everything feels so unreal, am i even a person

Im glad we only live once cuz i can’t do this shit again.

every morning when I wake up I wish I didn't

i dont feel like fighting this. i dont want to be strong anymore. 

I can’t have hope anymore. It just breaks me. So no, don’t ask me to have hope. Nothing breaks one like false hope

i’m burned out, i’m tired, i’m falling apart. every day is the same but simultaneously gets worse. 

I don’t wanna get out of bed. I don’t wanna eat. I don’t wanna go to work. I don’t want to go anywhere. I just wanna fall asleep and never wake up.

i am tired. i am exhausted. from my head to my soul to my bones i am so fucking tired.

the feminine urge to not be alive✨