amada !

omg hey tumblr,, literally only redownload this app so i could have a safe space to say things like “i love my pathetic nerdy bf” and a flock of bi girls eat it up,,,,

i can remember who i was before you, before us. it’s not very hard... but we spent so long together, we melded. now that you’ve pulled us apart again it’s so hard to reshape myself because i cant go back to how i was at 14 but i don’t know who i am now without you… how do i rebuild myself without parts of you, how do i rebuild myself without regressing.. how do i rebuild.

me when writing poetry (?) and never actually posting it or showing anyone 😐 i can write such beautiful words but the world will never know lol

you make me want to believe in marriage… i’ve always thought it’s stupid and that it’s just a piece of paper and some rings so what’s the point because love means so much more than that… but i had never loved this deep before… marriage isn’t made to bring meaning to love it’s made to appreciate and show love… it’s like “i love you so much i want to commit and i want to show you that you’re the only one until death”… sure it involves a piece of paper and some rings but it’s so much more than that… and darling i’ve never wanted to marry someone more than you, in fact i had never wanted to marry someone before you came along… you make me want to believe in marriage and have a stupid wedding and commit and live a life together… because i truly don’t think i will love or ever have loved anyone more than you

n e ways anyone want to tell me how to tell if someone is being genuine over text,, like are you actually offering to give me hickeys or is this a funny ha ha ?? cuz i’m not opposed to the idea please please please please but like i can’t tell if we’re being serious or not,,

hey whores,,, im back,,

me when i’ve recently developed a constant deep fear that my partner is going to break up with me at any given moment 😎👍