A Bookmark Near the End

Gavin Leatherwood as Nicholas Scratch

Nick had a really tough time being in hell and trying to deal with Lucifer within him, as we all noticed he did mistakes but felt ashamed of them, even though he wanted to be far from Sabrina (I mean, she is Lucifer’s daughter, it’s not her fault but I wasn’t easy for Nick trying to change that fact) and rearrange his feelings and mind, he ended up hurting her…I really think what we saw was something completely real and human (authentic) as well something to analyze but not to blame, I am really amazed they did so a psychological issue about Nick, something real.

I would love to see caos fans trying to understand his behavior instead of blaming him at all, have you heard about PTSD? I bet you have, even Sabrina mentioned that, it goes for Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder, it affects significantly on people’s relationships, social growth and more, it causes avoidance, really negative changes in thinking, mood, also physical and emotional reactions, let’s remember every single Nick’s scene, I really have tattooed in my mind when he tried to auto amputate himself or when he was trying to “wash” it, can you all see it? He had those changes and we all know it, he was not like this before and he totally hates it.

No, I’m not trying to justify the fact he had mistaken but I do wanna be fair with him, this is something that happens not only on CAOS, it’s completely real, there are millions of people who had to go through this and that’s terrible, imagine living with that and also, being blamed by (in this case) the fandom, yeah, he’s only a character but I’m really amazed they decided to add this considering it’s difficult to show, even more with a character that used to be loved and shown as a good guy. I want part 4 to show us a rehabilitation of his own self, a change and a happy ending with Sabrina, he totally deserves it, he’s completely in love and he doesn’t deserve to be sad all his life when he notices he did let her go because of these events.

Wanna add something? I’d love to read what do you think about it and finally, nothing more than support for this character and a billion applauses for Gavin Leatherwood to represent Nick as he was going through all this shit