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5 of cups, emperor, king of swords, 3 of pentacles, temperance, death
You have either just gotten out of a relationship or you miss an ex. This could be an ex but it could also be a masculine family member or just someone masculine. This person was most likely authoritative, stable, independent, smart, strategic, maybe controlling and sharp with their tongue. It could also be an ex that misses you. Maybe you cut them off or they cut you off. Take it how it resonates. Could be someone from the past a failed situationship or something. Could be an air sign Gemini, Libra or Aquarius. This could also be you.
Focus on yourself, on your work, on making new friends, specifically work friends, follow your dreams and goals things youâre passionate about. Connect with other people. Let this whole thing die in order to let better things, opportunities, people and especially peace and harmony into your life. If you believe in spirit guides or ancestors watching over you and protecting you, connect with them and let them help you with letting go of that situation or person. Make peace with what happened and this ending. Let it die.
I hope you enjoyed this reading, take care love!âĄ
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4 of swords, magician, 2 of cups, 7 of pentacles, the moon, 10 of pentacles
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You might be feeling a little alone right now. Maybe youâre in a healing phase. You might be bored. Maybe youâre protecting yourself and your peace and that might make you feel a little lonely. You are grounding and rebalancing yourself right now. During this time you are manifesting a deep friendship or romantic relationship. A healthy balanced connection. Someone supportive. Someone that can fill your cup and you can fill theirs.
For this manifestation to come in, it will need growth and patience. What ever it specifically is that youâre manifesting, it will come true. But you need to focus on enjoying the adventure and focus less on the destination. You might still need to do some shadow work but that will be part of the adventure towards your goals, future dreams and manifestations. Itâs all part of it, the good, the bad, the difficult times, and the easy times.
You need to connect to your feminine side more. Itâs gonna take time for your manifestations to come in because youâre not supposed to fall for the wrong people or opportunities. Always trust your intuition. This could actually be about a dream you have, maybe you wanna work in a creative field? If this is about a career or a career âconnectionâ that youâre manifesting, it will most likely give you long term fame and/or stability! Youâll leave a legacy behind or inheritance for future generations. It could definitely make you famous. You could become a house hold name. Work towards it with patients, trust your intuition and enjoy the adventure! Donât focus too much on the destination. With patients and hard work it will come to you. Just keep a positive mind, things you are a manifesting will come true. Build that legacy! Money, money, money!
I hope you enjoyed this reading, take care love!âĄ
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queen of swords, hanged man, ace of cups, 6 of wands, ace of wands, the sun
You might feel stuck in your love life currently. Maybe youâre stuck on someone. Maybe youâre stuck in your love life because youâre detached, cold, uninterested and unapproachable? Being like that might be the reason you feel stuck and lonely in your love life. Maybe youâre too logical in love or too overprotective of yourself. You are basically limiting yourself or self sabotaging yourself honestly. Maybe youâre just taking a pause in love, reflecting, being logical, being patient, wanting to make the right decisions, avoiding any unnecessary romantic pressure and focusing on being independent. Maybe you just got out of a relationship? Maybe your past relationships kept you stuck? Maybe youâre a single mom? Take what resonates, doesnât have to be for everyone of course. Maybe youâre just not looking for love that could also be the case. But Iâm getting that this might make you feel a little lonely maybe? You donât wanna be fooled in love. One things for sure youâre absolutely not rushing into love. You might be getting over the past and healing.
Let go a little, be open, allow yourself to have fun and to play. Try to have a different perspective, allow yourself to make experiences and to learn. You donât have to be in long term relationships or commit to people. Just have fun, let loose, have flings, flirt, just pick someone you think is hot and try it. Anyone lol. Put your nicest dress on, show off your body, enjoy yourself, let go, date around, be more confident and carefree! Youâll feel so much better I promise. Youâll feel so much more confident, hot and playful. Youâll have a lot of people showing interest in you. Maybe they already are but you are just not open to it yet.
I hope you enjoyed this reading, take care love!âĄ
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PICK A CARD: your next little success worth celebrating
Hello and welcome to a new post of mine! This time I will give you some positive news that will come to you in the near future. I hope you like it and feel like your reading resonates with you!
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Your next little success worth celebrating is definitely something that happens on a social level, and it is actually something that you have been wanting to happen for a while even if you do not fully admit that to yourself. there seems to have been some sort of conflict between you and another person. This could be a friend, family member, maybe even someone you see more casually like a classmate or colleague. Whatever it was, it created this strange tension where things just do not feel normal anymore. It is not always a huge dramatic fight either, for some of you it was honestly something pretty small but it kept lingering in the air and now neither of you really know how to approach the other again. What is going to happen next though is that this situation will definitely soften. There will be some sort of moment where the energy between you shifts. It might be a conversation, but for some of you it might not even be a full conversation yet. It could just be a small interaction where you notice that the other person is not as cold anymore, or that they approach you in a way that feels a bit more open. And that moment is honestly the little success here, because it shows that the tension that was there is not permanent. Both you and this other person have actually been thinking about the situation more than you would like to admit. Neither of you liked how things ended or how awkward things became. But at the same time, both of you were also a bit stubborn about it, thinking the other person should maybe come forward first. Because of that it kind of stayed stuck for longer than it really needed to. The shift that is coming is definitely something that will make you feel relief more than anything else. It is not necessarily this huge emotional apology scene where everything gets explained perfectly. For some of you it honestly might just be a normal conversation again, as if nothing really happened. But that is exactly the point. The success is that the situation does not stay uncomfortable forever. You will notice that once that first moment happens, things will start to feel lighter again between you two. The way you interact becomes easier, the tension leaves the room a bit. And you might even realise that both of you were kind of overthinking the entire thing. So this success is small, but it is definitely meaningful. It shows that not every disagreement ruins something forever, and that people can move past things even if it takes a little while. And when that moment happens you will definitely feel that quiet relief of thinking âokay, this is finally normal again.â
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Your next little success worth celebrating is honestly just going to be a day where everything goes right. And that might sound like it is not a success because it is just a normal day, but it definitely is. Especially because lately it feels like things are either slightly stressful, tiring, or just not fully going the way you would want them to. So having a day where everything simply aligns well is definitely something worth celebrating. This is a day where you wake up and you actually feel rested. Not the type of rested where you technically slept enough hours but still feel tired, but genuinely rested. You will feel energetic pretty much the entire day and that alone is already something that makes the whole day feel way better. It is like your body is finally cooperating with you instead of constantly feeling a bit drained or distracted. During this day there is also definitely something small that goes well for you in terms of achievement. This could be something like getting a grade back that is way better than you expected, or receiving feedback from someone that is actually really positive. It could even be something small like finishing a task that you have been procrastinating for a while and realising it was not that hard after all. The thing itself is not extremely big, but it just adds to the feeling that the day is going well. Some of you might still feel like ââoh... is this it? Just a nice day?ââ, but this day is most definitely one that is so good that it just completely recharges you. Whatever you have been carrying with you, you are going to be able to let it go a bit more after this day. If you were worried about the future, this day will make you a bit more hopeful, if you were in a negative spiral, this day will help make it easier to get you out of it etc. This day is not just one about having little things that go well for you, this day is one that will help you with days further ahead. So do not feel sad when reading this, having hoped that your little success was going to be more impactful. Your little success is not just one specific thing in general, it is going to be a day full of little successes that all go your way, and you should see it this way as well. Not just this, these little successes have long-term effect and will do you well. See it as a bright day in a more rainy time in the year that will make you a bit more optimistic for the future ahead.
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Your next little success worth celebrating is definitely something you have been trying to finish for a while now. It is not something new that suddenly appeared in your life, it is something that has been sitting there for some time already. And every time you looked at it you kind of felt that little pressure again of âI still have to do thatâ. It is definitely one of those things that are not extremely big life changing achievements, but it has been sitting in the back of your mind long enough that finishing it will feel like a huge relief. For many of you this really looks like finishing something very literal. A book you have been reading for a long time, maybe one that you stopped halfway through and recently picked up again. Or an artwork you have been slowly working on, maybe one that takes a lot of patience and detail so it just naturally takes a long time before it is done. It could also definitely be something connected to education or work, like a paper, assignment, report, or project that has been stretching itself out longer than you expected. The thing about this success is that it is less about excitement and more about relief. When you finally finish it you will sit there for a moment and just feel that pressure leave your shoulders a bit. Because every time you thought about it before there was always this small stress attached to it, even if you tried to ignore it. It is almost like having something on a to-do list that you keep moving to the next day again and again. What is interesting here is that you are definitely closer to finishing it than you think. It might feel like there is still a lot left, but in reality most of the work has already been done. It is more the final push, the last bit of motivation that needs to happen. When you do finish this thing there might not be a lot of people around you celebrating it or even noticing it. But internally it will feel pretty big. Because you know how long it has been hanging over you. You know the little moments where you thought about it and felt slightly guilty for not finishing it yet. And once it is done you will probably look at it and think âthat really was not as impossible as I made it in my headâ. And that feeling alone is definitely worth celebrating, even if it is just you closing the book, submitting the assignment, or putting the final detail on the artwork and just sitting there for a second thinking finally.
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PICK A CARD: what type of creative outlet can aid you with your self-healing journey
Hello and welcome to this new post of mine! This time I will give you a reading on what type of creative outlet you can try out to possibly help you along with your self-healing journey.
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One creative outlet that would definitely help you a lot in terms of self healing is any type of art that involves flow rather than structure. things where you do not have to think about exact shapes, exact lines, exact meanings. think of things like watercolour, or even just mixing colours together on a canvas and letting it move where it wishes to go. The important part here is definitely not the result, but the feeling you have while doing it and what comes out of you while you do it. You are someone who sometimes has difficulty really knowing what you feel about something in the moment. It is as if things happen and you experience them, but the deeper layer of understanding your own emotions comes later, or sometimes not fully at all. It is not that you do not have emotions, because you definitely do, but you do not always process them while they are happening. Sometimes you even push them aside a little bit because it feels easier to just continue with your life rather than sit down with everything that is going on inside of you. Because of this, using art that flows and moves can help you understand yourself a lot more. When you are using watercolour or abstract painting you do not have to decide beforehand what exactly you are making. Instead you can think of a situation, or a time in your life, and just allow colours to come out in whatever way they wish. Maybe one moment you feel drawn to darker colours, another moment to something softer or lighter. None of this has to make sense logically, and that is actually the whole point of it. You might start painting something and realise halfway through that the colours you chose reflect emotions you did not even realise you had. Maybe anger comes out in sharp movements of your brush, or sadness shows in colours blending into one another without clear boundaries. This is something that can definitely happen for you because your emotions often sit a little bit under the surface until something allows them to come up.
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This pile is definitely about writing, but not in the way people always suggest when they talk about healing. I am not speaking of writing a diary or journaling your day to day feelings. A lot of you probably already tried that before and it did not help much, or you simply never felt comfortable doing it in the first place. For many people the idea of writing directly about their emotions feels forced, almost as if you are supposed to sit down and explain yourself in a very clear way when that is not actually how your mind works. So if you tried it and it did not work, that does not mean writing is not for you. It just means the way you tried it was not the way that fits you. What would actually help you more is writing stories. This can be anything really. It could be fanfiction, it could be a oneshot, it could be an entire book idea you slowly build on over time. The exact format does not matter much. What matters is that you allow yourself to create a world, characters, and situations that do not have to directly be you, even though parts of you will definitely appear in them. When people write stories they often add pieces of their real life into it without even noticing they are doing it. This does not always mean you copy paste a situation that happened to you exactly as it happened. Most of the time it is more subtle than that. Maybe a character feels the same frustration you once felt, or maybe they go through something that is rooted in an experience you had but it plays out differently. Because of this you are able to process what happened without having to relive everything exactly the same way again. That is very important for some of you because directly thinking about the past can be overwhelming. When you sit down and try to reflect on it in a very literal way it brings up all the same emotions again and then it does not really help you move forward. But when you turn those feelings into a story the distance between you and the experience becomes bigger. The character goes through it, not you, even though you know somewhere that it is connected to you. That small separation actually makes it easier to understand things.
