Destruction of the Heart 3
Word Limit: 1746
Genre: Angst/Fluff
RealityAU / CheaterAU
Parts:Ā Ā 1Ā Ā Ā 2Ā Ā Ā 3
A/N: I havenāt posted in so long and I did this in one seating, Iāll post it now, but if their are any errors, I will fix them tomorrow~ Sorry. But anyway... Fave Track on Love Yourself: Tear?...Please tell me if this is GOOD? MEH? HORRIBLE? okay
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You werenāt the type to run from your problems, you faced them one on one, but with Namjoon running was the only solution. The sun had awoken with bright flares reflecting into your swollen eyes. The air was raw on your skin and you regret not leaving with a jacket or shoes so you ambled through streets with crystallised arms and feet. You were also glad you didnāt leave with them, it takes your mind off the suffocation you felt grew within you. It was Monday and as you walk through the streets of Seoul like a beggar, high school students and business workers glare at you like a hopeless foreigner, mumbling about the disrespect you were showing (though it wasnāt intentionally). Should I go home? What if heās still there? Maybe I should call Yoongi?Ā Tapping your pockets, you silently curse yourself realising that you left it in your apartment as well. Great, Iām cold and isolated.Ā
30 minutes pass and you find yourself in Han River, laying down on the park bench that you would go to for sketches or time to think. The icy winds that blew made your nose red and drip, your lips were dry with blue hues and were shivering faster than your heart pumping blood. It was such a pity you didnāt have anything to write in or someone to speak to, but thatās what you expect to happen when youāre too busy in your own fantasies.
A slim figure had strode to you with frantic steps. His skin was fair, hidden under murky-coloured clothing and a black mask, radiating warmth. As you locked eyes with his stone like glare, you turned to face the sky as he sprints closer to you.
Yoongi:Ā āY/n...Please come with me, Youāre a mess and your frozen solid, Youāre gonna die here!ā
Y/N:Ā āIām perfectly fine Yoongi, let me be and go.ā
Yoongi:Ā āStop being so stubborn and just come with me...please.ā
Y/N:Ā āWhy? You didnāt care about me before. What changed your mind, the fact that your friend fucked up or because you fucked up?ā you closed your eyes as you felt the numbing of the air bite you.
Yoongi:Ā āWear this, itās 12 degrees out here.ā
Y/N:Ā āNo.āĀ
You flew up, continuing your journey to the endless. But as you did, you felt the ground disappear as Yoongi hoisted you on to his shoulder from the soil.
Yoongi:Ā āYo- you know- ye- your heavier th- than you look.ā
Y/N:Ā āFine Iāll go with you but you have to give me your shoes and I donāt want to see that rat~ā
Yoongi:Ā āDoes that mean you forgive me?ā
Y/N:Ā āChuck in your jacket and mask then maybe I can make an arrangement.āĀ
Yoongi:Ā āB-but What i-if someone no-notices me?ā
Y/N:Ā āI wonāt forgive you.ā
Yoongi:Ā āFine!!ā
Yoongi released you with complete attitude but you dismissed it and giggled at how passive-aggressive he was. First he removed his shoes and threw them in front of you, as well as his thick socks. He then peeled his jacket off, shivers running down his spine, slipping his mask off and bundling them together to hurdle at your smirking face. You slipped the clothing on as you begun to heat, Yoongiās cologne came to you strong and manly.
Yoongi:Ā āHurry up Iām freezng my ass off here.ā
Without a second of hesitation, you wrapped Yoongi into your arms, half of you craving for human contact and grateful that he found you before you were plastered on every news article: āGirl frozen after terrible heart breakā.Ā
Y/N: Thanks Yoongi, for finding me.ā
Yoongi:Ā āAigoo, stop this hugging stuff.ā
Y/N:Ā āReally, Thank you, I donāt know what I would be doing if you didnāt find me.ā
Yoongi:Ā āI know, itās fine.ā
Y/N:Ā āHow did you even find me, out of the whole of Seoul?ā
Yoongi:Ā āI was tryna find you last night, I waited at your place but you didnāt come so I just, you know searched for you.ā
Y/N:Ā āWah, I could kiss you right now but thatās incest hahaha. Anyway, where we goin?ā
Yoongi:Ā āThe apartment, donāt worry, Namjoon hasnāt been...stayin...yeah.ā
Y/N:Ā ā...Oh.ā
The both of you plotted yourselves into Yoongiās car as you drove through the city filled with the buzzing of motors and chanting of people. As you gaze outside the window a sound track begun to unravel: Fake Love by BTS.Ā
āLove you so bad, Love you so bad IĀ craft a beautiful lie for you... Look at me who even I myself dumped. Who even you cannot understand. You say that I feel like a stranger...ā
Y/N: you mumbled,Ā āSo thatās how you felt...hah coward.ā
You listened to the tunes as it expresses how love could be such a regretful commitment; you felt the lyrics run through you like water or blood. Was this how he felt all along? He lied about ever loving? As you drooped into the village of overthinking, Yoongi spoke to the security guard of the most expensive apartments then to you.
