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Rafayel painting

You must have whole dozens of them now; old and new, crinkled faintly at the edges while others are still perfectly crisp and pristine. Perhaps the ink has faded already a bit on some of them, at the spots you’ve held onto a little more frequently, or maybe it’s been blurred from the very beginning – stained by your lover’s tears he claims have not appeared when he was missing you so badly it made your fated bond thrum impatiently.

But one thing is obvious for sure – before the two of you met, you have never received a handwritten letter as intricate and memorable as the ones you’ve gotten from Rafayel.

I never thought I could do this type of reading, to be honest, that´s why I´m grateful to one of my precious seekers who asked me for this type of reading, and I thought it was such a funny and entertaining reading, what if scenario. 

I don´t do for celebrities, so many amazing readers do it, so you can go to them (smile). That‘s when I thought, but I can do it for fictional characters. So here I am with a brand new type for all my lovely readers who love their fictional men or/and women. 

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The Dragon Prince: In which the dragon Prince comes back from war and a gala is thrown in his honor

A Dragon’s Birthday: Sylus’ Birthday

Fading Away: Sylus’ finds you critically hurt

You Left Me: Sylus finds you after you disappeared

The Birth of a Dragon: Sylus’ Birthday alt ver.

The Dragon’s Gaze: A sacrifice for the villagers safety

Immortal Foe: You listen to the urban legends and confront an old friend

Anyone But You: Zayne gets a call that you were critically hurt

Hello, General: The rumored general with a dark name

Emergence: God of Annihilation mourning his beloved

Encapsulated Memory: You and Zayne’s special moments

Birthday Chill: Zayne’s birthday

Chocolate aphrodisiac: You buy mysterious chocolate

All The Kings Men: Your love is forbidden.

YOUR LAAAAAAUUUUUVE: Caleb dances to your love is my drug

I’ll Find You: Caleb can’t live without you

You Didn’t Know: Caleb finds out you’re hiding a big secret from him

The Final Curtain Call: Your working to fill others pockets but your bodyguard doesn’t agree

Irredeemable Tyrant: Escape the wrath of the tyrant king

Frozen In Time: The God of the Sea grieving over his beloved.

Why Not Me?: You don’t choose Rafayel

Saving You: Rafayel gets the call

A Siren’s Song: A sirens song is only for those who listen

Oh, Me!

Thank you so much! I got you don’t worry!

Caleb loves you he swears he does but you were just so clueless. Any advance he try you would not understand at all. He tried to kiss you you’d coincidentally move out of the way. If he tried to flirt you would laugh it off as if he was cracking a joke. Today he was planning on asking you out and everything had to be perfect…for his sake.

He set out a perfect dinner and wondered how to come about everything. You were ready to eat, you had been hungry all day especially since Caleb insisted that you don’t fill up on anything. You tapped your finger on the table waiting for the food to get here. Caleb was nervous practically sweating bullets.

“Hey pipsqueak…” He trails off placing a hand on the table. You turn to him fluttering your lashes with big clueless eyes.

“What’s up?” You ask, he gulps before answering, “I like you. I mean really like you.” His voice shaky with nerves.

“Well I’d hope so we grew up together.” You laugh and tap his hand playfully. He sighs, there you go again.

“No like I really like you like I want to be with you.” He explains both elbows now on the table as he does so. You blink at him still not getting it. Are you not together right now?

A dramatic sigh leaves Caleb as he leans back dramatically in his seat. He throws himself forward and grabs your hands.

“I want you to be my girlfriend.” He says bluntly. You chuckle before answering, “Oh I get it. You’re practicing!” She taps the said of her head and makes a duh motion with her mouth.

Caleb wanted to pull his hair out. You were so…special. So clueless and yet so smart at the same time. He could only blame himself for this because he asked you last week but the way he asked made it seem like he was practicing on you. He grabbed your cheeks making you look at him.

“I like you, love you. I want you to be my girlfriend. I’m real life right now.” He emphasizes making your eyes go wide as if you just figured out a worldwide mystery.

“Oh! Yes of course.” You answered making him sigh in relief. Finally!

Zayne is use to you being mildly confused. It was what ultimately drew him to you other than your caring nature. Him telling you he wanted to be with you was one thing but now he had to go through the process again. He sighed at the thought but it was worth it in the end.

So on a walk, hand in hand, he took a deep breath. This was it. You were enjoying the scenery around you as the quiet evening sky fell over you. The sunset painting the sky beautifully. He admired you as he holds your hand tighter.

“I want to tell you something.” His usual low tone flows through your ears. You look up at him with hopeful eyes.

“I want to take a step toward our future.” He tells you as you glance at him occasionally.

“Like getting a dog! I’ve always wanted a dog!” You excitedly bounce holding his hand to your chest. He blinks before shaking his head at how you threw him off.