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a creative outlet that would definitely help you with self healing is baking. this might not sound like something that would actually help with healing perse, because many people think creative outlets always have to be something like painting, drawing, writing poetry, things like that. But baking definitely counts as something creative as well, and for you it might even work better than those other things. There is something about baking that forces you to slow down a little bit and actually focus on what you are doing in the moment. Wiith baking you can choose whatever it is you wish to make and create. It can be something very simple, or something that is more of a challenge if you are feeling like doing that. Maybe you see a video somewhere of someone baking something that looks nice and doable, and you think to yourself that you could try that too. That is exactly the type of thing that would help you. When you bake you have to follow steps. You measure ingredients, mix things together, maybe let dough rest, maybe put something in the oven and wait. Your brain has to pay attention to these things because if you do not the recipe might not work out properly. And that is exactly why it works so well for self healing. When your brain has to focus on something like that it becomes harder for it to wander off into other places that you would rather not go. It is almost like giving your mind a small break without forcing it to do nothing. You are not solving problems or thinking about the future, you are just baking. It would also help if you put some nice noise on in the background while doing it. Maybe a movie you have already seen before, or a video that you do not really have to pay attention to that much. Something that is just there so the room does not feel completely silent. Then you just follow the recipe and go step by step. and even if the thing you baked does not turn out perfectly that does not actually matter. The point was never that it had to be perfect. The point is that for a little while your brain was allowed to relax and only focus on one thing. That alone can definitely be very healing, even if it might sound simple at first.
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PLEASE HELP ME SAVE MY DOG - SHE IS FIGHTING CANCER
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iâve never imagined myself asking for help like this - but i am in a very desperate and vulnerable state right now. whatever i am doing today, iâm doing it for my baby. i request you all to please read till the end and please hear me out.
my dog Junior is 9 years 7 months old, an indie dog who has been my family, my comfort, and my constant companion. she has been with me through my highs and lows, and has never once left my side. she has always loved me with the purest heart, and i have loved her the same.
Junior has been sick for a couple of months now (there has been this âgrowthâ in her stomach), and has been in-and-out of vet clinics, meeting over 3 doctors in that time frame. medications were prescribed and her diagnosis was unknown as doctors were unable to determine the issue she was facing. last friday, i called a vet home again and asked him to suggest medicines (again) for this âgrowthâ in her stomach as i wasnât seeing any improvements at all. in fact, her condition had become worse. the doctor prescribed medicines this time too and not even 2 days into changing her medication, Junior faced immediate consequences. her swelling increased and this âgrowthâ in her stomach grew twice in size and this concerned me very much. the medication prescribed on friday was supposed to reduce inflammation and bring down this âgrowthâ. instead, the complete opposite happened. (below is the attached images of how bad her âgrowthâ has progressed).
today, i noticed that her âgrowthâ had burst and blood was oozing out of that area.
i wasted no time, called an uber and rushed to the nearest hospital. upon thorough examination, the vet concluded that it was a mammary-gland-tumour that had grown over time and hence, her diagnosis was finally made. i am going to be honest, i am very disappointed in myself. i used to trust one hospital for my dogs care (i take care of 5 rescued indies), and looking at Juniorâs case, i shouldâve also tried reaching out to other hospitals to understand the cause of her âgrowthâ. me sticking to one hospital is my irresponsibility and i shouldâve consulted somewhere else too. this guilt is never going to leave me, and i hope Junior forgives me for my mistake.
now, the doctors have told that the tumour has to be surgically removed. unfortunately, the medical expenses for her hospitalisation, surgery, and treatment might not seem to be that high as compared to western countries but itâs quite significant here, and it has become difficult to manage everything on my own. iâve spent majority of my savings on her prior treatment, but this surgery demands more than what i can handle at the moment financially. thatâs why iâm reaching out and humbly asking for help.
right now, the vets have given her some steroids and sent samples for blood tests, and she is currently being hospitalised for 5 days. during these days, the doctors will try to bring down her inflammation so that it will be easy to remove the tumour.
i have already deposited a certain amount as per their policy, and hopefully this deposit will cover her 5-day-stay. however, her surgery costs about $110 - and even if you are able to donate a small amount, it would mean the world to us and every donation would go towards Juniorâs treatment and recovery. every contribution, no matter how small, will help give her a fighting chance.
if youâre unable to donate, please consider sharing this post so it can reach someone who might be able to help.
Junior is not just any dog to me - she is my child, my family, and my whole heart. i just want to do everything i can so that she can get through this. thank you for reading this and thank you for your kindness. please send your prayers and condolences to Junior.
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i will update you all in regards to her progress!! thank you so much everyone. your support truly means a lot! i am so very grateful for each and every one of you<3
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It is very much going to be something like love at first sight. I personally think that love at first sight is more so a recognition of attraction at first sight that may or may not grow into something more but thereâs going to be this adrenaline rush that youâll make them feel very early on, possibly even when they first meet you before you even share a conversation. Honestly, it seems very instant. Theyâll see you and you may or may not see them but theyâre going to feel that excitement, that pull towards you. Youâre going to seem fairly put together at all times and thereâs something about them observing you without interacting with you. Youâre going to appear to them as a more solid and mature person from a distance who they might find a bit hard to approach, possibly even quiet but when theyâll talk to you, their perception of you will shift in which theyâll see you to be more childlike and fun loving. Theyâre going to find it to be very fun to be around you and theyâre going to experience emotions that border on both excitement, and fear, like a tipping point between the two. This is probably not the right time for me to use this example but Iâd like to give a disclaimer that Iâm not doing so lightly and with insensitivity, itâs like their feelings for you will be the meeting point between adrenaline and adrenochrome, Iâm literally getting them being able to feel their heart beat faster, and something fluttering at a point that they canât even pinpoint - somewhere between their chest and stomach, and then feeling tingles on their shoulders and thighs when around you. The way theyâll feel towards you will be a bit overwhelming but theyâll enjoy all the hormonal rises and sensations. They wonât know what everything is going to lead to but theyâll be enjoying the present moment a lot, feeling like a dumb lovestruck kid. You know how attraction makes some people feel naive and act really young? Youâre going to bring out that side of them. I find this reading so cute, oh my god. Theyâre going to secretly look for and at you but it may be very discreet, and quick. Simply just seeing you is going to make them feel that rush in their veins and also an odd sense of comfort, and theyâre going to enjoy that sensation, that feeling. Youâre going to make them feel eased up as well as fueled up. For those of you who expose skin, your most preferred area might be shoulders, collarbones, etc. Theyâll desire you a lot and might see you with an off shoulder, no sleeve or halter top that exposes your upper body to them and they might have a hard time looking at you because of how it makes them feel. I keep on getting that their blood pressure will literally rise in your presence. I just heard âspecial kind of painâ, the term âpainâ in this context seems to be regarding how youâll strip them off their peace by making them feel so incredibly attracted to you, they are going to feel so many different sensations and emotions, theyâre going to get lost in thought a lot regarding you and you may not even be aware of it because one thing about you is that youâre very present in your body so you notice when someone is looking at you, and you might feel as though youâre not really catching their eye but little do you know that looking at you, being around you makes them feel such a rush that it is a bit repulsive. Youâre going to seem really grounded when around them, oddly composed which will be in stark contrast with their own sensations and emotions, and they might try to keep their distance from you but youâll be weighing heavily on their mind.
Iâm picking up on them acting really composed as well and reserved but the way theyâll see you is that you are grounded, and do not mind or care about their presence or absence because you are comfortable anywhere you are and everywhere that you are. While you are around people, youâre going to be very caring and in a grounded manner as in youâll be thoughtful enough to ask if those around you ate, if they received something that was their serve, etc. For example, if you guys are in an environment where youâre working together in some way and thereâs distribution of ice cream or juice, youâll ask if someone who entered the room received their share, and if they havenât, youâll try to look around to see if thereâs any left for you to give them. Youâll also have this comfortableness to you, it will feel as though youâre in your own body and adoring people, genuinely caring about them even when youâre scolding them or ordering them in some way? Almost as if youâre gentle parenting them. One thing about you is that you truly make an effort to take care of yourself and remain grounded, and try to function with maturity and groundedness as well as are inclined towards soul searching, and self improvement. You spend a lot of time thinking, some of you could even possibly be into reading or/and writing, and who you are in private is what makes you so grounded and mature externally, and youâll seem very comfortable at all times, no matter where you are or who youâre with, or without and thatâs going to be incredibly attractive to them. The thing about life is that change is the only constant and everything changes except change itself so naturally, us as humans cannot defy this law, and while many people are resistant to change, youâre going to be highly inclined towards it for your own betterment and they might not see it right away because Iâm getting that you wonât express it to them because Iâve been picking up on a bit of a communication gap right from the start but even without communication, they might get that vibe from you because who you are in private and what you do will inevitably show up publicly but it will become obvious, and theyâll be sure about it only as they get to know you better. Youâre going to have certain private thoughts about things they did and said. They may have possibly even displayed a bit of a defensive attitude towards you regarding something they believe in or stand for after something happened but you will not let it move you as in âdoes ___ look down on me because I was talking about it?â Instead, youâll remain grounded and will reflect over it, and take from it to learn and change for the better which you may or may not voice out to them but theyâll end up seeing. For example, you guys work together (just an example), if a coworker who does not possess the strongest work ethic blows up on your group for being sent somewhere for work or relaxation from the higher ups because of your high work quality in your recent project and you mention it to them, and they pull a âwell, itâs in the past, thereâs no point in digging it, I donât want to talk about it.â Instead of thinking âoh, do they dislike me for mentioning it?â Or âare they mad at me? Do they look down on me for speaking about a situation like that? For gossiping?â Youâre going to âIâm going to learn from this and learn how to process things internally, and let it go as well as not speak about situations in a gossipy manner.â Theyâre going to fall in love with you as a whole. Their initial attraction towards you will definitely play a part in why theyâll fall in love with you but the more theyâll get to know you, the more theyâll like you until they eventually fall in love with you. Actually, I donât think that the term âeventuallyâ is accurate here because theyâll fall in love with you pretty speedily just as theyâll be attracted to you pretty speedily but initially, thereâs going to be a communication gap or/and defensiveness.
