deadnorthstar

Im tired, exhausted of having to be someone im not to survive. Of having to hear family wish people like me didn't exist and siding with those who want me dead

Of the hate w/in my own community

Of having to pretend like im happy so people don't ask me questions.

Of not being able to get help, afford help and gtf out of here.

Mah birthday- october is never a good month for me everything crashes and burns

Thanks for being another terrible month october

This is the only place i can post an no one give a shit..thanks tumblr for being my emotional dumping ground

I can't talk about it anywhere but here where no gives a shit about what post

Feels like my whole world is falling apart. But i am gonna hold on with everything i have. Everything that i am. I've been told im strong but it certainly hasn't felt like it.

Paper Rings is by far my favorite song!!! Makes me think of my SO even tho things are rough atm he treats me so well and I am so bless to have him in life

For someone...

My life feels like its falling apart and music is there to keep it all glued together