“No I want us to be closer.” He tells you as you continue to walk. You think to yourself before snapping.

“Like getting a smaller bed!” You chuckle as if you were the brightest crayon in the box. He sighs, pinching the bridge of his nose.

“I want us to move in together.” He tells you bluntly. You squeal in excitement, “Like roommates!”

“Why would we be roommates?” He pauses to question you. Why wouldn’t you be roommates? That’s literally what two people moving in are like!

“Because we live together….” You both just stare at each other.

“I’m your boyfriend.” He states the obvious. You nod firmly. “Exactly like roommates version.” You agree.

“Oh my gosh.” He pinches the bridge of his nose and sighs.

Rafayel was on the verge of pulling his hair out. He had been flirting with you all day and you were just not catching on. If he could pull his eyeballs out he would. He called you cute and you said thank you and complimented him back. Fine, whatever. He wrapped his arm around you during the movie and you scooted over thinking you were in his way. He kissed the icing off your face and you told him he could’ve just used a napkin so he wouldn’t get dirty. He couldn’t win.

“How clueless are you?” He asks you on the cusp of irritation. You tilt your head confused on why he asked.

“I’m not.” You tell him. He huffs narrowing his eyes at you.

“I’ve been flirting with you all day and you haven’t noticed me ONCE!” He complains slamming his hands on the bed.

“Really? When?” You ask him as he names off every instance today. “That was you flirting?” He felt a pang in his chest.

“Are you playing with me or something?” He deadpans but you were so very serious.

“Nope sorry.” You tell him as he pouts. He gets up and kisses you putting you in a daze.

“I’ve wanted a kiss this whole time.” He pouts holding your cheeks.

You blink slowly at him before nodding, “Noted.”

Sylus is such a sweetheart. A patient, loving, sweetheart. You were so clueless to his advances and it was kind of funny to him he won’t lie. He flirts with you and you take it literally. It made him and the twins laugh so hard to the point of tears.

You walked by him as he was reading and he decided to test you. He knew how you’d react and that was the fun in it. You were going out for the afternoon and were fixing your jeans.

“Do you have any room in your jeans for me, sweetie?” He smirks at you putting down his book. You raise an eyebrow at him. Of course you didn’t these were already tight as is.

“No? Why would you want to wear these with me in them?” You replied genuinely confused what his problem was.

The twins were wheezing from the doorway. You were always like this. They didn’t know if you were joking at first but now they know you’re dead serious. You look at them with your hands on your hips, concerned. What was so funny?

“What?” You didn’t appreciate being laughed at. You wanted to get the joke.

“Sweetie I’m flirting.” Sylus tells you through his laughter. A lightbulb goes off as your mouth makes an ‘O’.

“Oh…sorry.” You sheepishly replied. Sylus didn’t mind he thought you were hilarious.

You and Xavier are the same amount of aloof and everyone knows it. Xavier was subtly trying to flirt and you were not getting it. He thought he was pretty smooth though even if you didn’t get it. You were dressed up nice already for your date. Xavier couldn’t take his eyes off of you, he wanted to ravish you.

“You look beautiful.” He complimented you making you get shy. You wave him off, “Thanks.” His eyes grow dark as he thought of what to say next.

“It would look even better on the bedroom floor.” He smirks at you making you freeze and stare at him.

“What?” You raise your eyebrow. He smiles softly at you as if he didn’t say anything.

“I said it would look even better on the bedroom floor.” He repeated making you stare at him blankly.

“I don’t get it. Why would I do that? That’s making a mess.” You tell him crossing your arms. He chuckles before walking up to you and whispering in your ear.

“Oh! Xavier don’t be nasty!” You smack his arm making him fall out laughing. You were flustered the rest of the night because he kept flirting with you.

Couture

He’s very put together about it and he’s very proud of you. He’s always recording you too in the most poised position that people think he’s a model too. He always posts about you to and even considers where you would wear certain pieces. He loves watching you model because it feels like you’re showing off outfits to him.

He also always sits where you can glance at him. He never misses it and even sends you a small smile to let you know he sees you. When it’s over he holds your heels while walking to the car. It’s all over the tabloids about how your lover carried your things to the car.

He adores high fashion and watches intensely when you come down the catwalk. He uses you for inspiration on his next piece whenever you change outfits. He even mingles with others a little when they point you out. Who said work stops at home?

He often gets recognized but he’s not paying attention to them because he’s there for you. He does sometimes get jealous when you have to work alongside someone else. He then has to tell himself that this is just work and you come home with him when it’s over.

He loves telling people what you do when they ask but hates when they’re too invested. If they’re a big fan of you he has to prove he’s better. How? He’s your lover that’s how he proves it. He makes sure he’s front and center at your shows which is hard considering he glows when he’s happy. People think it’s part of the show but you know the truth.