Once you move past that, youâll both communicate in a manner that feels effortless and only further grows their attraction, respect, and fondness for you. Theyâre going to realise that you possess so much depth and have worked a lot on yourself, and value the right things in life. Also, youâre going to seem very comfortable and will be incredibly comfortable by, and with yourself and will be kind, genuine, and caring in a grounded manner in which you make sure that youâre taken care of as well and will have self reflected, and changed a lot to have gotten where youâre at and become who you are, and thatâs going to be a character trait of yours - self reflecting, soul searching and changing for the better, theyâre going to love that. Youâre going to have really profound thoughts because of how much you think so deep conversations with you will resonate with them on a deeper level, on a soul level, changing them as well. Where you may have made them feel really nervous and defensive, and they genuinely couldnât even really talk to you early on and only looked at you secretly or struggled with even doing so, over time, youâll make them feel enthusiastic to live life and engage with you. Youâll bring out a very childlike side of them, a very fun loving side and theyâll enjoy it. Youâll still make them nervous but it will be more so excitement than nervousness, the sensations will be the same, possibly even more intense but youâll have seduced them in a manner that will make them feel very comfortable with you, theyâll feel like itâs just the two of you when youâre around each other, youâll be in your own bubble and youâll touch them mentally, making them think, and changing them. Youâre someone who as mature as you are and as deeply as you think, and as intelligent and growth oriented as you are, and as much as you value the right things, youâre also just as attractive sexually. It could be anything - a more playfully sexual and flirty vibe, a more seductive one or a more promiscuous dressing style, or speech. No matter what, theyâll love everything, theyâll love the contradictions and the balance between different qualities of yours - maturity, simplicity, childlikeness, enthusiasm, zest, curiosity, priority of the right things, deep thinking, present living, comfortability in yourself and in every environment youâre in whether youâre alone or with other people, and the way you take care of yourself and others, are constantly growing, and the efficiency with which youâll be able to connect conversation wise. Also, one other thing that theyâll really like about you is the way you do not get caught up in the waiting game and live life wholeheartedly no matter where youâre at but how despite your zest, and enthusiasm, you enjoy and do not shy away from deep thinking as well as negative emotions, and instead use these as a catalyst for growth and change. I just heard that negative emotions, deep thinking, even being misunderstood and isolated by others is cathartic to you because of the way you experience, express, and grow through it.
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One of your quirks is your inability to make minor decisions. If youâre brought to a departmental store and asked to pick something to drink - milkshake, juices, etc. Youâll genuinely be overwhelmed and wonât be able to make up your mind or at least, youâll not be able to voice out a choice confidently even if you have something in mind. Itâs almost as if your mind goes blank and you donât know what you like anymore, what you usually drink and prefer xD. Your future spouse will find this to be extremely adorable about you because youâll just look up at them for approval or to choose for you because you genuinely just donât know. Theyâre going to daydream about you a lot and will find you to be incredibly adorable yet confusing. There will be so many different sides to you that they wonât know to pick and choose from, and even you wonât pick and choose what to be, what to express, and what to be seen as. Youâre going to just be yourself even if itâs confusing for others because of how many different sides of yourself you display and theyâre going to find that to be incredibly attractive. âThereâs nothing to prove when you know yourselfâ is the kind of energy that Iâm getting from you. One of your traits is going to be your more soft personality. The way you present yourself, you are going to be very mindful of not violating other peopleâs boundaries or making them feel dominated. Instead, youâll act almost submissive in the way you present yourself and that will make it easy for people to sort of push onto you. Theyâll meet you when youâre still a doormat? đIâm sorry if that was too blunt but Iâm getting that you tend to mind your own business and donât try to assert yourself upon anyone but others tend to take it as a weakness, and try to walk all over you and dominate you. Iâm picking up on it being more so groups of people doing this to you rather than just one or two people. It will confuse them as to why you tolerate such things at all but the thing is, even if it bothers you, it wonât really bother you? Youâre not going to be too ego driven so when people will push onto you, youâll see it as more of a âthemâ thing than a âyouâ thing. You wonât even fully register peopleâs mistreatment of you because you seem to possess a really underdeveloped ego and understanding of it but theyâll like how you arenât as try-hard as other people. Youâre going to be attacked by people but wonât try to wrong others yourself or assert yourself onto them and will frankly struggle to deal with such situations efficiently i.e. you wonât stand up for yourself because you wonât even fully understand whatâs going on but thatâs exactly how youâll deal with it efficiently, youâll be rising above it all. Also, another thing is that your future spouse will likely have many options but out of everyone, youâll be the least interested in trying to assert yourself and win them over. You wonât try to fight for them or the connection, or anything of that sort. Instead, you will seem almost defensive towards them and indecisive about them, and that will confuse them because theyâre likely used to people giving into them fairly easily while youâll seem so unassertive yet will not allow them to assert themself onto you but despite the way you wonât be allowing them to infiltrate your mind and your life, and will not be giving into them, you also wonât seem too defensive. Honestly, youâll seem almost unaffected but at the same time, you will seem slightly defensive and guarded but it will still be in a defenseless way i.e. you will still seem open but hard to reach and get through to, to win over, just unaffected to put it plainly and you wonât show any drive to try to impress them, show yourself to them or fight for them, or the connection. Theyâll not be able to understand you but theyâll enjoy the mystery and confusion.
Theyâll be one of those people who is so confused about you that they want to discover more about you and when they try, theyâll realise that internally, you have a very strong character, possess a very strong mindset especially and have a crazy solid cut off game. Wait, I think I finally have a way to explain the feeling Iâve been trying to express but have been unable to. So, one thing about you is that youâre a truth seeker and very reasonable. You have always been this way. You do not like lies. In fact, lack of honesty and the feeling of being deceived in any way, even as a joke, youâve never taken it well ever since you were a child. You probably possess a duality in which you have a strong enough mind to be extremely straightforward and direct as well as very well spoken, and witty. You are focused on your own integrity as well as mental energy, keeping it clean and strong so you do not focus on people exerting themselves on you aggressively. Itâs not like you donât realise or are dumb, you do realise to some extent but donât let otherâs actions and emotions weigh on you because you prioritise your own mind, character, and well-being too much for that but internally, you protect yourself by having a very thick skin, by fighting off the thoughts that make you feel weak because obviously if groups of people are attacking and belittling, it will unsettle you. Youâre going to be the living embodiment of the saying âgentle people are the strongest.â It will require so much courage to be as soft as you are but youâll do it so well. However, because internally youâll possess sharp intelligence and reasoning, as well as desire for, and willingness to see the truth and will have strong boundaries internally even if externally, you act more meek and gentle in presentation of yourself, theyâll get glimpses of that side of you or at least the feel of it as theyâll clash onto the armour that youâve built around yourself whenever theyâll try to push themself onto you. You will seem unaffected but theyâll be able to see who you truly are past your more soft and gentle exterior but itâs more so going to be in glimpses, and theyâll be able to pick up on how bothered you are by their tactics if you donât agree with them even though you do not voice it out directly and even if you are bothered, youâll not let it bother you instead because of your decisiveness internally, your firmness internally, theyâll feel more of a vibe shift i.e. you growing even more indifferent to them. Over time, youâll grow more into yourself and confidently so i.e. even externally, youâll seem like a clear thinker with strong boundaries who will not take any bullshit and knows themself, and cannot be fooled. One thing about you is that youâll seem to know what you want at some point and even initially, even if you donât know enough to know what you want, and what you donât want, youâll know how to not accept what doesnât feel right to you because youâll possess fairly strong reasoning skills. Also, when theyâll talk to you, you will say things that will really stimulate their mind because it will seem as though you have values and morals, and possess a certain firmness that most people these days donât. I just heard that youâll operate via a set of rules and you will not ask for approval for them or even feel the need to voice it out to others, you will simply just live by them internally despite seeming very gentle, soft and meek on the surface đ. Youâre going to be a bit judgemental not gonna lie but the thing is, youâre also going to be principled and youâre not going to try to make other people feel lesser than you for not living the way you do, in fact, youâll try to avoid doing so especially during your early years because despite your best efforts, you will trigger people left or right but over time, youâll not care who feels how because of you and how they try to belittle you because youâll have dealt with it enough, and will only be concerned with living your own life well and with integrity.
âAm I judgemental because Iâm principled or am I principled because Iâm judgemental?â Youâll actually make the effort to think about yourself and your own behaviour rather than falling complacent, and not correcting yourself at all. Due to how principled you yourself are and how you try to correct yourself, and live well, with integrity, youâll not put up with behaviour that is not up to your standards and taste. Youâre also going to value intelligence and mental stimulation, and conversation in a partner because youâll look to learn and teach to the right people, to become more virtuous, moral, and wise. Another thing is that you will take things personally but also not, as in, if something goes down in your friend group that makes you doubt their loyalty, priorities and character, you will assess well, and will choose to drop them if you feel like itâs not worth it to maintain a friendship with them because of lack of similar values. One of the reasons that youâre confusing is also going to be because youâre highly self assured and will not fight with people despite not being afraid of confrontation, youâll know how to make decisions, and just go through with them without seeking external validation even if you yourself are not sure about them yet because you operate through your values, not emotions and sentiments. In fact, youâll often avoid talking about situations with people unless you know that theyâll agree with you because you will not want anyone or anything to change your mind, not that itâs possible anyway đđ. Due to how firm you are in your character and loyalty, you will value loyalty, and will not vibe with anyone who seems to be ignorant and not on your team when required of them so youâll cut them off taking their actions personally but youâll take it personally as in âtheyâre not the people for meâ rather than hating on them for the rest of your life for not being what you wanted and needed them to be. All of your nuances - your indecision, your unassertiveness, your integrity, your intelligence, your cut off game despite your unassuming and soft, unguarded outer appearance, your sensitivity but also your firmness in dealing with situations that hurt you without drowning in it and making a mountain out of a molehill, the way that youâll look up at them like a puppy with an innocent expression on your face. All of this is what will make them fall in love with you.
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Your future spouse is going to find you to be extremely attractive, both on the outside and on the inside. Iâm picking up on an instant attraction on their part but the more that theyâll get to know you, the more that it will grow. So youâre going to be someone who is very comfortable with yourself and you will value being treated with care, and being comfortable wherever youâre at so while trying to make sure that youâre comfortable, youâre going to end up doing so for others too. Youâre someone who will not feel good when withholding love because you enjoy experiencing it, itâs a big part of who you are and you will know how to experience it unconditionally, in the present moment by then so because of how youâll be vibrating in the highest energy i.e. love, youâre going to be extremely magnetic. Thereâs this thing in which, who you are on the inside is out for others to see and feel, and because of that, you appear more physically attractive because all you are is love and warmth, and that makes others feel loved and warm, and so they end up loving you and treating you warmly, and with respect. You know what Iâm getting? You radiate a white, almost golden light, a halo but one that is surrounding you, one that comes off of you and wraps around everyone who comes close to you. It provides bliss to those around you. You know how to make people feel at home and loved, and you donât even have to try, you naturally radiate this kind of energy without having to try at all. âEffortlessly loving, effortlessly loved.â Your personality is epic and youâre so charismatic, you appear to be the best looking person to those around you even if you do not fit into beauty standards. I do get that most of you are very physically attractive regardless of what you look like though but dear, your essence, your energy, your character, your personality is what makes you divine and hence, beautiful. You genuinely appear physically attractive to others because of your soul, your energy, your personality. I donât even know how to explain it because itâs not a case of âoverlooking your appearance because of your stellar personalityâ thing but more so that no matter how physically attractive you are, you look even more physically attractive and in a close to divine manner, one that evokes emotion, and admiration kind of way? Iâm being brought to Aphrodite and how she supposedly appeared like the physical ideal of whoever looked at her so she was literally the most beautiful being everyone ever saw but in your case, itâs more like yes, you are the most beautiful person they have ever seen and you do appear to be their ideal but instead of their eyes perceiving you as their ideal, whatever you are, whoever you are is such a moving force that you are just⌠everyoneâs ideal. Your future spouse is going to be completely taken by you. Youâll be their kind of woman and theyâll genuinely believe that thereâs only one of you in the world so theyâll have their heart, and mind set on you and youâll just take over them completely. This quality of yours is going to be very basic to you as in, youâll be used to taking over people with your love, energy and warmth, and yes, beauty but youâll only get more and more beautiful each second that theyâll know you because you just are that way, thereâs so much beauty to every aspect of you, itâs almost like youâre too good to be true because of how high vibrational you are. Your world is going to be utterly beautiful and full of love, your inner world i.e. and hence, your outer world, your very self will express it and gosh, theyâll be able to see just how loving, loved, admired, adored, everything you are, and theyâll know that others are taken by you too, that they find you to be utterly beautiful as well and honestly, with an energy like yours, why would they not fall in love with you? Itâs not just your energy, itâs your entire being, your appearance, mind, spirit, emotionality, all of it, youâre just beautiful to your very core.
