least I really come to make a normal friend circle (over again bc there were A LOT OF PEOPLE AROUND ME RRAAAHHH!!!! DX) where I can be dependent on without thinking "they gonna betray me I will feel pain over and over again it's nonstopping hell what did I even do wrong?!!!?" and it's helping me let it out, I don't need to control everything I can just be... just be, yay but I wish I could really rest but it's impossible in my situation, well I think I doing great little by little, it's better than it was before so I happy to come to this!,

Omg it's my gf on gif :o

Anyways I got fixation on KirbyCaden (my babyboy) in july and I got interested in MCYT – unstable smp so I might also draw something about it, 👀

Blehhhh >:P