KILLcRey- “failingFORWARD” + Lyrics
This song is a brutally honest conversation with myself…. Writing it helped me realize that quitting is not an option… and letting go is the best therapy. Honestly… DMT made this song… so ..yah. Thank you all for any bit of support. Much love.
——————
I said I never contemplated suicide/ she said she couldn’t recognize my eyes when i lied/ my love writes the truth man so Im never fallin/ I’m looking at the bag im trying not to take them all in/ the writing on the wall graffiti of my soul/ I swear I just need a little sleep I’m good to go/ I’m sitting on the runway im dressed like its Sunday/ but I haven’t prayed to god or been to church since that one day/ I’m looking for the truth and the truth is unforgiving/ we sitting in the trap and give a fuck on how we living/ I never been to prison im locked inside my head space/ never ran from god but I always kept a good pace/ Never been a good place to live inside my mind/ thats probably by design but I think in the divine/ you hoping that im fine I’m i know that I’m lieing/ I wear a good mask but i know you see the signs
And then i fall I fall into the sky And then i fall I fall into the sky
Its like addiction to the riddle Im into solving nothing/ I’m into saying lots with a little I’m steady fussin/ with opinions in the back of the room yo why they frontin/ HIPHOP is full of cliche acts that amount to nothing/ and I’m nothing if I’m bluffin I bleed to prove im something/ steady searching for my freedom and relationships like cousins/ and I’m not really feeling this no more/ I’m feeling like I’m only good to live behind closed doors/ I wish I had my life back I wish I took the flight back/ wish I didn’t have to blast off but its like that/ soaring through yo minds eye happy when the time fly’s/ feeling like its me against myself I give me high fives/ this is how I wake up if only I could wake up/ homie get yo drake up really get yo cake up/ time to clear yo make up really fuck yo face up/ always really never was a thing so here’s the break up— feel me when I’m gone.
