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Jungwon has always liked you, but assumed that you'd never be into him. You've never particularly been into the nerdy loser types. At least, that's what he thought until everything changed before he left for uni on his 18th birthday.

Pairing: Yang Jungwon x fem!reader

Content tags/warnings: Sub Jungwon, loser Jungwon, Friends to Lovers, Sexual Tension, Recreational Drug Use, Loss of Virginity, Car Sex, Fingering, Cunnilingus, Praise Kink, Dirty Talk, Birthday Sex, PWP, Creampie, slight angst, other Enha members briefly mentioned, WC: 6.5K

Note: This is my first ever work I've published, so please be nice! Feel free to give me suggestions for the future and requests as well!.

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Jungwon was never a party person, but his friends had convinced him to throw a party for his 18th birthday at least, “Before you go off to college without us!” Sunoo exclaimed. Which, fair, but he’s 99% sure they just wanted to have a party at his house because he has a pool in the backyard, and because his parents really don’t care what he does unless he breaks their ornaments. 

He originally invited the guys, just them 6, and a couple other friends, you included. You’re the only girl he’s even remotely close to, always having been socially awkward with girls. Now that the party is in full force, he sort of regrets agreeing to having this “birthday” party. 

Heeseung and Jake invited basically every single girl in town to the party, and he watches from the stairs as they flit around to everyone, both of them having two girls hanging off each of their arms. Jay and Sunghoon brought alcohol (from god knows where) and are currently playing beer pong outside. But Jay isn’t good at holding his alcohol, so his hand eye coordination is fucked. Sunghoon laughs as Jay is forced to drink yet another cup. Sunoo is laughing with some of the girls, probably gossiping about the latest breakups. and Ni-ki is…somewhere. Probably on the dance floor as he always is. 

Jungwon sighs and swirls the drink he has in his hand, the red plastic cup bending a little under the force of his grip. The music is loud and blaring throughout the living room, there’s tons of people in the pool outside, probably a couple people skinny dipping. He doesn’t want to think about the mess of a cleanup he’s gonna have to do tomorrow. He loves his friends, but right now he really hates them. His glasses keep slipping down his nose from the perspiration inside the house. 

He’s brought out of his thoughts when he hears you practically screaming in his ear over the loud music. 

“Not having fun at your own birthday party?!” 

He turned to look at you. Your face is shadowed by the flashing light, but you’re still just as pretty, smiling up at him widely. He feels a slight pang in his chest. He’s gonna miss you when he leaves in a few weeks.

“It’s alright, I just should’ve known better than letting the guys throw me a party,” he shouts back. 

You examine his expression for a bit. It’s slightly contemplative, and tired. An expression that’s far too serious considering he’s at his own birthday party. 

“Can you drive me home?! I’m kinda tired now, it’s too chaotic.”

“...Sure. Let me get my keys.”

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Jungwon grips the steering wheel tightly as his eyes dart back and forth between you and the road. Your feet are propped up against the dashboard, allowing your shorts to ride up dangerously high. You’re wearing a black tanktop, one of the ones that have a built in bra. He overheard you mentioning to Sunoo that you don’t like regular bras with wires in them because they fuck up your back. Jungwon feels like a creep, trying to stare at your tits while simultaneously driving you home. 

His glasses are almost falling off now from how sweaty his face is, and his hands are clammy. He's driven you home before, but he’s never seen you in this kind of outfit. At least not around him, only in pictures from when you told him about the parties you’ve been to with the others.  

“I think Heeseung and Jake were trying to find a couple girls to take home for the night,” you say offhandedly. “Makes sense though, they’ve always been into doing that shit together.”

Jungwon hums absentmindedly, not really catching what you said. Not when you look so good, sitting in his passenger seat. “I just hope they don’t use my room. Last time they did that I had to throw away my sheets.”

You let out a loud laugh, “Ugh don’t remind me! I swear those two are something, always horny like dogs in heat.”

You turn to the side a bit more, giving him a curious glance. Jungwon’s hands suddenly get a bit sweatier, because now you’re giving him your full attention, but also because the action makes your cleavage more prominent. “Are you still a virgin?” You ask, not unkindly, just curious. 

Jungwon’s ears pinken a little, “Uh…yeah. I know everyone else isn’t. Not even Sunoo and Ni-ki.”

You roll your eyes a little, “They don’t count because they’re dating. Their first times were with each other, and at this point they’re bound to get married by the end of next year.”

Jungwon nods a little, “Yeah…yeah.”