Actually, you are beautiful beyond your core, your beauty can be felt in the atmosphere, everywhere youâre present. Itâs just such a divine and beautiful energy, I donât think that Iâm even being able to describe it properly but I promise, Iâm trying my best here đ. Imagine this, someone walks in and thereâs a certain warmth that envelops the room, itâs almost as if they possess a golden white light that is radiating off of them causing them to stand out from everyone and the more you interact with them, the more you feel one with them, the more you feel integrated into this light, this warmth and you only want more, and more of it and the more you indulge, the more beautiful the other person appears, and itâs not an illusion or anything of that sort, they genuinely do look more beautiful. Thatâs you. Your future spouse is going to be insanely attracted to you and itâs not going to be a small crush. Theyâll be smitten, in fact, theyâll be completely taken by you right away and when theyâll see your actions, and your choices reflect your values, theyâll like you even more. Despite how attractive and loving you are, youâre going to be on a pedestal. Many people, despite being attracted to you, will not feel comfortable enough to come forth to you romantically because theyâll respect you too much for that. Youâre going to be extremely good at connecting with people and due to how present youâll be, youâre going to be a joy to be around, and people will feel incredibly attracted to you because thereâs going to be emotional and mental resonance there. You will know not to make anyone feel less or more than you but despite that, youâre going to be a very private person and will be stingy with true emotional connections, and investments. I donât think that âstingyâ is the right word actually. You are going to be very open to people and will love wholeheartedly but you are going to keep certain things of value to yourself, being very picky with who gets it. Also, another thing is that despite being very loving to everyone, you do not sell yourself short. You will know your own value, your own values and will choose accordingly, where to invest your energy, and emotions and especially, where not to. Youâre not going to hesitate to pull your emotional investments back and keep to yourself if youâre put in a humiliating or hurtful situation. You will not compromise with yourself, you will not play about yourself. You are going to be very good at making good decisions and thatâs going to be because youâll value yourself the most. Youâre going to know that the end all be all is you and will center all your decisions around yourself, your well-being, values, who you are and want to be so you will be quick to remove people from your life, and pull back into yourself when something makes you feel as though you would have to compromise yourself, your emotions or/and your values. You will genuinely feel as though youâre betraying yourself so youâll have no choice but to do what you have to for the highest good. No wonder youâre so respectable and admirable as well as just have such a great energy, personality, and character, you have no tolerance for situations and people that try to pull you away from yourself. You like yourself too much for that. Despite how good you are at pulling your energy back out of self respect, you do not take anything personally and will not let it shake you for too long. Instead, you will look at negative thoughts and emotions as something to eliminate, and work with in order to make concise decisions as well as act with more alignment to your own values rather than something to drag you down and make you break or lose your character. You are focused on keeping your life comfortable, abundant, full of love and remaining high vibe so anything that does not align with that, it automatically gets removed from your life or something happens that forces you to remove it. âVibration so high, all the bullshit falls off my reality by itself.â
You are still going to have compassion for the people involved but you wonât let that compassion move you negatively and honestly, once your perception of people changes, as much as youâll still be compassionate, it will be more about you, and your own character than about them. You will still be respectful and grateful for everything shared together but not sentimentally, and will be acting like the bigger person because you will know that you kind of are the bigger person. For example, if during a situation when you really needed your friends, they excluded you or ignored the obvious mistreatment towards you, you will be angry as your perception of them will change but you will almost feel bad for them for not having a backbone and the same values as well as as strong of a character as you, for not functioning with as much love, and courage as you do but youâll let things go in peace. Over time, you wonât resent them, youâll just look at the situation as you simply just wanting a more even partnership and functioning with self respect, not wanting to be pulled away from yourself or betray yourself, and wanting to exert your energy and resources onto the right things, situations, and people. âIf youâre always having to be the bigger person, maybe you should stop surrounding yourself with small people.â You are so respectable. You know your own values, your worth, what you want out of life and what you provide so you are unwilling, and frankly unable to put up with mediocrity and lack of mutual respect, and value. If you feel like the people in your life would not do what you would for them, you do not hesitate to settle the dynamic and make it even. You value whoever values you but youâre very openly loving and do not hold back on love so initially you give love freely, itâs just that over time, you decide whether or not itâs valuable to have people in your close circle and constantly pour into them. People close to you are blessed to have you, you do not reserve anything for a âromantic partnerâ or anything of that sort, the way you love is very undefinable, youâll love them just as a mother cares for her child, just as a lover cares for their lover, youâre protective, you hold onto them and take care of them, youâre unwilling to let them be in situations that are troublesome, youâll bend over backwards for them if you have to so it is also going to be the kind of love that an older brother holds towards their sister. Youâve always been a giver but even if someone isnât in your close circle, they will still receive your love and warmth when youâre around them, itâs just that they do not receive your time and availability as much as those in your close circle but they still enjoy, and receive a lot from you when theyâre in the same environment because youâre very inclusive and openly giving, and loving. How could your future spouse NOT fall in love with you? đ¤ˇđťââď¸
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Your future spouse is going to see you as being confusing but real and extremely bratty. Iâm picking up on you petulantly turning your face away from them and back to them with your arms crossed across your chest but being open to revealing whatâs bothering you once they push you enough, and try to romance you a bit xD. One thing that your future spouse is going to think is that you tend to struggle with people and are often more alone because of how real you are, and how much realness you prefer. You arenât a very go with the flow person is what your future spouse will think, theyâll see you to be someone who consciously likes to choose and hence, narrow down possibilities of what could happen especially negatively. However, I keep on getting that theyâll also see you to be indecisive. This is one of my favourite things about doing future spouse and self readings, things tend to be more complex, and contradictory but that is life itself, that is what people are like, yin and yang, none of us are completely black, and white, nothing in life is, everything is a shade of grey even though not fifty xD. Youâre either already or will have grown to become a very loving and nurturing person who is very abundant, and shares that abundance outwardly. Almost like a grandmother who shares sweet treats or bakes a pie for those she loves but youâre also going to be absolutely unwilling to accept anything less. Youâll believe that you deserve to be treasured and treated like a queen, and youâre not going to go about it in a petty manner, youâll have maturity and will deserve to be treated with maturity, consideration, care, love, and gentleness because youâre able to offer it too. In fact, because thatâs just who you are. Youâre going to have a very realistic mindset i.e. that you will care for and love the other person, and thereâs going to be a lot of respect and that you deserve the very same. Softness, comfort, gentleness, care, love and respect are going to be basic things that you will require, and will provide to the other party. Youâll not have this weird fantasy of someone chasing after you even if other people like you or youâre not interested in them and you falling for them because of the way they treat you, instead, when youâre single, youâll seem a bit hard to approach or deal with because youâll know what you want and youâll be the type to consciously choose someone as driven, and passionate as you and someone who can actually handle you because you do have a tendency to be a little haughty at times, and bratty as fuck ofcourse. Theyâll think that you tend to abandon people and situations easily, cutting through confusion, even if it causes you to be alone because you believe that you deserve gentleness, love, consideration, and do not like to have to experience negative emotions and thoughts even if youâre prone to it. Your future spouse is going to see you and the relationship to possess a duality. In fact, âtripalityâ would be a more accurate term to use. Youâre going to be someone whoâs been alone for quite a bit and is more reserved especially emotionally when something will occur socially or at work because that will happen, youâll sometimes feel extremely left out by people, even ridiculed by them, even if youâre troubled, youâre going to try to keep your feelings to yourself and deal with them by yourself, trying to gain clarity.
Thatâs one of the things that theyâll not like about you, a relationship is supposed to be teamwork making dreamwork but youâre going to try to deal with things by yourself, theyâll just really want to be there for you, but theyâll also find it to be really admirable, the way you cut past illusions or without doing so, make the choice that is the most favourable for you. Youâre not going to be one to stay in confusion for too long. Youâre not going to fuck with doubts and people treating you weird, youâll never talk to them again unless you absolutely have to, and even so, youâll keep to yourself and maintain sanity. Theyâll love how high of a regard you hold yourself to and how much you love, and respect yourself and theyâll also feel flattered that you do not get rid of them despite having low tolerance for other people. Youâre both going to be extremely possessive of each other because youâll both be consciously choosing each other and thereâs going to be no one for you besides each other but thereâs going to be a tendency towards paranoia from both parties. Despite valuing comfort and love, youâre going to be the type to stick with them through thick, and thin and will love them even on days when theyâre unable to do much for you, and vice versa which will only cause you both to feel even more passionately and possessively towards one another. Youâre the whole package in every sense of the word or so your future spouse will think. Youâre going to have a tendency to act bratty like I said earlier, sometimes, itâs going to be something more mature i.e. you act mad but you express your emotions to them and make up with them once they try to get you to talk, and sometimes petty petty i.e. they literally cannot win with you because youâre absolutely unwilling to cooperate and yes, sometimes it will be a bit more playful i.e. you simply being a drama queen but at other times, itâs going to be a real issue because youâll be acting the way that youâll be acting out of insecurity and negative emotions, and thoughts that youâre literally being unable to let go of. The good thing is that at least youâll be expressing these issues to them, though not healthily as it will still be something that keeps you connected because youâll not have to deal with these emotions and matters alone, all by yourself, and theyâll be there to ease it for you and reassure you time and time again. Your future spouse is going to find it a bit funny, the way that you decisively cut people out of your life without even having a conversation with them when they treat you weirdly because you know you deserve better and you do not voice it out to them that strongly or even if you do, you let the matter go after a conversation, or two but with them, even if youâre fighting about the same thing for a thousandth time and itâs ridiculous, youâre still unwilling to let go of them, and vice versa. Your relationship is going to be very ride or die in nature according to your future spouse, youâre going to be unwilling to leave each other no matter what even though, thereâs going to be a tendency towards paranoia, fighting and intensity - both the negative, and the positive sort due to possessiveness. Your relationship is going to be one in which thereâs a presence of unconditional love and a bit of blindsidedness to each otherâs faults. In fact, I wouldnât say that itâs blindsidedness. Youâre going to have possessiveness, fears, paranoia, etc. be very present in your relationship out of passion and intense, and overwhelming love. Youâre both going to be unable to imagine a life without each other so itâs like, youâll be very possessive of each other and demanding, and so youâll have fights and act bratty with each other, it doesnât have to be toxic all the time though sometimes, it will be but itâs mostly going to be a bit more childish i.e. something that adds more passion into the relationship and itâs not going to be something that either of you are going to move away from i.e. this thing will be your dynamic, and not something âmake or breakâ you know?
