Wat's the Matta Fellas?

Also my OCD:

Re-reading your posts over and over in fear of mistakes.

Reviewing a past conversation over and over again.

Getting stuck on a task.

Inability to complete homework because you’re stuck on a question.

Frantically worried about saying something horrific.

Paranoia about consequences and harm.

Trouble sleeping because my mind is busy.

Frequently remembering important events because I’m scared of forgetting.

Procrastinating because I’m scared that I’m not good enough.

Difficulty of letting go of mistakes and regrets.

Messy room.

Freddie Mercury would want you to ‘Keep yourself alive’!  – Guest Submission

So you can laugh at your friends when they nearly get caught doing some thing dumb! – Guest Submission

People often use “intrusive thoughts” to describe thoughts like “eat that leaf” and “pineapple hustler” and other sort of Lawl Random XD thoughts that your brain sometimes just spits at you. These are not intrusive thoughts. These are impulsive thoughts. The difference is critical.

Intrusive thoughts are a symptom of mental illnesses. They aren’t just randomly generated thoughts that pop into your head sometimes. Intrusive thoughts are of a very specific nature. They are violent and deviant and frightening and sickening. They are things that come into your head without warning or cause, and leave you shaken and afraid. Intrusive thoughts disgust you and make you afraid of yourself, because you would never want that, you would never even think that, but you did just think that. It may not have been on purpose, but it did come from you. Intrusive thoughts aren’t funny and don’t make good tumblr posts. They’re the kind of thing you don’t share with anyone because they’d think you’re dangerous to be around. In the meantime, you wrestle with feeling like you’re a monster while trying to understand that it’s not your fault.