I answered an ask, which included H hate appearantly, that I didn't acknowledge , I reacted the very first sentence,which was about Connor, and ignored the rest of the ask, cause the rest was bullshit and doesn't deserve attention. But because of this getting hate messages calling me homophobic (mind you I'm queer myself) and saying that I agreed that sentence too is actually hurtful and those who actually know me knows exactly that I've never been hateful with the boys (not even F, Ik he is far from being a boy) , You are no better than any other hater out there.
I deleted it since, I shouldn't answer it, Tumblr was my safe haven, but now all I got is hateful messages, it's not worth it.
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If you are as disgusted as I am about the witch hunt against Hudson Williams, here are some things you can productively channel that energy into:
Positive engagements with his socials (those metrics will show that he's still got the fans with him)
YouTube channel - subscribe and like / leave comments on the short films
Instagram - follow and leave positive comments / likes on his posts
2. Positive engagement with the brands he's associated with (these metrics will help him find further contracts)
Don't leave stupid comments for Peloton - if you write anything, remain enthusiastic and grateful about the ad (it's likely a scheduled end, not a cancellation)
Do comment on other brands - Met look, Balenciaga, bvlgari positively
3. Positive engagement with restaurants/ clothing lines that posts about him.
Give your clicks and likes, show that he's creating momentum with the smallest things
4. Positive engagement with show of support (no matter how understated - please acknowledge those that tried to help)
Repost the CSA post from yesterday and maybe leave a like and positive comment
Repost comments from the industry that praise him for being respectful and wonderful person
Reposts positive tiktok edits, etc.
5. Boost articles that give a balanced view of the situation and draw attention to the hate campaign, but do not engage with clickbait stuff
Queerty article
Paris Match article
6. Post about his upcoming projects
Post about Yaga or Heated Rivalry S2 in a positive way.
7. Do not feed the trolls
If you see burner accounts / hateful people spreading pics, fake narratives, Hudson hate in the tags or in comments - record, report, block.
Don't give them your platform. Don't post their hateful asks. Don't post links they want you to spread around. Don't give them your engagement.
8. Don't hate on the "other side"
we don't know who is behind this, so don't go after other actors. They are not responsible for their fans' behavior.
If the fan behavior or disgusting comments means you don't want to hype them at the moment, it's fine. Mute/ignore their tags and focus on whatever sparks joy. Think about how you'd want Hudson to be treated by people who don't stan him and model that behavior.
I think he'll be fine either way, but how his fans react also matters.
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Gonna Back to my delulus and regular scheduled programmingโฆ
Ok, so everything Iโve seen so far has pointed to me that this was him being a target that night. Iโve had similar experience of this happening to me and so far others have come and pointed out Kamloops isnโt a progressive paradise so they arenโt surprised this happened to him too: Iโve seen the full original picture and Iโll bet they did that to him and he didnโt know till the morning or someone was kind enough to point it out.
We already know this is not anything on his belief system and he has proved that again and again. Even if you want to believe that he did that fully knowing and was bragging about it the entire night that he put it on himself and was happy to have it, he has clearly changed and I have known enough ignorant ppl in my life who have gotten better and I know good ppl who have become monsters in front of me due to social media.
To me, there are things we can criticise him for, and they are fair and they are things we are seeing him do now. I am not adding that pic to that list. As far as Iโm concerned, this was a hate crime on that boy that night and only heaven knows who else those ppl did it to that donโt have a pic of it or the pics havenโt been released yet.
Anyway; Iโm gonna go back to clearing up my asks from CSA and as soon as thatโs done, Iโll open anons again and feel free.
Iโve said before thatโs itโs fully ok to disagree with me, but this is my current position in this situation.
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P.s - PELETONโs ad just expired. And they were never following him in the first place so no need to panic. No one has released a statement they are breaking contracts with himโฆ and most places running the story are gossip sites and social media.
One of those moments a spontaneous gesture made you question: "he didn't possibly mean.. ?" , when in fact that's absolutely what he meant. Not once, but twice.
There's something so incredibly pure and innocent in the fact that he drew a heart with his finger over Connor's face, the same way a teen would do on his phone screen, on the face of his crush. That's the way he was feeling in the moment.
The way it's not perfect.. it's the messy shape of a heart, but that is what's so meaningful about this. He wasn't thinking ahead, he wasn't planning that. For the first one, a story he maybe felt a bit "forced" to do, but as he was scrolling to choose the pictures, there's one face he was seeing over and over again, one face he kept staring at. The person he was gravitating towards. There was nothing forced, in fact that pull felt so natural, like letting himself carry by soothing waves.
Even if that story wasn't going in that direction, then why choosing this one picture with him, because he was looking directly at Hudson, and that kinda felt the only thing that felt right about it. Closing his eyes on that picture, reminiscing what that felt like, to be in a place (a restaurant) surrounded with many other people, yet it's as if all there was, was the two of them. The quiet in the middle of chaos. The rest of the world kept spinning, while they were the only ones vibing at the same frequency, and embracing this new-found harmony. Was that what it felt like ? to be truly seen, to be truly understood ? to be in the presence of your soulmate and feel it to your core - this cosmical connection ? He gets me, i get him, as if we had always been a part of the same whole. And the universe had just, after all those years, let them reunite, let them be one.