You give him a comforting smile. “Don’t think too much about it, I’m sure at college there will be tons of girls who are gonna be into you. You’re handsome anyways, and you’re smart. What could they possibly not like?”

Jungwon’s ears start ringing. Did you just call him handsome? He can’t be acting like a fool, so he just forces a chuckle and nods. “Yeah, maybe. We’ll see.”

“And anyways,” you say offhandedly, “first times are not always amazing. My first time definitely was not. The guy barely knew what he was doing. Then I had my situationship and…yeah. That’s basically been it.”

Jealousy unfolds in Jungwon’s chest when you mention the fact that you’ve already had sex with other people before. Two people aren’t a lot, unlike the majority of other girls at their high school. But still, two people that weren’t him. 

You notice his sudden silence and move on to a different topic, the two of you idly talking for a few more minutes before you pull out a small plastic bag that has crushed herbs inside. 

“Have you ever smoked pot before?”

Jungwon raises an eyebrow. “Just once. The guys made me do it at Sunghoon’s grad party. Where did you get it though?”

You hum a little, holding the bag up to inspect it. “Jake. He had extras, gave me one and told me to share it with you. Something about how you’re ‘most comfortable with me’ or whatever.”

Jungwon feels slightly embarrassed at that. Is he that obvious? “Ah…yeah. You wanna smoke it?”

You shoot a coaxing smile his way. “Can we? It’s your birthday after all. We should celebrate.”

Jungwon smiles a little, perhaps hopefully too. “Sure, we can.”

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“The others talk about you a lot, y’know?” You say casually, head bent over as you deftly packed the crushed herbs into the paper, a forgotten file cover laying over her lap as a worktop.

“Uh huh,” Jungwon says absently, staring down the front of your tank top and cleavage, mouth dry and face flushed. You two already smoked a blunt earlier, and he’s never been good with weed or alcohol, so he’s already feeling floaty and out of it. 

Your tank top is looser now, so Jungwon has free range to ogle the plush curve of your full tits. The V-neck is low enough that when Jungwon tilts his head just right, he can actually catch a glimpse of a dusky nipple. He faintly remembers that you’re his friend, and that he should not be ogling you like a pervert. But you’ve been his crush for close to 3 years now, and you’re focused on rolling another blunt, so he lets himself stare.

“Yeah,” You say and shrug, a strap moving to the edge of a shoulder. Like the loser he is, Jungwon prays for it to fall off while you continue multitasking like a boss: rolling their blunts and talking while the radio plays some top 50s in the background.

“I heard them say a lot of different things. How you’re probably gonna be the most successful out of all of us later on, or how you’re gonna make the most money. Since you’re studying biochem or something like that. They’re also hoping that you won’t die a virgin. ‘Just one girl!’ they kept saying. I swear to god, they’re so insufferable sometimes. So what if you’re still a virgin? We’re all young, there’s no rush. I honestly wish I waited longer.”

“Totally,” Jungwon says offhandedly and you pause, looking back up at him before snorting. His eyes are still fixed on your tits, his pupils wide and unfocused from the weed. You both are seated in the backseat of Jungwon’s jeep parked near a cliff a little away from the suburban neighborhood he grew up in. You and him frequented this spot fairly often in the summer, when you two didn’t wanna hang out with the others. 

You go back to rolling the blunt, pretending like you don’t see how Jungwon is blatantly ogling your chest. You say something else but Jungwon doesn’t hear it because the strap of your loose top finally slips off your shoulder. Jungwon praises the Lord. It makes the already low neckline of your tank top dip even lower, and Jungwon bites his lip when he can finally see one of your soft nipples in the half-dark of the night with how you’re hunched over.

Jungwon thinks that your tits are the single most fantastic thing that God has ever created. He spends a lot of time staring at them, or just thinking about them. The others tease him about it all the time, but right now he can’t be bothered to care. 

Jungwon likes your boobs. He also likes your legs, your hair, your face, your voice. He likes everything about you, but at the end of the day he likes you as a person more than he likes your tits. Even if you never showed them to him again, he would still be down bad for you. There’s a lot of nights where the insecurity and loneliness of being inexperienced is a little too much, and he finds himself getting off to the thought of you.

But right now, Jungwon’s forgotten about all of that. He’s already half-hard with all the ogling he’s been doing at your boobs, and he’s completely lost the plot the moment one of your straps slipped down.

You snort again and Jungwon almost whines when you straighten up to lick the adhesive of the rolling paper to seal the joint, tugging her strap back on and obscuring the very nice view he had been enjoying. He’s definitely out of it, because he would have never been this obvious if it weren’t for the weed. Not that you didn’t notice him before, he was always a little too obvious about his crush on you. 

