Keep it Weird

It has been a few years since I have been on this page. this site. this alternate reality. And in those years so much has happened.

I have had a few birthdays. 3 to be exact. I am officially closer to 30 rather than 20. I’m still waiting for my own surprise party. Crazy to think I started this account at 15 years old. Oh the things I would say to that version of me.

The person I loved left me. And soon after that happened, I realized I was not in love, but attached. Because if it was love, it would not have been that difficult and painful for as long as it had been. And I learned that if you are being loved the way you should be, it should be as easy as breathing.

I met someone else and learned how to love again, and then he left me too. But our story didn’t end there, though I thought it would. He sought me out and fought for me. He was there for me during my lowest low, and is still with me while I’m riding my highest high. He is my rock that keeps me grounded but also my light that lifts me up. This. This is love. It is easy, refreshing, and painless. I am breathing with him.

A global pandemic happened. Which is wild. In my life time I have been through more historical events then actual events before the age of 30. A lot of things happened because of this event though, too much to talk about in detail. But just know I am in a beautiful place I never thought I would be because of it. It started out rough, but ended exactly where it should be.

I’m ready to revive this page. I’ve been needing a place to just get my thoughts out lately and I’ve missed my Tumblr days. Though I won’t be up until 4am laughing at memes or crying a fan fictions like I used to, I still will be here remembering those days but adapting to who I am now.

Can’t wait to introduce y’all to me❤️