To explain it plainly, when youâll be possessive, youâll be angry and will have a fight but theyâll reassure you, and youâll continue fighting but theyâll hold you with love even if theyâre still running their tongue and theyâll still be expressing their love for you, and telling you that they chose you and will always choose you, and youâre going to end up melting into them and vice versa, and despite it being intense, it will be natural to you and not something insanely toxic, though definitely not healthy, and can be toxic at times. Theyâll think that you both have started wanting and needing each other so much, and thereâs such an intense desire and love that fighting, and expression of angry and negative thoughts, and emotions is just normal, itâs going to be a part of your intimacy, a part of your relationship but the thing is, itâs not going to take from the âloveâ and beautiful parts of your relationship. Your love and comfortable, nurturing, and gentle moments will overpower this negativity even if itâs just a 51 vs. 49 kinda deal. Youâre both going to see ugly sides of each other and love each other anyway. âUnconditionallyâ by Katy Perry keeps on coming through for how theyâll see your relationship. Codependency is not a good thing but itâs not as bad as people make it seem either. The truth is that if we are in personal relationships, to some extent, we will inevitably depend on each other whether we want to or not. The closer we get to see someone, the more we are exposed to the uglier sides of them. Your relationship is going to be (according to them) one in which, they see your insecurities, your uglier sides, your fears, your negative thoughts and emotions, and you when youâre being extremely overwhelmed and in turn overwhelming them too a bit but they love you unconditionally, and are a grounding force for you because they validate your emotions and deal with them even if it is overwhelmingly negative. Thereâs going to be this thing in which, theyâll love you because youâre complex, because youâre passionate, because you experience rightful anger, because youâre real, because of all that makes you you, including the anger and the way you get rid of people. Theyâre going to love you a lot and youâll know it, theyâll put up with your anger even without proper apologies having to be said, and vice versa. Theyâll know just how much you love them because theyâll be the one person who you will be outspoken with or express your anger, fears and ugly sides to even if you feel guilty instead of just cutting them out of your life like you do with everyone else. No matter how tough you may act, youâll be a baby to them. Theyâll possess a lot of love and consideration, and forgiveness will come along with it. Some of you may have had some issue with women or your mother, or emotions and nurturing while growing up or throughout your life but theyâre going to love you so much, theyâll make up for all that you lacked or missed out on. The way theyâll love you is going to be so deep, I apologise if I was unable to express it well. Listen to the song though, thatâs the closest that it can be explained. Thereâs going to be extreme acceptance for both parties and so much love, and consideration causing even the most negative emotions, thoughts and energies to be benevolent within the relationship. Despite how much negativity and toxicity was coming through individually, and in the context of the relationship itself, I keep on getting that the relationship is going to be one of love and all of the negativity, once touched with love is going to only further strengthen it.
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Your future spouse is going to see your relationship as something that is thriving because you both have invested a lot into it. However, what theyâre going to like about you as well as themself and the relationship itself is your inability as well as unwillingness to fall complacent. Both parties in this situation are going to be the type to pause and examine what is, and isnât working out in your relationship and try to do better as individuals, and as partners. Theyâre going to see you as someone whoâs worked hard to become who you are and as being a highly principled person who is present, and true to themself and undergoes moments that are a bit extreme in nature but that even if such things shake you up internally, you do not let them get to you too much externally and yes, your mood might seem visibly off externally but you still donât let such situations, and emotions dictate your actions too much and that even internally, you swallow whatever negativity comes your way in order to further strengthen yourself. One thing that I find to be extremely beautiful is the faith that theyâll possess in your marriage, theyâre going to see your relationship as something that is deeply grounded and reliable. Theyâre going to want to provide the best for you and theyâll know that you hold the same sentiment too. Let me just get this out of the way, thereâs always been a lot of villainisation of women who are highly independent and know what they want. If youâre someone who is highly principled, responsible, ethical and a provider in whatever way you can be so your standards are high, and while they may seem unrealistic to others, theyâre very realistic to you because you naturally are that way, you shouldnât have to lower your standards for yourself or others especially someone you are supposedly going to form an intimate relationship with. Iâm getting that you donât want to have to train a partner or anything. You want a partner whoâs naturally so inclined towards self improvement that theyâd make a good person in general and a fit partner for you, and another thing is that even if you were to lower your standards, youâd not be able to be well matched with anything lesser than this because the way you are, itâs almost as if youâd end up emasculating the other person. If you think about it carefully, youâre everything that a dream man is supposed to be and possibly even more so only someone whoâs deeply grounded in their masculinity, and character can be with someone like you because only then would there be a match. We are looking at this from your future spouseâs perspective so please keep in mind that theyâre going to see whatever Iâm writing. Theyâre going to think that youâre someone who is highly grounded and knows what they want, and stubborn and passionate, and yes, you will have a bit of a tendency towards directness in speech too but theyâll think that you have a solid character and are highly principled, and youâre going to be someone whoâs constantly improving themself and theyâll love you for all that you are, and everything that you do and especially everything that you require within a partner for basic resonance without categorising you as being too much or having unrealistic standards. You are going to be loved for being passionate, outspoken, having high standards, holding yourself to them and maintaining them, and all your wisdom and maturity, and groundedness and seriousness without being made to feel too much. Theyâll love you for your qualities rather than despite them. With someone like you, itâs important that you have a partner whoâs always on an upward trajectory so that they can keep up with you or so your future spouse will think but overall, theyâll see your relationship to be very passionate and grounded.
Theyâll have so much faith in you and your relationship that theyâre going to know not to let your relationship fall apart when things come about because theyâll have to hear it from you, theyâll really value your side of the story and I strongly get that itâs going to mean a lot to you. Youâre someone who tends to experience extremes in life in terms of opinions and the thing is, youâre so focused on maintaining your own character, and integrity that you donât care to or even when you try to, youâre often not heard out and people often try to or outnumber you naturally because you also seem like someone who can hold their own so people often do not even try to support you or theyâre not able to do so as much as you would like. In many ways, youâre highly misunderstood despite having a very grounded character and so your future spouse is going to be unwilling as well as naturally unable to do that to you. Itâs going to be great to have someone who naturally has so much faith in your character. Another thing is that birds of the same feather flock together and youâre attracted to what youâre naturally in alignment with, and in this case, theyâre going to want to become a better person, a better man (if you belong to the majority of my audience which is full of straight women but take it as it resonates) so theyâre going to feel really blessed to have ended up with someone like you who makes them better everyday, more of a man or woman and inspires them to maintain a certain standard in their life, and character. Theyâre going to see the both of you as a stabilising force in each otherâs lives and also as having insane loyalty towards each other, and understanding of each other. Both of you deal with people jumping to conclusions about you or not supporting you when crisis occurs and partially, itâs because you both seem perfectly capable of dealing with things by yourself but having someone who is there for them without them having to ask and someone who they give the same to is going to be such a blessing to them. Especially when it comes to connections and socialisation, when things fall apart, both of you have had to let go of friends because they lacked the backbone to support you in any way at all at some point or various points in your life and in fact, many times, due to how threatened people tend to feel by both of you, âfriendsâ have turned against you and supposedly randomly, and there was a lack of call out from the rest of your friends so things ended and yes, both of you tend to handle such situations really well when they come about but when with each other, thereâs going to be someone there with you during such moments and theyâll greatly appreciate you for that, and will want to support you and be your strength too. Theyâre going to see you as being a very present and positive person because youâve built yourself, your mindset and your life with so much effort, and hard work that youâre unwilling to let anything pull you out of it and theyâre going to be the same way so whenever something occurs in either of your lives, the other person is going to be there for them while highlighting the positives of the situation, reassuring that it will be over soon because there is nothing that lasts permanently after all and that includes pain, and sorrow as well and thereâs going to be composure as well as healthy experience, and expression of negative emotions within your marriage is what theyâll think. Youâre both going to be tough people externally. I just heard âyou lose when you lose your composureâ, youâre going to be the type to not show youâre struggling or give into anger, or negative emotions socially and publicly, the thing is that due to your own containment and the way you guys have a big energy, it will be obvious when youâre low but youâll not be expressing it by acting out of control.
When you get home though, you might have a breakdown or you may not sometimes and vice versa but the other person is going to be an active listener regardless, and extremely present. If theyâre hurting, youâre not just going to up and go about your routine, and activities, youâll stay there, wait for them to talk if they want to and will offer them water, and will hold onto them affectionately or just stay there, trying to offer support and the thing is, despite how firm and strong theyâll be to the entire world, youâll bring out that soft side of them that will express what is hurting them and what theyâre struggling to move past but even so, theyâre still going to voice it out wisely i.e. âI know that Iâll get over it soon and plus just the way a muscle needs to be torn to be built stronger, the brain and spirit does too. I just need to feed myself positive thoughts and lessons during this time so that I can come out stronger, and more wise.â Youâre both going to have a similarity of character in this respect. Youâre going to have a very respectful and respectable character but will also be very affectionate, and childlike in your persona but also mature. Someone playful and fun loving but wise, and affectionate and childlike but mature, and grounded. When youâll undergo such moments, youâll come home and have a breakdown, and theyâll literally wipe your tears off your face and will be unwilling to let you deal with things on your own. Ofcourse, if they have work, theyâll have to get back to it soon but theyâre going to see you as a priority that causes them to leave everything aside just for your well-being. Theyâre going to feel very protective and almost paternal towards you, and will honestly want to keep you safe from such experiences but obviously thatâs not possible so theyâll be there for you but one thing that you can expect from them is extreme loyalty and to stand up for you to others, and that includes getting mad for you if thereâs flakiness in your environment. Theyâre going to think that your relationship makes them more responsible and dutiful but also more childish because they end up having an attitude of âIâll handle it laterâ regarding work, and routines if it means being there for you emotionally or spending more time having fun with you (including sexually unless youâre asexual). Theyâre often going to end up having to rush things or work late because of how busy they were with you earlier but theyâll not regret it one bit despite the stress and regret when theyâre having to overwork. Well, they will regret it but since they enjoyed their time with you, theyâll also not? Theyâll value how ambitious, principled, purehearted and loving you are, all the qualities that tend to make you âtoo muchâ to others will be treasured by them. Theyâll see you to be the whole package and so much more. I love this for you.
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Your future spouse is going to see your relationship as something that makes them feel deeply and passionately, and in ways that they cannot really contain. There are many cards that point towards honesty, guilt and justice being served. In many ways, theyâre going to feel like you bring out the worst in them because while usually, they may be more controlled, with you, they might end up expressing anger more strongly without much control so there might be guilt about that but theyâll be willing to take accountability for their own actions and youâll also be the same way. Iâm picking up on something very specific, during the initial stages of your relationship, theyâre going to be more of the soft and understanding sort within the relationship, and will be highly controlled but in many ways, theyâll lack emotional intelligence and will end up upsetting you, and you being as passionate as you are and also having them test your temper will end up going down on them, and itâs not exactly going to be healthy because youâll not have the healthiest relationship with your own anger and will not understand the direction, purpose, and reason for it causing you to feel guilty for it. Over time, theyâll grow a lot of anger towards you while youâll grow a lot of softness towards them and so some sort of dynamic that youâll have grown used to will be broken. Youâll have a major soft spot for them because theyâll present themself to you as this very understanding, emotional and soft person but theyâll get mad at you over time because of the way you express your anger to them, and will end up changing the dynamic by not acting the way they used to anymore. The energy is very much giving âthey just changedâ or âthey were very cruel at the end of the relationship, itâs like a switch had flippedâ vibes. Honestly, for some of you, you might meet this person while youâre still fairly young or when your reasoning skills arenât that good yet because Iâm almost getting a feeling of you not understanding your own feelings, theyâll feel the same way too so you wonât understand your anger towards them and vice versa. I think what will have been happening is that just like everyone, theyâll be trying to put their best foot forward with you in the relationship, presenting their best side but at some point, theyâll end up revealing their âtrue sideâ to you, one thatâs angry and honestly, slightly cruel. Honestly, I wouldnât be surprised if your connection has a temporary separation. Youâre going to be a very fair person so youâll be really hard on yourself as youâll think that theyâre just mad at you for the way you treated them, because of your own anger but youâll also be mad at them, angry for being so cruel to you and acting like a different person. We are looking at this from their perspective so theyâll see your relationship as one that has many resentments and a lot of anger, and thereâs going to be this trajectory in which initially, youâll feel really guilty even when youâre mad at them and theyâll be mad at you, and will think that it was rightful, the way they acted even if they feel guilty at times but over time, youâll realise that the way they acted was not it and despite your own faults, you didnât deserve to be so hard on yourself while overlooking how egoistic they were acting. âThe way I loved youâ by Taylor Swift is the vibe that Iâm getting here for your connection. Over time, youâll both mature significantly since when you first met each other and that familiarity that you had with each other will fade as youâll have become strangers but the more that the memories of the past blur, the more that theyâll see how measly of a person they used to be. Youâll both move on from the past and theyâll think that itâs only fair that you have decided to move on but somehow, youâll end up back together, and when you do, things will have changed but also not. The thing is, theyâll have acted as though they do not care about you when the connection ended.
