Anyways hi, the name's Azaelia, Azael or Az if ya nasty.. host in the same system as @lolizomb
We are slowly dying from a plethora of chronic illnesses /ref so posting might be slow or unreliable and we complain a lot
I am taken and not looking. I love my sweet boyfriend <33
If you want to know more about me, it's under the cut, and we have no DNI, we dont give that many fucks HOWEVER if your blog posts A BUNCH about drugs, specifically weed, we're prolly blocking you because we have a severe phobia of recreational drugs related to our OCD :/
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I think I?'m gonna try and see what my bf thinks of being radqueer . But I?'m probably gonna start with darkshippers etc. The reason I?'m so confident I can get him to see our POV is that I? Already got him to not have an issue with lolisho which is further than the general population is chill with hehe
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Last night I was thinking about how I wish I would get entities to feed into my 'delusions' that I'm a god, and my boyfriend [i have a boyfriend now!!!!!! Yay!!!] Just told me that when he med me he half thought I was some sort of deity and I haven't disproven it yet!!!! And that i 'give him vibes and refer to other people in such a way that he's just fairly certain' i am going to jump in the air with joy!!!!!
I saw ur taking coining requests!!! Could you do a flag for someone who identifies as feminine in a rebellious/harsh/spiky/aggressive way? Idk the proper term for that kinda identity lol
Experiment complete. Lab results:
SHARPFEM // BLADEFEM .
[Pt: sharpfem // bladefem . End pt]
An identity that is feminine in a rebellious/harsh/spiky/aggressive way.
Yo lowkey I probably won't [be able to] leave our bed for the rest of the day so if anyentity wants a flag or a term coined just shoot a request my way and I'll probably do it pretty quick :]
No boundaries on coining, I'll do transids, system terms, etc just nothing with recreational substances please we feel like shit alr
"When Alice finally came back to herself, she was absolutely covered in blood. Luckily, none of it was hers."
I am a [recovering] persecutor and isolator. In the past I have made attempts to push people that care about the system away. This blog will help me learn to socialize better.
I'll probably still be quite mean though.
Intro is a wip.
. Alice/Alys/Alex .
. Perma19 // Ageless // Entityage .
. Refer to me using an honourific at all times. Ex: Sir // Ma'am . Scout Capitain . First Li
. He / She / It / Gore / Rage / Shi / Snipe / Snuff / Blood / Corpse / Dirt / Shoot / Red / Necro / H? / Her? / Song / Soldier / Byte / Cyber .
PermaIDs: Soldier . Bleeding out . Hallucinating . Exhausted . Field hospitalized . Field bloody . Killer . Mind controlled . Dirty . Uniformed . Violent . Biting . Harmful . Narc high .
FauxIDs: Digital .
Other IDs:
I have npd, bpd, and potentially aspd. I will make posts through a disordered lens sometimes . Ex: i am better than everyone else because x. Typically, even if I am splitting, I will not lash out at outsiders however this may not apply if we are extremely close or you insult me etc. Block me if that's an issue I guess.
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Also hot take but put alt text on your flags. We don't even have vision impairment, just the odd debilitating migraine linked to an eye issue that we might need surgery for but regardless!! There are vision-impaired and blind entities in the rqc/lgbtqiap+ community/mogai community/systems/anything you're making a flag for! There are entities with migraine or headache issues in all of thise communities!! Get your shit together! Every banner/divider/userbox in your post is a freaking accessibility hurdle for entities who just wanna like. doomscroll
I'm so pathetic but I'm also like the prettiest/hottest person you've ever seen [when I'm not crazyyy depressed and not showering lmao] so it makes up for it <3
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A matryoshka system is a system with 'rings' or 'layers' because different members have different levels of consciousness, and different layers affect the others in different ways.
There is at minimum two layers/rings, but usually three. There is no limit to how many layers a system can have.
The outer layer[s] contain a sort of fragment that does not have a full identity, but the shards of their identity they do have radiate inwards and imbue members in the inner layers with traits that they know do not come from them. Typically, the outer layer has multiple members, and them switching will change what traits affect the inner members.
The middle layer[s] contain a sort of fragment that hardly has any identity, and most or all of their identity is based on the radiated traits of the members of the outer layer[s].
The innermost layer[s] contain fully formed alters [/members/parts/ etc] who have an identity of their own, but may still be affected by the radiation of identity from the outermost layers. This can lead to traits that completely contrast other parts of their identities, even in ways that may be unwelcome.
Different combinations of layers will lead to a different looking/feeling 'doll' [system]. Any one of the layers can be missing. Any one of the layers can contain multiple sublayers that behave differently.
ANYONE CAN USE THIS TERM. OP IS A RADQUEER AND MIXED ORIGIN, BUT ANTIS ARE ENCOURAGED TO USE THIS TERM IF THEY FEEL IT DESCRIBES THEM.