Nerdy Stuff❤️

I wanna cry so badly. I feel so alone. I wanna scream. I wanna vent. I wanna be with you. But I know that I can’t. So instead I’ll continue to suffer. Suffer in silence. *immediately tears up and gasps* bro I hate this disorder so much. so fucking much.

I cannot be left with my thoughts right now

These days I just wanna sleep and sleep because it hurts so much being up and thinking of all I’ve lost. But if I’m sleep, nothing even matters.

i hate loving someone more than they love me. it makes me feel like i’m crazy and just everything is so one-sided and it sucks so bad.

everyday is a struggle of “i shouldn’t have woken up”

not killing yourself when all you wanna do is die should be considered a fucking skill

i wanna fucking slam my head against a concrete wall

Is it too much to ask to find my platonic soulmate online, have movie nights and phonecalls lasting hours, sending art to each other via snail mail and meeting after years of bonding by going to travel the world together?

does it really get better? or do we just get used to it?

recently I’ve been passing the days not living them