someday I'll be living in the big old city

Let’s pretend it was right.

I was hoping we can turn back time when everything was possible to try. When every hope and pray make us strong. I remember the first day I see you. Your smile, your voice, felt so lucky to meet you ever since. You promise me the future.

Until you embarrassed me that I knew you disappear and I found myself get lost. After all this time I try to get back and collect my broken pieces into get shapes. Slowly I build my confidence. Now you come again and apologize. And you said I’m still yours after all this time your biggest regret is left me.

Some part of me want to save you, and want to rebuild again over and over again. But somehow I still asking myself, am I that not worthy to put in the first place? I’m kinda feel like saving guards for him when he lose mind. Meanwhile whenever I felt that, you just disappear. Can you be me for one day?

I still love you. You also said so. But maybe in another lifetime we can meet once more.

hello! been a long time since ever-

never though even just for a sec my life would be so roller-coaster. since I think for a few guy I called “mine” and “forever be and always”, we break up then. it’s funny how faith I hold into lead me to you. It’s not required a logic; some people even don’t expect how it goes; until it’s done -to me- I believe I will get there. I believe I precious for some guy I meant to be. I believe I deserved everything I say I deserve.

so here I am. meet a lovely guy and married and still working on to my pace to be the greatest wife he could ask.

I could say it wouldn’t easy, but you the best partner I ever have to play our role-model.