There was just something here he couldn't deny, he couldn't control. That was the choice of his heart. A supposed story about *the* person you love, that was the only calling he heard. So he just followed it. Adding it to the montage, but somehow it still did not feel like enough. As something was pounding, strong & steady in his chest. That's the one piece that was left missing, and he was starting to trace the lines of it : the confession.
For the second one, it's almost funny how similar the two situations were, cause again it felt more like a post he "had to" do. To share a moment that was very important for him. He was surrounded by his family, his parents as well as his HR (heart) family, it should have been more than enough, yet something was missing. In fact, the most important something, well someone. The person he started this whole path with, the one who's been present every step of the way, the one he searched for the whole night of those awards (in fact the one who he's longing for every night..). The only moment that felt right was holding on to his award, and dedicating this win to him, his own other half.
Then, from that moment, there was still that post he had to give the world. The pictures, the moments he'd rather detach himself from in fact, but they had to be part of it. But the real only honest part of it, the one that truly resonated with him, was once again when he found himself scrolling through photos of the night, until he saw him again. The two of them, as Shane & Ilya, looking so enamoured with each other. It was not just their characters, it was also a part of his truth right there, on the big screen, for all to see. Of course, then, that's the one his heart picked for him. And this time, he maybe couldn't help a tear or two, as he drew the heart again over Connor. Almost feeling like his arms tightly wrapped around him, something he'd been craving for the whole night.
Another choice he made, picking the color red. The color that leaves no doubts to the intent of the message. Red, for the passion, red for the love. Red, for his one true... love.
That's the thing he was once again sharing with the world, as honest as can be: "he's the person who owns my heart". ๐
I'll probably talk about this more after work, but there's only so many times information can "surface" or "resurface" before people start looking at the source and motivations behind the information getting out there. Those of us on Tumblr and Twitter have already easily identified accounts that are deliberately looking for and disseminating these images. Like I mentioned in a comment section, the people aren't doing their due diligence about possible consequences, since they are also distributing images of other minors without their consent. Even if the pictures are publicly available, going out of your way to find them and posting them is disturbing. These people have left a digital footprint of harassment since December, and now that we know that Hudson's team is aware of things, it's time for this current team or a new one (please get a new one ๐ค๐ฝ๐๐ฝ) to possibly address things legally. Either way Gossip sites and news media like stories that will get a lot of traffic and are considered juicy. As disturbing as all of this is, I find it hard to believe that anybody, but the bottom barrel gossip sites will continue to talk about this much longer. But you never know. Either way people underestimate that there are people who are looking at this with nuance. People who aren't blindly defending anything or Hudson but are looking at everything presented and finding the cracks. The people behind this act like legal teams can't look up their digital footprints and put them in their place. We all just need to keep observing, reporting, and blocking. These people thought upping the ante was going to get results, but I don't think they're going to like how this turns out for them, not Hudson.
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It's a fact that Hudson is someone who is passionate about cinema, but recently, his few book recommendations, showed his love of literature as well. He is a person who is then, we can conclude from this, is moved by the power of words itself. So, believe that, when he is choosing words, he is doing it very carefully.
So, when that person repeats to him a half dozen times how Connor is his "bestie", he's heard it loud & clear, and is definitely aware of the direction she is trying to lead him to. Just, of reinforcing the idea that Connor is very dear for him, but right as his best friend. Which is only part of the truth, and also part of the reason why Hudson couldn't go her way. He followed his own.
The path of his heart.
And when you focus on him, the precise moment when he says that word "we quickly knew what our relationship would, you know, bloom into." , the very meaningful R word, there's like a tiny pause there, in which he is just smiling to himself. I swear that, in this instant, he was feeling all the butterflies spreading through his body. The simple mention of the first time they've met, and how life-changing this all felt from that moment on for Hudson. Because he didn't just met the one who would become his Ilya, I felt like the same way Connor knew right away too, Hudson sensed he had met his soulmate as well.
"We're kind of just soulmates, you know, those people you just instantly click with, and you're like okay you're mine." (just noticing now something sweet in fact, how both Connor & Hudson in that very open-heart moment, both used the "you know" - showing how alike they both are, but also just like taking two 'strangers' as kind of witness for what they were trying to say "you know... ? you know what's that like not just love at first sight, but understanding at first sight like this person just deeply, truly gets you as if they had always been a part of you, just hidden until now and you had finally found it, and it's just as true for them, like yes two pieces that just perfectly fit with each other, as if they were always meant to be. It just naturally fell into place the moment you met each other.. this kind of click you know ?" when none of the people they are telling are probably ever felt it in their own life, but they just needed to share that somehow with the world.)
