Dreamer And Lover

Ok so my dear pile number 1, as soon as I tried to tune in with your energies I felt my hands go really cold and my chest go warm. The picture chosen for this pile is perfect because that’s how I felt as I connected, the air is cold and the temperatures have dropped but your heart is warm and there is a cosiness in the air as winter approaches. As the cards started to come out, suddenly I was surrounded by noise and I started to panic a little bit. This tells me (even without any cards) that there may be a lot of people in your life right now trying to speak up and share their opinion uninvited and you need to tell them to take care of their own business instead of worrying about yours. Also the songs “I was happy for a while” by Blackbear just came to my mind.

"Cause when I think of us, I always seem to smile 'Cause I was happy for a while, I was happy for a while, yeah And sometimes, love will leave you even when it's right But I was happy for a while, and I don't know how I'll smile again"

Ok, let’s get down to the cards and see if we can make sense of all of these messages that I am getting with the help of the cards ahahaha

2 of swords, the devil, 5 of pentacles, 4 of pentacles, page o cups and 6 of cups

You may have had to make a very hard decision in regards to love, this can be romantic love, friendship but also family! You have made a decision recently ( in the past month) that took a toll on you and it was a very hard boundary for you to add to your life. It seems like this past relationship could have cost you a lot?! Whether it is time or money, and you didn’t want to be bound to this person in a way that felt unhealthy and one-sided. However, it could be that you have been keeping these things a secret from those around you and because no one knows what truly happened, an what this person truly did to you, they are all trying to drill some sense into you or just making a lot of noisy about a situation that they know nothing about. This has been painful for you because you still care a lot about this person, but you know it is best right now to add some distance to your relationship. This eclipse is going to allow you to shut everyone down! It is going to enable you to tell others to back off and focus on yourself again and your own opinions and needs instead of feeling pressured. This is likely to have been an ongoing cycle in your life which you are finally getting rid of after this eclipse. It’s time to focus on connections that allow you to shine instead of those that keep you isolated. If people from the past try to come back into your life, embrace them with open arms instead of being scared. Reflect on the connection of the past whilst enlightening them on the person that you have become. Friends come and go, but they can always come back after.

Pile 2 my lovelies! As soon as I connected with your pile, I felt very nervous…or anxious for what is to come.  I also felt a strong pain in my neck and my head. Whatever it is that you are worried about, it’s not worth you sacrificing your physical well-being over! It’s time to take care of your emotional well-being instead and you will see that things will fall into place a little bit better. I feel like a star is being born with your amazing energy right now - you are finally becoming who you are meant to be…can you feel it? Do you see and feel the changes that have been happening? I don’t know but today music is just coming to me?! So the lyrics that came through for you are Up&Up by Coldplay, in particular:

“See a pearl form, a diamond in the rough See a bird soaring high above the flood It's in your blood, it's in your blood Underneath the storm an umbrella is saying "Sitting with the poison takes away the pain" Up and up, up and up it's saying”

The empress, the sun, the fool, 6 of pentacles, 9 of cups, 2 of cups

OMG I WANT TO CRY - ok ok. You have been sitting with blame and feeling guilty for way too long. Do you think that sitting with guilt will make it go away? Do you think that you deserve to be in pain because of things that you probably haven’t even done and aren’t guilty of doing? No!!! Being in this pain is not helping you at all nor is it helping your situation. Little star, this eclipse is going to be your breakthrough. It is going to be your chance to shine bright and the universe is going to throw you back into your destined path because you are worthy of so much more than you are letting yourself experience right now. You have so much light in you and you need to find it. Be more spontaneous and focus on doing the things that you want to do - there is no wrong answer. Right now you only have yourself to blame for the way your life is - but you don’t even deserve it! You are guilt-tripping yourself out of success and even love. Within the next year I feel like your soulmate is going to come into your life so you need to get back on track to success. Protect yourself and your energy, sometimes taking the first step is enough, you don’t need to complete the whole journey straight away. Allow things to fall apart right now and trust that nothing can touch your energy apart from yourself. Choose to protect your energy.