Yoongi:Ā āThe boys missed you, they feel guilty for not telling you, especially Jimin, heās been beating himself up.ā
Y/N:Ā āItās okay, I wouldnāt say anything too if I were in his position.ā
Yoongi snickered at your comment but was glad you werenāt thinking of making them your slave for something that had nothing to do with them. When Yoongi parked the car, the both of you rode the escalator towards his and the groups apartment, Yoongi trying his best to control the ecstatic emotion that threatened to burst and ruin hisĀ ācool guyā role.
The door opens with a topless Hoseok, eyes tight by the sudden burst of light. You guessed he feel asleep on the couch since it was the closest room but nevertheless, you jumped onto him, startling him as he regrets opening the door (assuming you were a sasaeng fan).Ā
Y/N: āLong time no see~ I forgive you donāt worry.ā
Hoseok:Ā āOh- Y/n-ssi!ā
Y/N:Ā āWhat the hell, why so formal for?ā
The eyes of the once worn out Hoseok had been replaced by bulge and incredulity. He tightened his grip around you, lifting and jumping. You on the other hand, were gasping for air.
Hoseok:Ā āY/N IS HERE!!!!!ā
Two seconds later you here the loud thuds of footprints, Taehyung, Jungkook and Jinās chantingĀ āWHAT, WHERE!!?ā Steady yourself Y/N~ Breath now well you can...Ā
TaeJinJung:Ā āY/N!!!! Weāre really sorry!!ā
Y/N:Ā āIāll accept once you hug me!!ā
BOOM!!
The banging of heads and arms wrapped around you like vines and coconuts (āpun not intendedā). You smiled from ear to ear as you hear the raspy chuckles of Taehyung, Jungkooks breathy cries and Jin apologise as if he was spitting bars. Though your respiratory system struggled to gain access to oxygen, you all stayed like that for one more minute.
Y/N:Ā āWhereās Jimin?ā
Taehyung:Ā āUmmm...heās been down lately...becauseā
Jungkook:Ā āBecause, you know...Namjoon hyung.ā
Y/N:Ā āWhere is he? Itās not his fault....Where is he?ā
Hoseok:Ā āMine and his room.ā
Y/N:Ā āNgaaw my poor little mochi~ā
Y/N:Ā āJimin?ā
You gripped the handle and dragged it open like the Flash, you knew he would feel the worse. As you trailed inside you examined the way the bed and blanket moved as Jimin breathed. He was sleeping, but you had to make sure he was better now.
Y/N:Ā āJimin-ssi? Wake up~ā
Y/N:Ā āJimin-ssi! Wake up!ā
Jimin:Ā āJungkook, can you please leave, I feel sick thatās all.ā
Y/N:Ā āYah, are you saying I sound like a man!?ā
After realising that it was you, he flung himself up with complete astonishment, pouring his eyes out like streams.
Jimin:Ā āY/N! Y/N! IM SORRY! IM SORRY! Y/N!ā
Y/N:Ā āDonāt cry~ Itās okay~ā
Jimin:Ā āIām really sorry Y/n, I- I didnāt-ā
Y/N:Ā āItās not your fault~ I forgive you if itās bothering you.ā
Jimin:Ā āI didnāt know what to do. You mean a lot to me and Namjoon is like my brother. Iām sorry.ā
Y/N:Ā āMy arms are open.ā
Jimin launched onto you, causing both of you to tremble to the floorboards, he was the purest person you could ever encounter and you thank fate everyday that you were lucky enough to meet such a caring soul. Cute like always...
You all sat in the large lounge room, hearts growing fond by the longing separation. These boys were like family and they thought you like a sister, mother and best friend. You explained how university was a pain but the growing passion to succeed in medicine was largerĀ āIt is my last year, so Iām glad.ā They shared events with you as well. The times that they performed at the Billboard Ceremony and how they met western celebs and the collabs. Taehyung even offered to give you their numbers. It was great to have company and people who loved you but as much as you tried to push it away, you were still hurting more than anything.Ā
Reminiscing about your past relationship. How Namjoon would visit you in the middle of the night to steal a cuddle session or when you were studying late hours at night and he would throw you across his shoulders to take you for a night drive around Seoul so he could secretly stop you from overworking yourself. You were also imagining times in bed, hot sweaty skin, lips a mess but lovely.The way he was gentle with you, caressing every part of you like some sacred object, his sacred object. But what caused the most pain was your birthday.Ā
Namjoon:Ā āYou are so beautiful, you know that y/n? Iām so fuckin lucky to have you.ā
Y/N:Ā āReally?ā
Namjoon:Ā āYou serious? Of course, I want to spend the rest of my life with you, I want your children to be mine, I want us to be forever.ā
Namjoons eyes were filled with nothing but determination, and freshly picked petals of love. He was head over heels in love with you, the way you were clean and affectionate.
It grew silent until you burst, howling onto the ground. Curled into a ball, you let your tears roll off your cheeks,staining the carpet. The feelings and emotions all rammed back into. The boys hugged you, trying to contribute in someway.Ā
Yoongi:Ā āItās okay, cry as much as you want, you need to.ā
Yoongi rolled next to you, soothing the creases in the jacket you wore. Like Jimin, you threw yourself onto Yoongi as you poured every thing you had left bubbled inside of you.Ā
Yoongi: Fuck you Namjoon.
A/N: Hello I stayed up real late to do this, IN ONE SHOT!! But anyways if you want more of this....IDK ....Follow and Like?...Thanks And BYe






















