So, those memes people made of “your frontal lobe developing makes you change.” They were all right. I've been sitting in solitude with my thoughts, without vices, for months. just going to therapy and seeing my psychiatrist. I thought that when you got older, your brain becomes more resistant to learning and new ideas, so why did mine have the opposite effect? I was living in my own world for so long, just feeling like a perpetual victim of life and what came with it. Now, I feel free. I am starting to see my shadows, walk with them, and acknowledge them. I no longer see the world and its people in black and white- I finally see the gray between the reality of this world, where nothing and no one is just one color. Everyone has shades and depth. No one is a god, but no one is the devil. I am finally actually living on this planet, a plane of existence between worlds.
