Admin here, Egg Chungo, a.k.a. Felix and formerly known as Avery. Very curious about the interest in VDGG and Peter Hammill that wasn't present on this site when I created this blog as a closeted trans guy in 2017.
What do you see in Peter Hammill? What do his words mean to you? I created this blog because I heard myself in his music and didn't fully understand why at the time, but I wanted to understand him on my journey to understand myself.
And yes, this is the infamous @21stcenturyschizoidmeme . I wasn't done figuring myself out when the community that used to exist here fell apart. I didn't fully accept or understand back then that I'm a bipolar trans man, but I did know there's something I heard in this music that I'm not sure anyone else here did at the time.
To anyone who remembers me from that time, I truly am sorry and I miss being here. I was told in a hospital that Peter Hammill may be my biological father, but I've also been told this was a delusion. I don't know what the truth is in that, but I couldn't listen to or sing along to his music again until I found the strength within myself to start HRT and accept who I am. Now that I understand this music again, I just wanted to apologize for how I used to act. I had a lot to learn about myself.
