oh boy

this hockey season has been uhm. very long. i'm very sad and very tired.

okay well. i wrote a massive post about my take with the team and why the vibes are off and why seattle etc in response to an ask but i got scared it was public and THOUGHT i said to post it privately and i think somehow tumblr has nuked it in full. sad. anyway i just think its interesting how things are falling where they are in these exit interviews already. i think it is very telling what specific people are saying and how they're saying it. idk what this front office is going to do but they have to do something...

a certain player on this certain team testing me.

if i was going to bet i would say it is time to be prepared to say goodbye to so many people.. the vibes are. well. something. normally i wouldnt have thought twice about some of the players being around but at this point.. ._. i dont think schwartz mccann dunn tolvy mcmann oleksiak and lindgren are in a very safe place.. some i am more sad about than others but. well. something has gone wrong. they lost whatever spark or magic they had that 2nd year a long time ago and now it feels like dragging a dead horse in the desert trying to find water and being surprised when the dead horse isnt walking. my #prediction.

maybe in a few years i can write some sort of poetry about it but tonight it simply is

thank you seattle kraken for giving me something positive to look at when i go back into the office ❤️