The Borderline Beauty

As of 12/2/25, I will be doing a daily praise report. What’s that?

Basically me sending the highlight(s) of my day to a support person, who will vary day to day. You could receive a “praise report” anywhere from once in a blue moon, a couple times a month, or perhaps weekly.

This will be quite a task for me, and maybe annoying for the two of us on some days. But it’s a great daily reminder of the slogan “I need people”.

I am grateful to have you in my life. Thank you for the ways that you have shown up for me 🩷

If you don’t have the capacity or desire at this time to do so, that is fine!! I want you to be well too. On the other hand, you’re more than welcome to share “praise reports” with me too 😌💕

Well to whoever is reading this, hey boo! I see you🩷 thanks for tuning into my story. I share so much of my dark emotions on here that I also like to bring the light when I can. Why not add this safe space to my list of “support people”. Truly I have a village on here and I’m thankful.

— now for the report:

1/18

Which honestly felt weird asf 😭😭 miss girl has been at the table for so long lol.

But then 💥 today there it was. It’s a lot going on rn so I guess it makes sense, but I am sad bc I was literally just praising myself for not having that automatic thought anymore. It’s almost as if someone wished ill on me. But maybe it’s just a test. One that I can and will pass.

maybe even kms.

i’m so sick of this bs.

it just hurts so bad.

i just want it to stop hurting.

I want to die.

Maybe that’s a lie.