"Our relationship".. there's this beautiful, and very revealing smile there from Hudson. Was it like a moment of appreciation "i can't believe i'm so lucky to have him as part of my life" or was it more a moment of realization to himself "i can't believe what I just said there... Connor & I are in a relationship!!!" Because that's basically what he just confirmed in other terms. They're not in a friendship, they are in a relationship. And that smile somehow feels like "it's just right". It is right, cause those words came directly from his heart. That's the thing about Hudson when it comes to Connor, and he said so himself, he'll never stop expressing his love for Connie, and that's just what he did once again. Expressing the importance of that person in his life.
"... would bloom into." Here's another important word he chooses speaking about Connor. Cause that's what his arrival felt like for Hudson, i'm convinced of that : an awakening, an enlightenment. Like he had been, sort of, caged all those years, well some parts of him were, and just now he was breaking free of the shackles. The parts of him he had tried to either keep hidden, or even simply repress. Until he saw the most beautiful free spirit, who instantly inspired something in him, to follow his path and embrace his true self as well. That's why it feels kinda moving that he even called Connor his Sunshine once "Yellow cause you are my sunshine" . As if, for the vision goes, Hudson was a closed flower waiting, just waiting.. until the Sun showed up in the sky, and allowed him to open up, thanks to his warmth and gentleness, and endless care. Now, it feels like he's blooming. He is reaching this kind of contentment, of fulfillement. He is genuinely happy, probably more than he's ever felt in life. Cause he is more aligned with himself than ever. Meeting Connor, his person, his anchor, his muse, his soulmate, is what allowed all this in his life. And he's claiming it now to the world. How much he loves him.
Cause truly, in my ears anyway, it's not just this one time, it's a series of moments, of looks, of gestures, of quotes... that feel quite revealing of the fact that they have fallen in love with each other. But this, this was maybe the cherry on top of the cake, that genuinely felt like a very... "hard launch". (and judging H's reaction, he is so giddy about finally sharing it with the world) โค๏ธ
"That's a surreal thing, especially to go to Europe and be like "okay, surely, this will just be a very quiet, little serene vacation", and then you start hearing "Hudson! Hudson! Connor, Connor !"
This reminded me of another itw Connor did, when he was in Paris right after, and the people were mentionning his/their Olympic torch run, and C was commenting on it: "Feltre! We were in Feltre!!" with the Italian accent. (because boy just loves his accent, doesn't he ?๐คญ)
But the one thing that strikes me most, when one of them commented on their time in Italy, is just the absolute fondness in their voices. Not because of the place, but because of the person they shared those precious memories with. That's the thing that gives its whole value to the moment.
Hudson describing it as "a quiet and serene vacation" .. the way I hear that, as Connor bringing that feeling to him. The way this beautiful boy who was his "emotional support person" on set, genuinely became his rock in real life. The constant he would always found by his side, during the small moments, as well as during the big "once-in-a-lifetime" moments. Connor's face was always there, warm and reassuring, the one thing that always managed to ground him. No matter the amout of stress and/or anxiety he could feel in the moment, just one look at him, and all the weight would go away. Cause he was safe, Hudson would always be safe with him.
Serenity, that's genuinely what Connor represents for Hudson. A place to rest, a place to breathe. No matter where they are in the world, in Canada, in the US, or in Europe, just one look at him, and this feeling of being at home instantly settles.
The way once again there, no one even mentionned him, as that person was only commenting how everyone worldwide knew Hudson and recognized him now. But now, in his mind, every memory is associated with Connor. Cause that is what made this moment truly unforgettable, to be able to share that moment with his person.
They were past moments. But you know... deep, deep down in his heart, that also only means he only sees a future with him by his side. He cannot dissociate now his own path from Connor's, because they are forever intertwined.
Little side note: the one thing that also makes me smile, is how any time Hudson is lucky enough to spend with Connor, in his mind it's like a moment of peace, a sort of "vacation". It feels like they are now sharing their own little cottage moment irl. Even if it's not a physical place, just the simple fact to be together, for Hudson is always a time to let go of everything, every doubt, every fear, and just embrace the serenity of them, of him.
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I wish people would get their facts straight with this whole situation. Thereโs only one other person with sign on their head except for Hudson and that is from 2019 so itโs not the same party. This is a tradition because thereโs an account: kylaaustin and the have stuff written on them too and they weโre celebrating the same way in 2017 and everyone was wearing green. This conspiracy that they had one big nazi/hitler party isnโt true. The only person in 2018 that had a swastika on their head is the poc: Hudson surrounded by a bunch of white people. Everyone needs to figure stuff out for themselves instead of playing telephone.
I wish people would get their facts straight with this whole situation. Thereโs only one other person with sign on their head except for Hudson and that is from 2019 so itโs not the same party. This is a tradition because thereโs an account: kylaaustin and the have stuff written on them too and they weโre celebrating the same way in 2017 and everyone was wearing green. This conspiracy that they had one big nazi/hitler party isnโt true. The only person in 2018 that had a swastika on their head is the poc: Hudson surrounded by a bunch of white people. Everyone needs to figure stuff out for themselves instead of playing telephone.