He cheers the loudest and makes sure you see him when it’s over. He’s always first backstage to congratulate you. Sometimes the designer has to warn him not to bother you before the show because he’ll throw you off. Mostly because they’ve tried to tell him he can’t come backstage at all but he always finds a way.

He dresses to the nines on the night you have to walk. His smug look never leaves his face because his lover is the highest paid model, why shouldn’t he be smug about it? If someone doesn’t like what you’re wearing he finds a way to taunt them. For example, he asked one guy how many of the outfits you wore could he afford. It was silent after that.

He buys whatever he liked on you. If it flattered you or you just looked majestic he already bought it off the catwalk. By the time you got home it would be there. He works fast you can’t lie. At the end he carries you to the car which doesn’t shock paparazzi anymore but they still take pictures for your fans to swoon over. The one arm hold really melts hearts.

He’s jealous always however, he’ll support you no matter what. He doesn’t know much about etiquette in places like these but he sure does make you flush with the way he cheers for you. Half of the outfits you wear he’s finding a way he could make them himself. Even if he’s not good at it he’ll make himself good at it for you.

He’s taking a lot of pictures too. He posts them on his page for everyone to see too. He can’t help it he’s your number one fan which he argues with your fans about a lot. They tell him they’re bigger fans but he’s quick to shut them down with the facts. It’s all love though, they know he knows you best.

It's not the work he has issue with, it's specifically being commercialized. If he thinks his presence will have a meaningful impact on the exhibition, he has no problem hopping on a plane. It's when Thomas decides his job is to stand there faking smiles while listening to people pretend to understand him or acting as if his emotions are only as important as the the size of their price-tag, that he "slacks off".

Just my take on Xavier and his character so far for my LADS girlies, He is the 3rd deepest character in LADS in my opinion next to sylus and then Rafeyal but also my favorite.

The wolf in sheep's clothing vs. the awkward coworker

He's not boring, he is very composed, calm, and good at hiding his true emotions behind a neutral face.

I hate seeing all the comments about him being boring, because to me (someone that likes sociology and psychology) he is far from it. He started sword training at the ripe age of 3 and has been pushed into his role of being the heir to the throne since then. From his awkward, quiet, and composed demeanor I believe he is confident only because of his title. Other than that, he's probably been made to feel like not enough for his sole purpose or made to feel embarrassed or ashamed for wanting a normal childhood (always having bodyguards around him when him and MC first meet). This is reflected in his possessive behavior where he thinks he's not good enough so MC will find someone else, or his intent on being MC's first everything and asking her to only do certain things with him in the game. This could also be because he probably lost his virginity to MC before he left, and while helping him escape his guards, she helped him have his firsts of fun and childish wonder. He associates firsts as all they had despite knowing MC had a thing for him.

The only times I've seen him even slightly lose face (so far) is when MC is in danger and he is about to kill his crew mate for hunting her down, the no restraint card, and he slipped a little in a tender moment when his date with MC didn't go as planned but he VERY quickly pulled it together. He RARELY gets out of character.

Xavier has admitted in school he never bothered with subjects he didn't like, deciding to just sleep or ignore them. I believe in some way he was acting out and when he realized even then he would still be pushed into the throne he gave up. He was aware of his title but still tried to do wrong to see if he would get any sort of attention or punishment, which showed a distorted sense of right and wrong. While the right thing to do would be to do well in school Xavier gave up because he realized he'd never be punished because of his title.

2. Xavier is full of emotions, and he lets them out through philanthropy.

Xavier shows himself as a very controlled man to the world, but if you look closely, you'll notice his lack of control makes him take jobs like being a hunter/ and Lumiere. Xavier became a hunter probably because he is the reason wanders are on earth to begin with (the backtrackers bringing them when they came), but as for being Lumiere its deeper. Having had no control of anything in his early life he chooses to take out that frustration (and MC's death), on people he deems to be morally wrong as well as wanders (some that is). Fighting being what he was born to do, has become a coping mechanism along with sleeping away his problems. He neglects his health and tends to only take time for philanthropy and MC and things to better himself for her. He admits he never really acts out on his anger and just pretends to not be. But I think he is constantly fighting what he wants vs. what he knows he should do. I believe the guilt for not returning to his timeline's MC eats at him despite having her int he current timeline. So he tries to bury it under good deeds.

3. Xavier also uses sex to cope

Need I say more? It's canon that this man is only focused on three things. Killing wanders, Mc, and sleeping. It doesn't even seem like he's trying to get back home, and that guilt is enough to keep anyone awake. His no restraint card proves this point; he even points out who he chooses to use to calm himself down. I'm not saying he's going around screwing anyone. I do believe he sticks to solo till he got back to MC, but I feel like it is something that isn't talked about enough. YES, he is a freak in the sheets, but what is he trying to get out that he can't say in words? I believe Xavier is a hypersexual person by nature, but sometimes guilt can push it too far (speaking from experience) even if he's not running to other people for it.