Very much the type to have claimed that they never loved you, that they donât and never will, and so youâll have moved on because of how they started acting like a whole different person and yes, it may have taken you time, and you may have been in denial because you knew what you felt and you felt like they werenât being honest with you. You may have even wanted to make up to them at some point assuming that theyâre angry at you and hurt by you but there was nothing you could do about it so you will have moved past it but the emotions, and anger, neither of you will have provided any sort of closure or healthy communication to each other, the messiness, youâll have grown out of it and left it behind is all especially you. Youâll have grown to become a highly fair and reasonable person who considers different points, and actions and proof in order to make decisions even regarding connections without much sentimentality at all. You will not let your emotions blind you and will want to see things, and people as they are even if you do not like what you see. Youâll deeply value honesty and fairness to yourself because youâll have always tried to provide the same to others but this trait of yours will have caused you to be scorned because others will not have been as thoughtful of you. When youâll get back together, youâre going to have become a more mature version of yourself but despite that, the issues that you guys had left behind and moved on from will still be there, and youâll have no choice but to deal with them. Youâre going to have built a life for yourself and will focus on maintaining it while remaining well adorned (whatever that means to you - makeup, skincare, clothes, accessories) so while you will be prioritising them, youâll have a lot going for you so the truth is that, the way that youâll have grown to be, even if they were to leave your life, youâd be fine, because youâd occupy that space with something like another goal, activity, hobby, etc. or at least thatâs how theyâll perceive you. Theyâre going to perceive your relationship as one in which both parties have grown up significantly and matured as well as have let go of past issues. There will have been confessions, apologies and a lot of honesty about everything, and youâll have moved over things with fairness and honesty. You guys still will have some issues with anger, ego and emotions but at the end of the day, youâll prioritise each other, and fight for your relationship. I started hearing that song by Akon in my head. âNobody wanna see us together but it donât matter, no cause Iâve got you babe. Nobody wanna see us together but it donât matter, no cause we gonâ fight. Promise we gonâ fight, believe we gonâ fight, fight for our right to love yeah. Nobody wanna see us together but it donât matter, no.â You guys will fight with each other too but youâll also fight for the relationship. Theyâre going to see the relationship as something that required immense maturity and work, and as having had moments of childishness and immaturity but everything will weigh heavily on them as theyâll try to do, and be everything for you. Thatâs what theyâll appreciate about you as well, thatâs what theyâll love about you. Youâre highly passionate and you take commitments seriously, and when you do, youâre willing to do for them. You do not view romance and love as just the fun parts or the yearning, or the feelings of attraction, excitement, and it is something that you have always taken seriously. For you, due to how seriously you take commitments, if youâve ever entered a âcasualâ connection or just tried with someone who you werenât deeply in love with and sure about, you have or have a tendency to feel suffocated. You cannot stay in such connections. You crave passion and you crave duty, you want to feel so passionately for someone that it weighs on you, you want to love someone so much that you are overwhelmed and it is very subconscious on your part.
You may not even realise that this is how you operate, and this is what youâre looking for but thatâs how theyâll see you. Also, remember that I mentioned a temporary separation earlier? You might meet them at a time when your passionate, serious and also fighting nature will be too much for them but during the same time, theyâll end up developing an appetite and craving for it. Theyâll realise this over time that other people cannot quite love them like you because they do not possess passion, courage, dutifulness and seriousness like you do, and yes, it will come at the small cost of your extreme temper and them themself losing their mind but when I tell you that theyâd not trade what you have for anything or anyone, Iâm not even kidding. Youâll know each other inside out because anger is something that youâre not very comfortable with expressing or even experiencing, you tend to feel really guilty but even so, youâre going to end up expressing that side of yourself to them and theyâll end up showing you really ugly sides of themself too, theyâll show you emotionally immature, uncaring sides of them, theyâll hurt you because of their own issues, theyâll pretty much cause a wound in your inner child honestly because youâll hold such a soft spot for them, youâll love them just as you would a child, youâll have viewed them as this very pure thing that deserves utmost gentleness and care, and that image will break but despite all of this, theyâll not want anyone but you. Youâll both work through all of these issues in order to be with each other. Youâll fight with each other but youâll also fight for each other. Theyâll not be proud of their earlier actions so theyâll want to do right by you. Honestly, if youâre straight, theyâll very much feel like they havenât been or arenât man enough for you. Theyâll feel like they donât deserve you but thatâs whatâs going to push them to try to become better. Theyâll see you as someone who tried to do right by them even as they were hurting you because you really really cared about them and were a very pure hearted individual. Theyâll know that youâre someone who tends to keep your emotions clutched more tightly but even so, youâll have tried to express your emotions as well as remorse to them but theyâll have egotistically believed that itâs only fair to not give you a second chance so over time, youâll grow sick of trying. However, even though youâll choose to be fair to yourself and cut all ties, and attachment to them in order to move forward, when youâre together, theyâll see you as someone to protect and be there for because of your purity of heart, genuine concern, empathy, and especially desire to be fair in situations. Theyâre going to adore you. Youâre going to be very serious and will have moments when youâll fight with them but youâre going to be one hell of a partner to be with. First of all, youâre going to be yourself very unapologetically. Your directness will sometimes greatly offend people but with you, in many ways, what they see is what theyâll get and also who you are. Whether they can digest it or not is their problem. Youâre also going to be very fair to yourself and honest, and will have high standards and strong boundaries so itâs very much going to be âone strike and youâre outâ with you. Youâre going to be the type to get over the past very fast and literally will not have much sentimentality about it even if youâre a very nostalgic person i.e. once someone does you wrong, youâll be honest with yourself about the situation and the past wonât matter to you anymore even if youâre immensely grateful for certain things from that time. You are also going to be one of those people who will maintain boundaries with other people and will make sure that certain things are reserved for your relationship, and your partner and only them.
To add onto it, due to how you take everything seriously, youâre going to be very firm in standing up for them as well and will not allow anyone, and I mean anyone at all to disrespect your partner. Youâre going to be someone who will preach what you think honestly even if the other person does not agree with you and youâre going to be a preacher who talks about what you think is right or wrong so you very much will correct people but they might not like it causing you to have to learn how to be occupied and have things going for you so rejection is just a part of life, and not something that bothers you but youâre going to be the whole package for them and while, because of how serious, firm, passionate, sensitive, pure hearted, honest, fair, real and direct you are, and how much you preach fairness and goodness, you may be insufferable, and too much for some, theyâll love you for all these qualities instead of despite it. Theyâll find your realness, seriousness, virtues, values, morals, dutifulness, passion, honesty, EVERYTHING to be incredibly refreshing. Theyâll look at and for you in any room that theyâre in, and will enjoy conversations with you because one thing about you is that despite your seriousness, youâre not a dull person. First of all, youâre going to be a really curious person who genuinely enjoys learning and youâll really enjoy conversations, and one other thing about you is that youâll be into correcting yourself and at some point, youâre going to learn how to listen to people attentively or at least them because youâre going to want to be heard so youâll know just how much it could mean to the other person so conversations with you will flow very easily and theyâll get to learn a lot from you as well as, theyâll find that they only become more, and more curious about you as more time goes by despite how real and honest you are about who you are, and how you present yourself just as you are because much like other humans, you possess complexities within yourself and unlike them you accept, embrace, experience and express it. Theyâre going to overindulge in their relationship with you. You guys are going to be the type to get so drunk at night because âyou only live onceâ but theyâve got work the next morning or if you donât drink, go on a trip on Sunday when one of you has something important to submit on Monday. Especially sex is going to be of indulgent nature. Theyâre not going to be able to get enough of you even though youâll spend a lot of time together and theyâll touch you a lot, and have a lot of fun with you, theyâll still want more and more, and more of you. Theyâll become almost clingy and needy, and yes, even that will annoy you at times but itâs going to be an adorable dynamic because the âyouâ thatâs so used to living your own life and busy maintaining it will still love them, and spend a lot of time with them and enjoy it despite having a lot on your own plate. Youâre going to be the very passionate sort so youâll live wholeheartedly causing you to be just as indulgent as them and I keep on hearing that âcloseâ will never be close enough for them, and that hours spent with you will still never be enough for them because theyâll just want more and more, and more and more but theyâll still have to understand that you are your own person, and need your own space and time causing them to have to keep their distance from you but theyâll still watch you from a distance. Theyâll be yearning for you within the relationship when theyâre giving you your space. This is so adorable. Iâm picking up on you scolding them for following you around or touching you too much, or still wanting and trying to be with you even though youâve been seeing only their face for the past two days, and them stretching their upper body from the living room to see what youâre doing in the kitchen or getting up and walking past the bedroom to catch a mere glimpse of you.
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i compiled this list because i avoided reading reversals for so long but finally learned them and found it annoying to constantly look up the definitions and its probably annoying for you guys too so i hope this helps!