“Pervert,” You say teasingly, leaning against the door and stretching out your bare legs to place your feet on His lap, just on top of his crotch. Jungwon’s breath catches in his throat, but feigns nonchalance and leans back on the opposite door, his hands balled up into fists at his sides. You smile at his crookedly, strands of your ponytail failing out and framing your face. 

“You weren’t listening to a word I’ve been saying, have you?” You ask him, raising her hips to get at the pocket of the tiny shorts she was wearing, making a satisfied sound as she fishes out a lighter.

Jungwon’s ears flush a scarlet red, even through the dim lighting. “S-sorry, I didn’t mean it-”

You roll your eyes, raising the joint and lighter up to your lips. You’re wearing lip gloss, something sticky and light pink. Your perfume is a floral fragrance he can’t get enough of. “Don’t play dumb Jungwon, you’re really obvious about it. It’s cute actually. I kind of like it. And you too.”

Jungwon has no idea what to say in response. The girl he’s liked for nearly 3 years now, one of his closest friends, is now admitting that she knew about his crush the whole time, and that she also maybe likes him back. He doesn’t know if he should be embarrassed or hopeful. 

You pause and tilt your head at Jungwon, narrowing your eyes. 

“I haven’t gotten you a birthday present, have I?”

“No…I don’t think so.”

You hum after a moment, your back straightening. 

“Here,” you say, leaning over and thrusting the joint and the lighter at Jungwon who clumsily takes them from her on autopilot. “I’m feeling generous, so you can have something nice to look at while we hotbox your fancy jeep.”

And then Jungwon’s choking on his spit because you’re tugging off your tank top and tossing it into the backseat carelessly, leaving yourself bare from the waist up.

Your tits are full and heavy, your nipples dusky and hard. There’s a mole on the side of the bottom curve of your left breast, and you playfully reach up with a small hand to cup your right. The fat spills over from the force of your grip, and Jungwon’s fully hard and drooling in two seconds.

You give him a coy smile. “Is this a good enough present Birthday Boy? Losing your virginity to me?” You ask him sweetly, fluttering your lashes at Jungwon. He swallows thickly, eyeing your magnificent tits, your waist, the cute little pudge of your lower belly, right under your button with how you’re seated.

“Yes,” Jungwon answers hoarsely, clutching the lighter so hard he can feel the imprint it leaves behind in his palm. He takes care not to fuck up the joint because then you will probably make him roll it again, and really doesn’t wanna do that right now. Not when you’re sitting half naked across from him looking like a goddess. He really wants to play with your tits, maybe suck on one of them. 

Jungwon’s cock twitches at the mental image, and he’s debating if he should say something or just sit here and drive you home, then jerk off in the car alone. He jolts when you clears your throat expectantly, your small hands at the waistband of your shorts.

“Yes what, Jungwon?” you say with a raised brow. 

“Please,” Jungwon chokes out. “Yes please, yes. Thank you. Yes. The best birthday present ever,” Jungwon nods firmly and your giggles are bright and bubbly and he falls in love some more.

You don’t tease but you also don’t hurry, sliding your shorts down your thighs and folding your legs to get them off all the way. You drop the shorts to the floor and spread your legs. Even in the dark, he can see the wet sheen on your shaven pussy.

“You’re not wearing panties,” Jungwon breathes and you hum amused, shaking her head.

“Light up, Jungwon,” You tell him, getting comfortable fully nude in the backseat of Jungwon’s jeep, placing one leg back on his lap, your foot resting right over his hard cock that’s straining in his jeans. You place your other foot on the floor so that he has an uninterrupted view of your wet pussy in the dim light.

You look like a sin, beautiful and naked and smiling at him with sultry eyes. He wonders if he’s already dead, because he must be in heaven now. Jungwon fumbles with the joint, his hands shaky from both nerves and a lack of coordination, attempting to light it up a few times before he’s successful. You watch as he takes a hit, holding the pungent smoke in his lungs for a few seconds before exhaling into the confines of the jeep.

He takes one more puff before passing you the joint and relaxing back against the door, uncaring of the way the handle digs into his lower back, greedily watching you.

You flex your toes on his clothed cock as you take a hit, the tip of the joint a cherry-orange color in the half-light of the evening. Jungwon doesn’t know where to look; at your eyes that seem to read right through him, at your pink lips curling around the filter of the joint, at your cherry red acrylics, at your naked breasts that rise and fall with her breaths, or at the darkened juncture between your thick thighs where the folds of your pussy are puffy and wet. 

