yeah.. ♡

moodboards + stimboards are pwyw with a minimum of $1. as long as you pay the minimum, u can literally order as many moodboards + stimboard as u want. im dead serious. tat is 2-4 days, and i can do cashapp, paypal, and venmo. i specialize in selfships, but will do anything except for pro.ship shit. examples of my moodboards are under the cut, and examples of my stimboards can be found under the #void stimboard tag

genuinely no worries if u can't chip in! even a reblog would mean the world to me. tysm for reading this, and stay safe out there 🫂

i don't expect to make $437 back by making moodboards and stimboards. but if i can make even a fraction of it back (to which, a fourth of that total comes abt to $109.25), or even a fraction of that fraction, then ill honestly consider it a win

pwyw moodboards and stimboards, with a minimum of $1. tat is 2-4, tho in this case ill force myself to get it done sooner than that. i can do paypal, venmo, and cashapp, and im currently working on setting up a kofi. as always, no worries if you can't commission me! even a reblog means the world to me, and im genuinely sorry for being such a burden onto y'all

You might not know this but…

Your F/O has a plushie of you. I’m not sure if they bought it or made it themselves but it was super cute and looked just like you!

They must need something to cuddle when you’re gone.

But nothing beats cuddles from you though!

♡ it's one of those quiet afternoons where neither of you has anything important to do. the windows are open, letting in the warm breeze, while music plays softly somewhere in the background. the two of you simply exist in the same room, reading, drawing, scrolling on your phones, occasionally looking up just to smile at one another. your f/o doesn't think every day needs to be exciting. days like this, where they get to share comfortable silence with you, are more than enough. ♡

🤍 | written by me, do not copy, steal or use my work to train ai in any way, shape or form | likes and reblogs appreciated, they let me know you want to see more! | plain text below the cut ↓

during days you feel particularly empty or emotionally numb, your f/o(s) wouldn't try to get a reaction out of you— they would accompany you if you need it, but you don't need to try and pretend for them

imagine your f/o reading out loud to you or narrating a video game or explaining the process of something like sewing , drawing , or even patching up a wound ... just f/o absentmindedly explaning things to you because they wanted to share

those 'I've missed you' hugs with f/o.

Reminder to all disabled selfshippers:

Your f/o adores you. Period.

Even if you can't do things the "normal" way.

Even if you can't do certain things at all.

Even when your bedbound.

Even when your cranky from pain.

Even when facing the world hurts.

Even when going in public feels like a humiliation ritual to you.

Even when the doctor appointments fill up the calendar and the medicines fill up the kitchen counter.

Even when you cry from doctors not listening or understanding.

Even when the test results come back normal.

Even when your life seems so utterly chaotic, unpleasant and miserable.

Your f/o cares about you. They want to weather every storm with you. They want to advocate for you. They want to fight for you. They want to be in your life. They want to be by your side, holding you hand, facing whatever challenge the future will bring. Not out of obligation or pity, but because they truly love you.

You are loved, disabled selfshipper. It's hard not to.

imagine…

- your f/o absentmindedly reaching for you in their sleep.

- your f/o saving a seat beside them before you even arrive.

- your f/o giving you a big hug after a long day.

- your f/o smiling everytime they hear someone mention you.

- introducing your f/o to ur favourite books, movies, shows, anything.

Shoutout to fat selfshippers that don't fit the "slightly chubby and curvy in the thighs and boobs" type.

Your F/O(s) still love your body, not in spite of, but including

Your cellulite and/or stretch marks

Your uneven fat distribution

Your double chins

Your lipedema

They'll love your body no matter why you have it, even if it was caused by genetics, or if your lifestyle caused it, or both.

If you're trying to lose weight, your F/O(s) will make sure you go at a slow pace and be on the lookout for dangerous scams. Most importantly, they'll never imply you were ever "ugly" at any stage in your life.

If you became fat on purpose and/or you're still wanting to gain weight, they're happy for you! They're proud of how much you've gained and will help you gain more if you need to. They'll never let anyone try to say you were "better" back then.

Even if you have health problems, your F/O(s) will never shame you or imply it's your fault at all. They want to help you and uplift you, never put you down.

For all types of F/Os. Please keep this post SFW; Do not make this about weight gain kinks, but do not use this post to hate on weight gain kinks either. Dividers by firefly-graphics. My other boundaries are in my pinned.

Imagine your f/o pining for you 💛

Imagine your f/o pining for you. They haven't been able to think straight for weeks upon weeks. Maybe months, even *years*.

They see you, and their heart squeezes, that fluttery feeling erupting within their chest.

What can they do to get you to notice them? What way can they ask to hang out without sounding too awkward or forward? They havent a clue on how to even approach their feelings-- but one thing is for sure, they want to be with you so badly.

They picture going out on dates, doting on you, what your first kiss would be like. They can't take only thinking about you anymore, they want to act, they need to have you.

They need your lips on theirs, to hold your face, to grab your waist and to bring you closer and finally *have* you. To be within the reach of your affections.

To look into your eyes, even a passing glance, a quick smile to follow...they think you're so sweet to take in. You're their future in their eyes.

To be yours would be their honor, but to be theirs is what will be their pride.