0. The Fool Reversed
recklessness
stagnation
feeling stuck
feeling scared to take a leap
hesitation
poor judgement
lack of planning
acting without thinking
rushing into something
missed opportunities
being naive
ignoring warning signs
something new that is delayed
fear of change
immaturity
commitment issues
a need to be free
someone who rushes into something
a need for caution and reflection
1. The Magician Reversed
not believing in your own power
manifestations being blocked
untapped potential
manipulation
lack of confidence
dishonest purposes
mental fog
trying to force an outcome
procrastination or failure to manifest goals
lack of focus
inability to concentrate on one goal
internal doubt
self sabotage
feeling incapable of achieving your goals
wasted talent
poor planning
powerless
struggling to see progress
not having the tools/resources to achieve a goal
unskilled
thief
delusional
impatience
distracted
setbacks
lack of knowledge
blocked communication/lack of articulation
lack of willpower and self discipline
2. High Priestess Reversed
not listening to your intuition
looking for distractions
suppressing your inner voice
blocked intuition perhaps due to anxiety or over rationalizing
secrets coming to light
confusion
repressed feelings
ignoring gut instincts
overlooking important information
hidden truths resurfacing
disconnected from self
being out of alignment
focusing on the surface or surface level things
lack of emotional honesty
ignoring red flags
a lack of information
unrealized potential or gifts/talents
lack of female friends
lack of self trust
nightmares
overly reliant on psychics/mediums/divination
break of trust
superficial
haste
hormonal problems
time for action
3. Empress Reversed
being cold or uncaring
disinterest
lack of self care
fertility issues
mother wounds/abandonment wounds
lack of self worth
lack of confidence
over giving
smothering
overbearing
becoming controlling and manipulative in relationships
disconnect with feminine side
ignoring oneâs needs
neglecting creative projects
creative blocks
scarcity mindset
fear that there is not enough love despite having abundance
emotional or physical dependence on others
clinginess
time to set healthy boundaries
people pleasing
lack of growth
lack of stability
negativity
needy
infidelity
seduction
unloving
mean spirited
unhappiness
over eating
insecurity
demanding
non existent sex life
menopause
4. Emperor Reversed
domineering
rigid
lack of flexibility
my way or the highway
tyrant
misuse of power
not recognizing your own power
inability to be a provider
selfish
lack of structure
lack of stability
mean
cold
lack of self discipline
lack of self control
controlling partner
tyrannical boss
overreaching father figure
chaos
arrogant behavior
avoiding responsibility
lack of commitment
power struggles
poor focus
incompetence
micromanaging
control issues!!
indirectness
passivity
provides little help
deserter
entitlement
lack of ambition
lack of qualifications
reluctance towards being a leader
resenting rules
feeling vulnerable or exposed
dropping your guard
not listening to advice
retirement
aging
insecurity
impossible to please
hard task master
slave driver
push over
5. Hierophant Reversed
unconventional
lack of structure
rebellion
nom traditional
non conformist path
challenging the status quo
forging individual path
freedom
breaking away from restrictive environments
thinking outside the box
innovation
questioning authority
feeling constrained by social expectations
stagnation in relationships
commitment issues
unconventional relationships
lgbtq+
authentic spiritual path
homosexuality
thinking for yourself and not what society wants you to think
living by your own rules
uranus
lifting of oppression
following a new set of beliefs
stay at home fathers
clinging onto old habits and beliefs
doing things your own way
being true to oneself
spiritual development
open relationships
polyamory
against marriage
6. Lovers Reversed
indecision
misalignment with values
conflict with oneself or partner
being on different pages
incompatibility
lack of choice
disharmony
relationship imbalances
fundamental differences
poor decision making
impulsive choices
lack of connection
lack of communication/communication issues
addressing inner insecurities
coldness
detached
fixing a relationship
letting go of a relationship
misunderstanding
overspending
honeymoon phase ends
lack of self love
low self esteem
a need to change dynamics
unhealthy dynamic
yearning
tension between two
7. Chariot Reversed
lack of momentum
lack of motivation
lack of emotional control
lack of energy
lack of direction
forcing situations
becoming a control freak
feeling overwhelmed
feeling stuck
letting others take the reigns
âjesus take the wheelâ mentality
indecision
being pulled in two directions
blocked progress
being stalled
hitting significant obstacles
time to slow down
current path isnât working
maybe change directions
inability to move forward
lack of career goals
pushing urself to the point of exhaustion
anger
violence
not seeing a light at the end of the tunnel
8. Strength Reversed
self doubt
feeling weak
feeling tired
feeling like giving up
emotions being out of control
feeling insecure
lack of physical energy
a need to rest
lack of confidence
loss of inner power
lack of courage
doubting your abilities
emotional outbursts
feeling overwhelmed
not being able to stand up for yourself
timid
acting as a tyrant
unable to set boundaries
losing oneâs identity in a relationship
lack of motivation
fear of taking on new challenges
a need to practice self compassion
a need to nurture oneâs inner strength
a need to tackle insecurities
intense anger
fear of failure
cowardice
shadow side being out
ur heart may not be in it
lack of respect
lack of patience
9. Hermit Reversed
isolation
loneliness
loner
social withdrawing
anti social
ignoring your inner voice
a time to end isolation
sharing your wisdom
ignoring intuition
failing to find your own way
needing guidance
needing advice
fear and avoidance
fear of vulnerability
coming out of your shell
not facing yourself
an outcast
10. Wheel Of Fortune Reversed
bad luck
trying to control outcomes
resisting change
disrupted cycles
repetitive patterns
a feeling of powerlessness against external forces
setbacks
a pattern that needs to be broken
a lesson that needs to be learned internally
a time to let go and accept things
know what you canât change
releasing control
reflect on patterns
negativity
pessimism
being stuck
being stubborn
11. Justice Reversed
imbalance between logic and intuition
lack of accountability
dishonest behavior
legal setbacks
avoiding responsibility
avoiding the consequences of your behavior
legal issues going against you
losing in court
imbalance in dynamics
a need to align with personal truth
time to accept reality
living in denial
addressing the elephant in the room
a call to stop pretending
being your own inner critic
lacking self awareness
unfairness/unfair treatment
things are misaligned
12. Hanged Man Reversed
decision to stop waiting
a period of awakening
ending stagnation
moving from passive to active
a time to break free
a time to release control
being overwhelmed by obligation
a resistance to necessary change
no longer playing the victim
being forced to make a move
moving on from limbo
leaving a stagnant relationship
shift in your perspective
a time to stop waiting for change
a start to creating change
an unfinished symphony
fighting your inner self
inner peace
radical acceptance
hidden motives
someone that resents sacrifice
13. Death Reversed
resisting necessary change
fear of change
the desire for things to remain as they are
the fear of letting go
clinging to the past
resisting a transformation
a sense of being stuck
growth is prevented
birth
mourning for a past that wonât come back
refusing to feel grief
spiritual transformation bought about by a hard time
14. Temperance Reversed
things out of whack
energies imbalanced
going to extremes
lifestyle extremes (shopping, gambling)
emotional extremes
black and white thinking
lack of patience
chaos
lack of moderation
an excess in something
inner conflict
dehydrated
overwhelmed
built up tension
a need to find middle ground
stress
anxiety
overindulgence
things getting out of hand
chakras out of balance
making the same mistakes
a lack of faith
15. Devil Reversed
freeing yourself from a toxic environment/situation
freedom from harmful thoughts/habits
letting go of unhealthy attachment
breaking free from codependency
awareness
realizing you were not trapped
overcoming addiction
overcoming obsession
overcoming unhealthy material pursuits
reclaiming your power
not allowing yourself to be manipulated/gaslit
seeing through illusions
choosing a healthier more independent path
letting go of a relationship that was restricting your growth
breaking free from a codependent or toxic partner
choosing to live authentically
overcoming greed
money canât buy happiness
newfound clarity
release of limiting beliefs
averting a harmful/dangerous situation
16. Tower Reversed
clinging to a faulty foundation
resisting necessary change
delay in transformation
a desire to rebuild
anticipated disaster being avoided
change happening less drastically
a difficult situation being softly demolished
a crisis occurring internally
stubborn
refusing to acceptance significant shifts
personal realization
struggling with old beliefs
picking up the pieces
self inflicted change (lifestyle choices)
a conversation about change being avoided
cleaning up the mess you created
17. Star Reversed
lack of faith
lack of hope
pessimism
inability to see a future you once saw
losing hope in someone
inability to see the light at the end of the tunnel
overly negative
lack of inspiration
despair
lack of self belief
a need to reconnect with purpose
disengagement
disillusionment
disappointment
insecurity
feeling overwhelmed
feeling discouraged
feeing that life has become dull or monotonous
lack of motivation to pursue goals
feeling unloved
lack of emotional connection
creative block
boredom
lack of direction
lack of inner light
feeling unsupported
distorted body image
loss of innocence
only thinking about yourself
18. Moon Reversed
things coming to light
acknowledging fears and anxieties
releasing fears
secrets revealed
confusion is cleared
hidden truths coming out
illusions dissolving
refusal to trust intuition
deep seated insecurities
lingering anxieties
clarity emerging
seeing through deception
internal process of emotions
projecting fears onto others
self doubt
unresolved emotional attachments
uncertainty about someone
overthinking
nightmares
feeling deeply suspicious
not wanting to trust others
lost items turning up again
mental imbalances/mental illness
self deception
powerful emotions controlling you
psychic attacks
19. The Sun Reversed
extreme negativity
depression
pessimism
arrogance
insecurity
delayed success
temporary setbacks
blockage of joy
relying on external validation to be happy
ego issues
too focused on negativity
issues with children
a brighter day is coming after gloom
excessive enthusiasm
toxic positivity
misalignment with outer appearances vs inner feelings
a need to find authentic fulfillment
ignoring problems to keep a happy facade
lack of passion
lack of clarity
over confidence
difficulty being honest
ego clashes
body image issues
unhealthy habits
thinking things are too good to be true
sabotaging happiness
inner child issues
loss of innocence
creative blocks
a cold relationship
competitive relationship
envy
too much work, no play
childish behaviors
immaturity
trying too hard to impress others
20. Judgement Reversed
refusing to reflect
self doubt
fear of change
ignoring an inner calling or wake up call
harsh self criticism
refusal to learn from past mistakes
stalling at a crossroads
preventing personal growth
over analyzing past actions
lack of confidence
inability to move forward
staying in a comfortable but unhappy situation
refusing to listen to intuition
feeling stuck
poor judgment
acting without thinking of consequences
being overly critical of others and yourself
a need to forgive yourself for past mistakes
blaming another
refusing to acknowledge the reality of a situation
lack of responsibility
dwelling on failures
turning to material things for fulfillment
fear of aging/getting old
gossiping or bad mouthing others
21. The World Reversed
lack of closure
unfinished symphony
a lesson not learned or integrated yet
in between two situations (in between worlds)
incompleteness
feeling empty
stagnation
a goal not yet achieved
being held back by fear
procrastination
inability to let go of something uneeded
lack of fulfillment
a feeling that something is missing
feeling that something doesnât bring expected satisfaction
feeling unable to finish a task
avoiding a necessary conversation
imbalance
a need to realign with your goals/intentions
temporary success thatâs hard to hold on to
a need to close the door on a unhelpful pattern
anti climatic
fearful of success
fear of responsibility
set backs or delays
not getting the promotion
carrying the weight of the world on your shoulders
no longer feeling comfortable
body image issues
issues with weight
a return home from traveling
disappointing travel
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Pile 1
Something beautiful others do not see in you on first glance is the sheer amount of character you hold. And I donât mean âoh they have a strong personalityâ in a loud or overpowering way. I mean depth and layers. The kind of character that has been built slowly over time through observation, through thinking, through feeling things fully even when you pretend you donât. On first glance some people genuinely assume youâre more superficial, hat youâre someone who just goes with the flow, who keeps things light, who doesnât really go there. They see the way you present yourself; maybe the way you laugh, maybe the way you donât immediately trauma-dump or analyse every little thing out loud, and they assume thatâs all there is. But that isntâ the case. You are someone who is incredibly open to opinions, perspectives, ideas that challenge your own. Youâre not riggid at all, youâre not the type to hear one different belief and immediately shut down or get defensive. Instead you listen, you process, you think about it later when youâre alone, and sometimes you even change your mind quietly without announcing it to the world. That is such a rare trait to have; it takes maturity to be able to say, even internally, âmaybe I was wrongâ or âmaybe thereâs more to this than I realisedâ. You do that more than youâre aware of. Thereâs also something very wise about you, but itâs subtle. Itâs not the kind of wisdom that preaches or corrects others constantly, itâs the kind that shows up in small sentences, in the way you comfort someone, in the way you give advice that sounds simple but hits exactly where it needs to. You apply that wisdom to every relationship you have without even clocking it, you instinctively know when to push and when to pull back. When to speak and when to just sit there and let someone vent. That emotional intelligence? Itâs definitely one of your most beautiful traits. And yet, because you donât always advertise how deeply you think, people undereistimate you. They think youâre just vibing, just existing, maybe even a little shallow. Which is almost ironic because you are the exact opposite. You read between the lines constantly. You notice tone shifts. You notice when someone says âIâm fineâ but their energy changes slightly. You notice patterns in behaviour, you might not always confront it, but you see it. As a close friend you are genuinely amazing to have; you donât judge immediately, you give space, you hold secrets carefully, and you donât weaponise what people tell you in vulnerable moments. When someone becomes close to you they realise very quickly that you are safe, that you think deeply about their situation, that you will try to understand their perspective even if you donât agree with it, and thatâs such a gift. Not everyone is capable of that kind of openminded depth. You also have this quiet strength; youâve probably been through things that shaped you, made you think more critically, made you reflect on yourself. Instead of becoming bitter, you became more understanding, more layered, more willing to see the grey areas in people. People might not see it at first glance, but the ones who stay definitely do. And once they see it, they donât forget it.