Jungwon swallows a little and nods when you pass the joint back to him. His tolerance is already low, but smoking pot with the girl of his dreams who’s also naked makes him melt into the seats, his eyes heavy and limbs loose yet tense at the same time. 

You two smoke like that for a while. Jungwon, horny and fully clothed, you, also horny, but completely naked. Time passes slowly as you two just float in the haze of chemicals rushing through your bloodstreams, some random RnB songs playing softly in the background. Jungwon is sure he can taste the arousal in the air, both yours and his, and you hum like you can read his mind. Your hand creeps down, fingers slipping over your slick before you touch yourself more firmly and spread yourself open for Jungwon. 

Jungwon’s cock is leaking into his boxers, and basically his jeans at this point. You flex your toes again, right over the sensitive head. Jungwon only has eyes for you and your pretty pussy, and when you dip the tip of your middle finger inside, Jungwon’s cock twitches. He has to hold back a pathetic moan. 

“Jungwonie,” you mumble, biting your lip and playing with your nipple. “D’you wanna fuck? It’s your birthday present after all.”

Jungwon stares at you a little longer before he nods eagerly, crawling over to you. His limbs are slightly uncoordinated as he hesitantly reaches out to touch one of your tits. You cover his hand with yours and squeeze it, loving how he gasps as he finally gets to touch you. 

“It’s okay Jungwon, it’s your birthday. You can do whatever you want.” 

He looks at you with wide eyes, his glasses slightly foggy from how hot it is inside the car. “Really? I can?”

You smile and nod. “Really.”

You let out a giggle when he suddenly pushes you down onto the seats, his mouth around a nipple, letting out a happy sound and a soft moan as he suckles on it while he squeezes both your boobs. You let out a pleased sigh, taking off his glasses for him and throwing them carelessly to the side. He groans when you run and hand through his hair. 

Jungwon doesn’t really remember how he even got here, but he’s not complaining as you moan while he licks and sucks and plays with your tits to his heart’s content, groping and jiggling them, his hips absently rutting into the space between your hips while your hold his head in place with a firm grip in his hair.

“You’re like a baby,” you half-complain, half-giggle even if you’re the one arching your back to push your tits into Jungwon’s face and mouth, directing his head to wherever you want. Jungwon hums and slobbers all over your boobs, licking everywhere, sucking hickeys onto your skin, and then you say something that almost has him cumming in his pants right there and then. 

“I’m on birth control, you know. And I don’t like how condoms feel anyways.” 

Jungwon lets go of your boob that he had been furiously trying to slurp into his mouth with a wet pop. He raises his head up and looks at you with wide hazy eyes, both surprised and turned on at what you’re asking. His mouth drops open slightly, his lips shiny and puffy with saliva. 

“Huh?” He asks, super intelligently.

You raise your eyebrow at him. “Well? Do you wanna fuck me raw or not? It would be a shame if you missed out on your present-”

“No! I mean-no, I want to.” He quickly says. “I would love to.”

His adamant and small voice makes you grin, and you bring him up for a kiss. God, is this his first kiss too? He’s so endearingly clumsy with it, or maybe it’s just the weed that has him all high and loopy, all reservations thrown out the window. 

Jungwon suddenly pulls back, panting a little, his chest heaving. “I wanna go down on you. I wanna taste you, want you to teach me.”

You think you could cum right there and then. He’s so cute, all flushed cheeks and puffy lips, his hands gripping your thighs like he needs something to steady himself. You nod a little. “M’kay baby. Why don’t you just try touching me first.”

He nodded with a determined expression, softly rubbing his fingers over your folds. “Y-you’re wet,” he said shakily. 

“Yeah, because you turn me on. I like you Jungwon.”

He whimpered again, leaning down to press a kiss to your inner thigh, and you spread your legs to rest them on his shoulders. 

Jungwon was so nervous, he had no idea what to do. What if he fucks this up and you never want to see him again? What if he totally embarrasses himself and you tell everyone else how horrible he is in bed-

You tap his cheek a few times. “Jungwon. You with me? You still wanna eat me out or no?”

He blinks a few times before nodding quickly. “Yeah. Yeah, sorry.” He stammered nervously before pleadingly whispering, “Can you teach me? Please? I want it to be good for you.”

Your heart aches a little at his words, and you nod. You spread your pussy apart with two fingers, exposing the small bud. “You see this? That’s my clit. You can use your mouth, and lick me. Or suck on it, just not too hard or else it’s gonna hurt. You can use your finegers too.”