Ahhh I had to take a break before starting pile 3 because pile 2 really killed me energetically! Ahahaaha, but so welcome everyone to pile 3 and thank you for being here! If I was going to describe this pile with 1 word it would be - HOPE! You guys are all hopeful and may recently have started wearing either warmer colour or warmed-toned colours and surrounding yourselves with these colours too. However, there is a lot of coldness as well surrounding you and it feels like you are trying to be hopeful regardless of all of the bad things that have happened and most of them do seem to be in regards to your love life. Your song my dear pile 3 is IDK yet by Alexander 23, in particular, the lyrics:

“How can you miss someone you've never met? 'Cause I need you now, but I don't know you yet But can you find me soon because I'm in my head? Yeah, I need you now, but I don't know you yet”

7 of wands, 5 of cups, 2 of cups, 2 of pentacles, 2 of wands

Pile 3, my heart is crying for you, I am not sure this is recent, it feels like it’s been ongoing for years to say the least but you have been hurt so much in the meanest ways imaginable. I feel like you invest in relationships and in people very easily - almost blindly. You invest everything that you have and you easily imagine a future with these people but then…they all somehow end up disappointing you which makes you wonder if it’s you? Why do these people keep disappointing, is it you? What are you doing wrong and how can you change it? You are starting to be hopeful about romance again though, trying to get out of the hopeless energy and hoping knowing that there is someone out there for you. If this is not romantic then you may still be on the lookout or a platonic soulmate who won’t stab you in the back. After this eclipse, you will be able to find the balance between giving too much of yourself away and hiding away from new people. You have not been able to balance yourself yet but after today it will come easily to you and you will allow yourself to move forward and get rid of that cold energy around you - choosing instead to leave it in the past.

Feedback - Okay so I got your another ask as well! Please don't Apologise, it's alright if you couldn't channel much. And never say that you're not gifted, we are all gifted with certain amount of intuition which keeps on improving if worked upon! Everything that you wrote for me as an exchange resonated with me! I always get to hear similar things. You did great!

~READING~

[since you didn't specify you want the relationship with your future spouse or future partner, so I'll do it for the future spouse okay?]

The cards that came out : 6 of cups, 7 of cups, The Sun, Ace of swords, 5 of wands, 3 of cups reversed, Queen of cups.

Alright, when I was shuffling the cards, I heard the words 'warm' and 'funny' and so, I feel like your relationship with your future spouse will be quite fun and interesting, there won't be any days of boredom and you guys will have the best time of your lives with one another. There's definitely a lot of emotional energy that i can pick upon, your relationship will be quite emotionally driven and endearing, it's like you guys can talk to one another about anything and everything. You guys will rely on one another a lot and will be the source of comfort to one another. I can also see that this person (your future spouse) could be someone whom you have known since childhood or for quite a while. You might have been friends with your spouse before getting into a relationship with him. Moving on, you guys will be extremely carefree and loving with one another. You guys will spoil each other a lot and will try out many new things/adventures together. This relationship could also feel like a dream come to you guys because it would be so loving and everything that you guys wanted. This relationship feels like one of those relationships where you both love each other a lot but you guys also don't lose yourselves too much into the relationship.

I'm picking that even though you guys will complement one another a lot, you guys will still maintain your own stands and your persona. You guys even may have different ideologies and ways to approach things due to which you guys can have arguments sometimes but then you guys will be able to respect your partner's point of view and move ahead of the issue. I also see the dynamic between you guys to be very radiant and positive, it's like you gusy teach other a lot even unintentionally and that is something that radiates when you two are together. I'm also getting that there will be clear communication between you guys, you guys will be able to understand each other easily and be each other's support! Even after marriage, your relationship gives that young teeenage relationship vibes because it's just so pure and full of energy, it also feels very vulnerable and simply cute! You guys will take care of each other a lot, helping each other and having fun together is something that you guys would do a lot. I also see you guys being very motherly towards one another, like taking care of eachother and being very gentle and generous to one another. You guys will have similar common interests when it comes to the future of your relationship. Also, this relationship gives off very successful wedding vibes, like you guys will find the world in one another, you guys will be just so happy and joyful when you're together, you guys won't feel that your relationship is lacking something and would see it perfect the way it is!

For your spouse, specifically I'm getting that he seems a very emotional guy, not necessarily a cry baby but someone who's in touch with his emotions and also cares about your emotions. He will be there for you at alll times and be a shoulder for you to rely on. He will be supportive of whatever it is that you want go do and would also be like a mentor to you at times. Also, he would be a big emotional support to you. With him, you will never feel that he's being negligent about your emotions or you, he will takke care of you so well like you are his responsibility. He would cherish you a lot, he will let you know how much he loves you and how much you mean to him. Also, i saw 4.44 as I'm writing this, so this might be an indication that this is a relationship that is divinely supported and he might be your soulmate as well! I see you guys being very very happy with another and being truly your vulnerable self. You guys will be able to overcome all the differences and obstacles that will come your ways with the help of the love and the bond you share with one another!

~MOODBOARD OF HIS VIBES~

[you guys give off very cute yet fun couple vibes :') ]