DARiation

One thing that always strikes my mind, is that no one can help me but me. Because no one did help me. No one’s there, just my voice and heart shattering into pieces. 

I don't know if crying is enough to ease all the worries and pain I have in my heart right now. I want to hurt myself just to suffice my feelings. I don't know what to do. Why is this happening to me? Do I deserve this?

When you thought everything will be alright, then boom there’s another problem that will hit you in the face.  So stop telling people there’s hope because if there is then none of this will happen. Hope is a scam, and people should know about it.

We all end up dying so why don't I do it now. 

I’m in the constant battle against myself on what should I do next. 

if this is how life should be, then I'm choosing to end this now. 

I always try my best to give the best motivation to other people but little do they know I can’t even create a crappy one for myself. 

I always hate good and bad judgments because I always see them as a lie. 

At the end of the day, I will always end up living in my solidarity. 

Sadness is my default feeling. 

Where should I lay these overwhelming feelings?