He nods as if he’s in a lecture hall, taking notes from a professor. You hold back a laugh to not embarrass him further before he leans in to lick a single stripe up your pussy, giving your clit a tentative few kitten licks. Your hips jerk forward a little at the stimulation. 

“Mmm..yeah that’s good, just like that,” you breathed. You threaded your fingers through his hair, pushing his bangs away from his forehead. He gave your clit a few more soft licks, pulling out a few breathy moans from you. 

“C-can I try some other things too?”

“Of course baby, try anything.”

He nodded a little, running his tongue all over your pussy lips before just barely dipping it into your hole. He collected your arousal, spreading it around your cunt before moving back up to lap at your clit. “That f-felt good Jungwon,” you hummed. “Do it again.”

He continued his movements, his confidence building slightly. The song playing in the background did little to mask the soft squelching sounds of Jungwon’s tongue on your pussy. His cock was still straining against his jeans, but made no move to grind them against the seats. 

“Can I try sucking a little?”

“Sure. Be gentle though.”

His pouty lips gently wrapped around your clit, sucking so light and sweetly like he was giving you little kisses down there. “Good…fuck that’s good, Jungwon. Good boy.” You moaned, oblivious to the new endearment you had just given him. 

He moaned against your pussy, pulling off with a wet pop. “Can I use my fingers too?”

“Yes, god yes.” You almost begged, but held yourself back. You’re supposed to be the one in control after all. But a few seconds passed and you felt nothing, so you looked down again. He was hesitantly looking between his hand and your cunt with worried eyes. “I don’t wanna hurt you though. What if I do it wrong?”

Your heart melted a little, god you aren’t surviving this. “You won’t hurt me Jungwon, I’ll help you. Just be gentle, and curve them upwards towards my belly button, m’kay?”

He nodded a little more confidently this time. “Okay, how many?”

“Two is good,” You smiled, pushing his sweaty bangs away from his forehead.

He nodded and bit his lip, slowly slipping his pointer and middle fingers inside you, whimpering once he felt how hot and wet you were. “Holy shit,” he whispered. 

“Just like that. Now just slowly pump them in and out, and curve them like I said.”

He’s a good listener, and a quick learner. His long, slender fingers felt better than your own or anyone else’s. He stared for a few seconds, almost marveling at the sight. 

“Can I use my mouth as well now?”

“Please, Jungwon.” Hearing your pleading tone made him ache all over again, and he let out a small whimper. 

He used his free hand to rub a few small circles onto your clit before attaching his mouth to your pussy again. His fingers started gaining rhythm, pumping in and out of you at a steady pace. When they brushed against your g-spot, you let out a loud moan. 

“Baby, Jungwon,” You sighed. “So good for me, such a good boy.”

Jungwon moaned against your cunt at the praise, his body prickling all over. His tongue moved down to flick over where his fingers had entered you. The tip of his nose bumped against your clit, sending sparks through your body. You arched your back, and he pressed his face even more against your pussy, like he was trying to mold with you. 

He ate you out with more enthusiasm once he knew he was doing good, the slurping noises coming from between your thighs making your head spin. His mouth was so sweet, so inexperienced yet eager. He looked up at you from between your legs, his eyes wide and shiny. His fingers massaged your g-spot just like you told him to. His lips puckered around your clit and his tongue dipped inside your again, slurping softly. 

“Shit! I think I’m gonna cum,” you groaned. “Don’t stop.” He moved his mouth back up to your clit, whimpering and gently sucking, ever so gentle. 

“Baby…fuck, yeah j-just like that.” This feeling was quite foreign. Not the feeling of an orgasm, but the feeling of being treated so preciously and tenderly, the feeling of your pleasure being the priority instead of his. You exes were always taking and never giving anything in return. But here was Jungwon, with his pretty fingers and mouth, giving you your first real orgasm. 

Your toes curled and your eyes squeezed shut as he sucked on your clit a little harder, his fingers pressing deeper inside of you and moving faster. The pressure in your lower stomach was almost too much. “That’s it, god yes-fuck! Jungwon!” 

One last suck from his lips and curl of his fingers had you tipping over the edge. Your walls clenched around his fingers as he moaned and hummed against your cunt. Your body spasmed against the car seat, your orgasm heightened by the blunts you two had smoked earlier. You rode out the feeling as your hips wiggled a little. Jungwon slowly pulled his fingers out, but not before cleaning you up a little with his tongue. 

He pulled back on his knees slightly dazed, his chest heaving. The two of you stared at each other for a few seconds before you pulled him down by the collar of his shirt to kiss him. You moaned as you tasted yourself on his lips, and your hand carefully slipped down to unzip his pants. 