An example would be when he finds MC's bead in his tender moment while at the hot spring; he wants a reward, and when he thinks the reward isn't good enough, he gets a bit frisky despite being in semi-public. Even if he seems composed when it comes to his stress relief, he takes intimacy just as seriously as fighting wanders. He also has no problem manhandling MC in a lot of the tender moments or in the secret moments. Despite not showing his emotions or building up to what he wants, he goes straight for it. An example is how he throws MC on the couch after she pinches him, but he was expecting a kiss, and he was intent on getting one until she rejected it.

4. Xavier is manipulative (learned from childhood) because he believes MC is the one thing he should have to himself.

I genuinely believe that because he's a prince, he feels like he owes his kingdom his entire being. That means his time, his attention, his children (an heir), but one thing he does not owe them is her. She is the one thing he has to himself in his mind. A great example of his manipulating and possessive behavior is the call he gets from MC after he blows out the streetlamps because she was talking to her friend for too long. He doesn't hide he's jealous, just mildly dismisses it. Even so, he helps her because he loves that he was her first choice, and he knew he would be because of his evol. He made sure he caused a problem that no one could fix but him. That she would remember the night he used his evolve to guide her home and watch over her like an angel from heaven. I believe if she hadn't asked for his help, he would have still sent the ball and watched over her.

Other examples that are milder is in the main story when MC wakes him on the train by accident, he admits he is really hungry despite them both being barely acquainted. I do not believe Xavier would have done that with someone like Jenna or Tara. Or in his kitty card he doesn't want MC to leave so he lists off all the bad things he could do to hurt himself, as if he's not smart enough to know better. Using the big doe eyes that he probably learned worked really well as a kid and he's just kept the habit going to get his way.

Now I'm not saying Xavier is all manipulation and conniving behavior BUT, it is a big part of his character that a lot of what he shows us is to get what he wants. He will probably never show us those negative emotions just because unless he feels safe. He very much gives the "men don't cry" energy expect its " princes don't cry". I believe if you really wear him down a LOT and possibly scare him to get him to that point.

5. His love language is physical touch and quality time above all else.

Xavier COVETS his time with you; it's just his. When you're with him, you don't need to be with anyone else. He's proven this in tender moments, in cards, and in the main story. When he's spending time with you, you're spending time with him. It's you are spending time with him that makes him crazy. Whether it's just sitting in one of your apartments, sitting on the phone, playing a video game, or cooking, anything is good enough for him. You wanting to be around him when the rest of his family has always been so distant will always be enough. I genuinely believe he is a play-fighting, cuddling, indoor, soft, and small dates kind of guy. He plans them thoroughly when it's his turn and will hold your things for you while you both go through the motions. He isn't big on fancy restaurants or crowded places because he wants one time with you.

6. Xavier is goofy and petty, but it's because of his childhood.

Especially in Xavier's tender moments, you see his true personality shine through. My favorite example of this is when he pretended to be a bird to ask MC for a reward for finding her bead. Or when MC was drunk and couldn't say her feelings without communicating through a doll, and he didn't bat an eye at her and actually played along. He wants to be her safe space as much as she is his. He then jokingly mentions it but doesn't further tease MC because what they spoke about was serious to their relationship, even if she doesn't remember. Despite having lived so long, he's still trying to reclaim his own childhood. He's finding that voice he never got to have when he was younger. Despite it barely being noticeable because he stays calm through it like it's nothing, it's definitely there. His being petty is evident in how he refused to help MC after bursting the streetlamps because she talked to another guy, just to do it anyway. Or in one of his tender moments where they are battling for MC's new oven, and Xavier eggs her on by audio ably deciding what to make. Even in another one where she gushes over an actor, and he quotes her exact words and proceeds to hate on the guy for a good two minutes.

7. Xavier is the "perfect" boyfriend but he's also very damaged.

He's very stoic, and it's hard to get much of any reaction out of him, but he's more than willing to plan a date time by time, event by event, just for MC. But his character also means that he needs someone who doesn't mind taking care of him back. He needs someone he can rely on and trust despite not being very trustworthy himself. In the end, he's just learned some very bad behaviors and coping mechanisms. But hides behind his whole " good but unfeeling" shield like a true knight. Meaning that when he does snap, he snaps in over a long period. Maybe he sleeps more, he's crankier, he neglects his health even more. This means he needs someone willing to look at him, someone that's supposed to be their rock, and be his. Though he will act confused and disinterested the first few times, he will slowly play along when he realizes there's no catch.