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Pile 2
Something beautiful others do not see in you on first glance is how deeply, almost overwhelmingly kind-hearted you actually are, and I donât mean that in a surface-level, âtheyâre nice I guessâ type of way, I mean the kind of kindness that runs through your entire nervous system, the kind that makes you physically uncomfortable when someone else is in pain, the kind that makes you replay conversations at 2am wondering if you responded gently enough, if you validated them enough, if you could have said something softer. On first glance people donât clock that about you at all, they see someone composed, someone who doesnât overshare immediately, someone who isnât spilling their trauma five minutes into knowing a person, and because of that they assume youâre less emotional than you actually are, maybe even a bit detached. But that isnât the truth, not even slightly. You feel everything in such an intense, almost cinematic way, like your emotions are in 4K and everyone else is watching in standard definition. When someone you care about is upset, it doesât just register in your brain, it settles in your chest, it lingers in your body, it shifts your mood for the rest of the day even if you pretend it hasnât, and the funny thing is, the people closest to you absolutely know this about you. Theyâve seen you tear up over films, over songs, over a random memory that hit too hard. They might jokingly call you a crybaby, or say youâre âso dramaticâ but thereâs affection in it, because they know that your tears come from depth, not from weakness. Outsiders though? They donât see that side. They see someone more stoic, someone who doesnât immediately let their guard down, someone who looks like theyâve got their emotions neatly organised and filed away. And in a way, you do, but not because you donât feel, itâs because you feel too much. You learnd at some point that not everyone deserves access to that softness, not everyone handles deep empathy well, some people take advantage of it, some people dismiss it, some people call it 'too much', so you adapted. You built a quiet boundary around your heart, not to become colder, but to protect something that is actually incredibly warm. You are also the type of person who cares long-term. If someone tells you something vulnerable, you donât forget it. You donât weaponise it. You store it carefully, almost protectively, and you adjust how you treat them based on that knowledge. If they told you they struggle with abandonnment, you become more consistent. If they told you they hate feeling stupid, you become more patient. You donât even do this consciously half the time, itâs instinctive, itâs just who you are. And yet, because you donât constantly announce how deeply you care, people underestimate that about you. You know, you are probably more emotional than you let the world see, and the people who know you incredibly well would confirm that instantly. They know you overthink whether you hurt someone accidentally, they know you feel guilty easily. They know you can cry over something that seems small to others but felt huge to you. And instead of becoming bitter because you feel so much, youâve become softer, more understanding, more willing to see the grey in people instead of labelling them as entirely good or bad. Thatâs not weakness, thatâs depth, thatâs character, and itâs definitely something beautiful that isnât obvious at first glance.
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Pile 3
Something beautiful others do not see in you on first glance is just how incredibly creative you actually are, and not in the clichĂŠ âI paint sometimesâ type of way, but in the way your brain is constantly scanning for solutions, improvements, ideas, fixes, angles, like it physically cannot sit still when there is a problem in the room. On first glance people might just see someone normal, someone going about their day, maybe even someone who seems a bit quiet or reserved, but they donât realise that your mind is basically a toolbox, and its full, overflowing even, with skills you donât even label as skills. You are the type of person who doesnât necessarily call your abilities hobbies, because to you theyâre just things you know. Someoneâs dress rips ten minutes before an event? Youâre already reaching for a safety pin, or thinking of a subtle stitch, or adjusting the belt so it looks intentional. Someone accidentally gets a bruise or a scar and panics because they have pictures that day? You immediately know how to cover it, what tones to use, how to blend it so it looks natural. Someone needs help last minute for a bake off nearby and theyâre stressing because the icing split or the cake sank in the middle? Youâre there, calmly suggesting how to fix it, how to repurpose it, how to turn a âmistake' into something that looks deliberate. Itâs not only practical things either. When it comes to ideas, you are ridiculously fast. Someone says they donât know what topic to pick for an assignment or research paper and within seconds youâre listing angles they hadnât even considered. You can connect themes effortlessly. You can take something broad and narrow it down into something specific and interesting. You see patterns. You see what would stand out. You see what would actually score well. Thatâs creativity mixed with strategy, and most people donât even clock it when you do it. Theres also something very generous about the way your creativity shows up. You donât hoard your ideas. You donât think âwell I figured it out so they can struggle.â You immediately share. You brainstorm with people. You stay up late helping someone refine their concept. You adjust their paragraph structure. You help them phrase something more clearly. You give them confidence in their own work. And you do it in a way that doesnât feel condescending, it feels collaborative. On first glance, people might just see someone whoâs âgood at stuff.â But itâs deeper than that. You have range. You can bake, fix, cover, write, think, plan, improvise. You can look at a problem from multiple angles and choose the best one almost instantly. You donât freeze under pressure, you actually get sharper. Your mind speeds up in a productive way. And thatâs beautiful. Whatâs also beautiful is that you probably donât fully see it in yourself. Because to you, these are just normal reactions. Of course youâd help. Of course youâd know what to do. Of course youâd think of an idea quickly. But not everyone can. Not everyone has that blend of creativity and practicality. Not everyone can take a messy situation and make it workable within minutes. You are resourceful in a way that feels almost effortless, and people only truly notice it when theyâre in a crisis and youâre the one calmly solving it. They might not see it at first glance, but once they experience it, once they see how you step in and transform a situation, they realise youâre the kind of person you want around. The kind of person who makes life easier. The kind of person who turns problems into possibilities.
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[pac!] signs you found your destined career
hello & welcome to another pac of mine :3 this pac will dive into your destined career and how you will know what it is. as a reminder, this is just meant for guidance & pls use your own judgement. this is a general reading so pls take what resonates and let the rest drift away~
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PICK A CARD: Something beautiful you do not see in yourself (truthful)
Hello and welcome to a new post of mine. This time, I will give you a reading on something beautiful you do not see in yourself because you deserve to be reminded of all of your beauty, inside and out. I hope you enjoy and this makes you cheer up / happy.
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Pile 1
There is something genuinely beautiful about you that you refuse to see even when it is right there, even when itâs reflected back at you through mirrors, screens, other peoples eyes. You have convinced yourself that beauty has a very specific shape, a very specific way of existing, and that you simply did not get the memo when it was handed out. But you seriously did. You just folded it up and hid it away somewhere deep because it felt safer to believe you were lacking than to believe you were already enough. Your face is not something that needs fixing or adjusting or hiding. Your features are shaped with intention, with balance, with a softness and harmony you overlook because you stare too long and too critically. You zoom in on things no one else would ever isolate, you forget to look at yourself as a whole. There is a natural proportion to you; not just your face but your entire body that works together in a way that feels right. It flows; nothing is out of place, even if youâve spent years telling yourself it is. The things you label as flaws are often the exact things people linger on. Not in a negative way, not in a judging way, but in a quietly noticing way. Your teeth, for example, are something you may barely think about or actively dislike, but others notice the way they soften your expressions, the way they make you look warm, approachable and real. There is a gentleness to you that shows through the smallest details. People see your beauty far more clearly than you see your own. They think it when they walk past you, even if they donât say anything. They think it when you post a picture and they pause for a second longer than they meant to. They think it when theyâre on a call with you and catch themselves just watching you talk. Compliments are not the only proof of attraction and silence is not the same as absence. A lot of people carry their thoughts quietly. Just because they donât hand them to you doesnât mean they donât exist. You are definitely more beautiful than the version of you that lives in your head.
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Pile 2
There are things that are so beautiful that you tend to over look, well, that you have been taught to overlook, minimise, or even apologise for, and that is the way you talk. The way your thoughts spill out of you, the way you connect one idea to another, the way your stories stretch and grow and take up space. You donât just speak to fill silence, you speak because there is life inside you and it wants to be shared. There is curiousity there, excitement, warmth. You talk because you are engaged with the world and with the people in front of you, and that is not something everyone has. Somewhere along the way, people made you feel like this was too much. Like you were doing something wrong by being audible, expressive, animated. You have memories of being shushed, interrupted, talked over. You remember looks that lingered just long enough to make you self conscious, you remember shrinking mid sentence, lowering your voice, cutting your story short because suddenly you felt annoying, embarrassing, like you were taking up more space than you were allowed. And over time that does something to a person. It makes you associate your natural spark with shame. But the truth is, those people didnât dislike you. They disliked what they didnât understand. They didnât have the same hunger for connection, the same need to express, to exchange stories and thoughts and little observations about life. They didnât know how alive a person can be when they let themselves speak freely, and instead of admiring that, instead of leaning into it, they tried to dull it. That is a reflection of them, not you. A lack on their part, not an excess on yours. You donât see how pretty you are when you talk, because you were taught to associate prettiness with quietness. With being palatable, easy, small. But there is nothing small about you, and there never was meant to be. Your voice carries warmth, it carries humour, intelligence, honesty. People donât tolerate you speaking, they enjoy it. They listen more closely than you think. They remember the things you say long after the conversation ends.
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Pile 3
This pile is for the people who, even when they sit down and try to list things they like about themselves, always add a âbut-â at the end of it. Yes, you might like your creativity, but you donât think itâs enough. Yes, you might like your hair, or your nose, or the way your shoulders sit when you wear certain clothes, but you wouldnât call yourself beautiful, you wouldnât call yourself the ideal. And thatâs the strange thing here, because to the people around you, you are exactly that. Not in a perfect, polished, unrealistic way, a very human, very real, and very grounding way. You donât see yourself as someone people look up to. Rather, you see yourself as someone who is just trying to survive, just trying to get through the day, the week, and the year. And maybe your life has been hard, maybe it still is. People donât deny that, they donât minimise it, they definitely donât think youâve had it easy. They see how much you struggle, how heavy things get for you, how sometimes you are holding yourself together by the thinnest thread imaginable. But what they focus on isnât the breaking, itâs the fact that you keep going anyway. There is something incredibly beautiful about the way you endure. Whether you do it confidently or whether you crawl through it on your knees, it doesnât matter. You still do it; you still show up, you still love, you still care, you still try. And that strength, even when itâs quiet, even when itâs messy, is something people admire deeply. They see you as someone who feels intensely but doesnât let that turn them cruel. Someone who has every reason to shut down, yet somehow remains soft. You donât think youâre the ideal because you know all your flaws, all your fears, all your worst thoughts. But other people donât see you as your flaws, they see you as the sum of everything you are; including the pain, including the survival, including the kindness you give without even noticing. And to them that combination is rare. That combination is something they wish they had, something they wish they could be. You donât see it, but you embody it effortlessly. Not as in that they wish they would experience all you have experienced, but in the way that if they did, they would be just like you. Even if you cannot fathom some people could see you as a figure to look up to.
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