Jungwon’s breath started quickening and he pulled his shirt over his lean, revealing his soft and lean body. He wriggled his hips to take off his jeans and boxers, revealing his fully hard and leaking cock. He threw his clothes into the trunk, uncaring of anything else. 

You took him into your hand and stroked him gently, loving the way he gasped and whimpered. 

“You’re so pretty down here baby. You’re pretty everywhere. I can't believe I get to be your first.”

He giggled breathily, trying not to cum right there and then. “I wouldn’t want anybody else, except for you.”

The feeling of his heart pounding in his chest and the pulsing between his legs was almost too much. He feverishly captured your lips in another kiss, one that was much messier and desperate than the last one. He gripped your hips with his hands like it was the only thing anchoring him. He wanted to do more so badly, but he needed to calm down first, so he just kept kissing you. You rested your hands on his shoulders while he kneaded your tits, the blunt long forgotten and already put out on the floor. 

His dick rested on your stomach, leaking copiously and slicking up your skin, making it easy for him to slide it against your pussy. Your cum and his spit was still covering you, and eventually you were so wet he couldn’t help but grind between your folds. 

And you felt like heaven, so soft and wet, all his. He let out a desperate, needy whimper and buried his face against your chest. He felt a few tears prickle at his eyes from how good it felt. You moaned a little and wrapped your arms around his neck. 

“Don’t cry baby, it’s okay.”

He felt so dumb, crying before having sex for the first time. This was supposed to be a very sexy moment, but he felt completely unsexy and out of his depth. 

“I’m not even inside yet, and I almost came.” His words were thick and slurred with pleasure as he mumbled against one of your nipples. He sounded mournful almost, as if cumming prematurely was the worst thing possible. 

You laughed a little at his embarrassed confession. “It’s okay, just go slow. You can do that for me can’t you? My good boy, “ you cooed, your chest vibrating with your giggles. 

He whined at the endearment and nodded shakily. “Y-yeah, your good boy, all yours.”

He slid the tip of his cock up and down your cunt, occasionally brushing it against your clit. You hummed and pulled him down for another kiss, playing with his hair a little. 

And you two just made out like that again, his hips lazily moving against yours, his cock dragging against your clit. He’s never been this hard in his life, the top of his cock a flushed red when it peeked out from between your folds. He was leaking so much precum onto your cunt that it was starting to make soft squelching noises. And as much as you wanted to be patient for him, you couldn’t wait any longer. 

“Jungwon,” you pulled your back to look up at him, gently caressing his cheek. “I need you now.”

“M’kay,” he breathed, reaching a hand down to guide his cock to your entrance, hissing when his tip just barely dipped inside. He made eye contact with you again, and slowly eased in a little more after seeing your reassuring smile.

He pushed in a little more before letting out a whimper and stopping once he felt how velvety your walls were. 

“Shh, it's okay Jungwon,” you cooed, your nails running up and down his back. “Just go slow like I said, be a good boy for me yeah?”

He pushed his hips forward again, letting out a pretty, high-pitched moan as your pussy seemed to suck him in every further, gliding against him like silk. 

“S-so good,” he whined, “Feels amazing.” His words were almost unintelligible, as if he was drunk off the feeling of your cunt wrapped around him. “Best birthday gift ever. Thank you so much, fuck-”

The heat in your core flared at his needy words, and you swore you could feel every vein and twitch of his cock inside you. 

He pulled his hips back slightly and pushed them forward again, another pretty moan escaping his lips as he bottomed out. Tears brimmed at the corners of his eyes, and your heart clenched a little. 

“You’re so pretty, can’t believe I get to be with you like this,” he mumbled, slowly building up a pace with his hips. The sweat of your stomach and thighs made the sounds of his thrusts louder in the small space. It was slightly cramped in the backseat, the windows fogging up, but you didn’t mind. This was perfect. Jungwon was perfect. 

Jungwon could barely even focus, it was difficult to keep a steady rhythm since he was still adjusting, especially with your swollen pussy hugging him like a vice. But he forced himself to stay focused, wanting to make you feel good too. 

You ran your fingers through his sweaty hair, your other hand gripping his shoulder. You wiped away the tears that had slid down his cheeks. “So good for me baby, my good boy.”

He may or may not have cried a little harder at that, his hips jerking forward uncontrollably. “L-love you so much, I always have.”

Your breath caught in your throat, and you replied without thinking. Because you already knew the answer. “I love you too, Jungwon. So damn much."

He continued shallowly thrusting for a few minutes longer before noticing that you were in an uncomfortable position, your head propped up on the car door. With all the composure he could muster, he gathered your body and sat upright so that you were straddling him. His head tilted back once you were fully seated on top of him, your pussy milking his cock. 

He attempted to start slowly thrusting again with his hands gripping your hips, but his thighs were shaking, sweat running down his temple. You helped him by gently bouncing up and down on his cock, moaning at the feeling. You shouldn’t have been surprised when his mouth latched onto your nipple again. 

“You feeling okay baby?” You asked breathlessly, your hands holding onto his shoulders to balance yourself. 

He groaned and nodded, his eyes half closed as you rolled your hips sinfully. His whole body felt like it was buzzing, and he hadn’t even cum yet. “Yeah, it’s good,” he mumbled around your tit.

You gently cupped his face, tilting his chin up. He whined a little when your nipple left his mouth, but he wanted to be good for you. His lashes were clumped together from his tears and he slowly blinked at you a few times. His eyes were slightly puffy from crying, his lips swollen from kissing. 

“You’re so beautiful Jungwon, so pretty, so cute, my pretty boy.” You whispered, bouncing a little faster, reveling in the way he threw his head back in a moan, his hands alternating between gripping your tits and hips. 

That watery look of adoration and lust in his eyes had your hips stuttering, and you had to hold back a whimper as he started peppering kisses all across your chest and neck. He let out soft whines as you repeatedly slammed down on his cock, his hips thrusting up to match you. 

His words started coming out easily, rambling while thumbing at your clit. “L-love you so much, I already said that but I don’t care. M’gonna take you out on a real date, m’gonna make you my girlfriend.”

You let out a breathy laugh, your body shuddering as he relentlessly circled his thumb. “Oh yeah? You're gonna spoil me and treat me right?”

“Yes,” he whimpered. “M’gonna make you mine, gonna show everyone at uni how pretty my girl is.”

That feeling of love and ache swirled in your chest again, making its way down to your core. You started to feel the beginning of another orgasm building up. “It’s a bit early to call me your girl, baby.”

He looked up at you defiantly, his eyes watery but firm, his lower lip trembling like you just broke his heart. “No it’s not. I already know, you’re mine and I love you. I’m gonna visit you every weekend in uni, gonna get us a job, gonna do everything I can for you.” He thrusted his hips up harder with more conviction this time, drawing out a loud gasp from you. 

You repositioned yourself so that your face was directly above his, your hips still snapping up and down. You pressed a kiss to the corner of his mouth, sniffling a little. “I don’t need all that Jungwon. You’re all I need.”

“No, you deserve it. And I’m gonna give you everything you want, I promise.” His tears were spilling over again, not even trying to stop himself from crying anymore. 

“Jungwon,” you moaned, pressing your face against his neck. The pressure in your stomach was becoming unbearable, and your pussy started gushing and tightening around him. 

He let out a half-moan half-sob, his hips thrusting faster. His mind was almost fuzzy, and he didn’t realize what he said until the words had already left his mouth. 

“Gonna get you a ring and buy you a house. Gonna buy a big bed for us so I can do this with you everyday. S-so I can give you my babies and we can have a big family-”

You cried out and slammed yourself down on his cock faster. You didn’t say anything in response, because you couldn’t even think of any words to describe how much you wanted that. How much you wanted a life like that with him.

“Jungwon, m’gonna cum again.” You whimpered.

You were so close, almost there, and the feeling was warm and gooey, taking over your body and limbs. 

He rubbed a few more circles onto your hypersensitive clit, and that’s when you were done for. You snapped your hips down one last time to push his cock deeper into you as your orgasm hit you like a freight train, a sob of pleasure and sensitivity escaping both of you. And that, Jungwon was convinced, was the most heavenly thing he’d ever experienced. Your walls clenched down and then fluttered around him, squeezing his dick. 

His hands gripped your waist as he snapped his hips up to fuck you through your orgasm, not quite able to reach his own just yet. 

You leaned down to grip his hair and whisper harshly against his ear. “Be a good boy and cum inside me Jungwon.”

He moaned so loud it was practically a scream as he tipped over the edge, his cock twitching violently inside you. His cum gushed inside you and it slowly leaked down to his balls. The spasming of your cunt caused more cum to leak out, while he made those pretty noises in your ear as you shuddered on top of him. He whined when he looked down and saw how much was leaking out of you. He didn’t want anything to spill out, he wanted to stay inside you forever. 

You both just stayed like that in each other’s embrace for a little longer, riding out your orgasms, before he whispered softly. “I wasn’t lying y’know. I’m being serious about all that.”

You nodded and kissed his cheek. “I know, we can talk later. I hope you liked your birthday present baby.”

He grinned toothily, his face flushed and sweaty, his cheeks flushed and stained from his tears. You think he looks best like this. “I loved it. Loved being your good boy.”

And that was enough for the two of you. 

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if you see this or are tagged in it, tag a couple of your favorite mutuals/blogs and let them know you appreciate seeing them on your dash!

@cleradin7 @paws-in-snow @wheelrsgrl @sweetstatic @munsonsbunni @bandagedthoughtsblog @0nlybitt3r4may @danielleluv @urmamasmatcha @marinapunkrocker @pinkolve

i genuinely love my moots SO much

@wheelrsgrl @vurbenaa @quoththewarlock @0nlybitt3r4may @gleekluver @voidreynolds @teacup-thoughts @cocteaucicochico @zombiegrains @byleriskillingme @mythicstargirl @ghits-and-shiggles @notthesharpesttoolxo @lilyyyyy08 @secretlifeofsombr @babybyers08132 @lynn-is-definitely-sane @carameliee

@dontmentionitseriouslyy @starcrossedl0vv @secretlifeofsombr @0nlybitt3r4may @counterstr1ke @disiscami @wolfhardzzlxt @wheelersbinder @ela2sombr @thequeerlerfamily @uyucream @imonsomanylists @ibarelyknowval @ibarelyknower @oohgeminii @prnztar @printer-reads-505 @pissylivvie @aubreylovesombr @abigailistuck @doublewheelrr @dustymerlin @flutteringfluttershy @freaksombussy @geminizmoonz @gyattmaster2002 @k-a-n65 @lettersfromtheocean @lynn-is-definitely-sane @zombiejuuls @xo-zozo @vurbenaa @babybyers08132 @brunettebombshell72 @badomensgoodomens @muchlovemads @mikes-sorcerer

@bonniestxrniolo @americanadolls @teacup-thoughts @grandioseviolence @bonniestxrniolo @euaphoricdollie @sacrificemelamb @bunnymoser @reidloverr @h0lym01y @alishifter @fawnacrossthemultiverse @hotchnerss @juicyfinetree @unevensosa

-> also might tag some people i follow that don’t follow me cause istg i always think everyone already follows me ok. so treat this as blog appreciation even if you don’t follow me i see you on my dash A LOTTT.

Tagging people to say thank you and I love having you on my dash:

@writingbrainrot

@kenna-prentiss

@profilingjemily

@jjellecubed

@thecrimsonfog, @prentisswh0re, @allieslittlewritings, @toomanyfanficsbruh, @kenna-prentiss, @elsyageorgia

YOU’RE ALL AMAZING I HOPE YOUR PILLOWS ARE ALWAYS COLD

oml im so excited actually i have so many more people to tag 🥹🩷

@2xred @friedeggspancakes @irchukae @chranassaurus @vialiabiapia @stwrtokki @youngddariana @kooslovv @ssouupp @woahkeiraa @slaylaa127 @lovedove00 @sweethyeon @luvpadron @lngshotty @appplejjuice

YOU’RE ALL AMAZING I HOPE YOUR PILLOWS ARE ALWAYS COLD AND YOU FAV DRINK IS ALWAYS IN YOUR FRIDGE

i would literally marry my moots if i could

@enlov3vampxo @woninlove @hazelira @feral4ddeonuu

@woniholic @wonieluv21 @ddeonooo56 @ni-kichromeheartzz @kanashiikousagi @nithxhoon @unlessibite @lonelyandgorgeousbytommyfebuary6 @yoswagmuffin @idknelle @teviahhh @sunoogelic @mshoonever @zyukze @lac4ygal @mccnstruckz @encorp @stringbean29 @nodoubtily @docilewon @aissa-1009 @nishiinightz @yumi-yearns

God I love vampires 🙏😮‍💨

I’m a huge Ni-ki stan ever since I started stanning ENHYPEN. I do NOT HATE HIM, wanting someone to apologize and be accountable for what they said ≠ hating. Kanye is a bad person and I want Ni-ki to apologize for wanting collab with him, that’s it. This doesn’t mean I support the people who are sending him extreme hate, it’s kinda sad how some of you guys jump into conclusions and defend your favs even when they are wrong. Some of you guys are ready to paint the person defending as a bad person and drag them down but never understand and see what’s right or wrong.

everyone hating on jungwon for speaking the TRUTH, you’re the ones he’s talking about when he says fake fans

anyway enhypen is six and that’s something everyone needs to accept