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Pac - First date with your future spouse
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If you have trouble choosing a pile then close your eyes, take a deep breath and the first pile you see after opening your eyes will have your answer.
This for entertainment purposes only. Take what resonates, leave what doesn't.
𝐖𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐬𝐞𝐱𝐲? 𝐖𝐡𝐲 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐬𝐨 𝐝𝐢𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐞?
This is for entertainment purposes only. Take what resonates, and leave what doesn't. Tarot is a tool for guidance and the future isn't set in stone.
None of the pictures or dividers used are mine. Credit to their respective owners.
TW: Please note that piles have 18+ themes and cuss words are used.
Also, it's been a very long time since I've posted a pac. So, interactions and feedbacks are highly appreciated 🤍
𝐌𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭
𝐏𝐚𝐢𝐝 𝐒𝐞𝐫𝐯𝐢𝐜𝐞𝐬
𝐓𝐢𝐩 𝐦𝐞
I wonder if I should start doing pick a card readings again. The only problem is that the tags on my blog don't really work and it's been years since it has been that way. As much as I want to post, I think it may not even be fruitful. I've worked so much on this blog and if it all goes down the drain, that's gonna hurt. Idek anymore 😭
Pac - Your future love story through a dream
𓄼ꕤ༘ Pick-a-card reading 𓄼ꕤ༘
➳ In this reading, I will be looking at your love story but will rather explain it as to how it might happen in a dream. The dream will be described in scenes (scene 1, scene 2 and scene 3) wherein I'll channel the major adorable moments which might take place between you and your person.
➳ How to pick a pile : imagine that these are the cards laying out in front of you. You flip each card and the one which has your picture beneath it, has your message.
➳ Please note that none of my readings are gender specific. I have mentioned energies and not genders.
➳ This is for entertainment purposes only. Take what resonates and leave what doesn't.
➳ Credit to pinterest for these pictures.

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How would your future spouse feel right before saying "i love you"
𓄼ꕤ༘ Pick-a-card reading 𓄼ꕤ༘
➳ In this reading, I will be looking at how your future spouse will be feeling right before saying "i love you" to you. This will be followed by a vision of the moment they'll feel this way as well as a channeled letter of their thoughts and messages for you. You can listen to the songs mentioned in your particular pile since they might have some messages which will resonate for you specifically.
➳ How to pick a pile - I want you to close your eyes and imagine an aura, a painting, or maybe even a face which you think reminds you of your future partner/spouse. Once you've done that, take a deep breath, open your eyes and the picture which grabs your attention the most, is your pile.
➳ Please note that none of my readings are gender specific. I have mentioned energies and not genders.
➳ This is for entertainment purposes only. Take what resonates and leave what doesn't.
➳ Credit to pinterest for these pictures.
➳ Please leave feedback, it's always helpful!
Pick-a-card readings
Love Readings
Your future spouse's personality
Which divine couple best represents you and your future spouse
How will your future spouse realise that they are in love with you
What do you and your future spouse have in common?
How will you and your fs solve arguments
First date with your future spouse
Your next partner + your relationship dynamic with them
How will you meet your future spouse
Your future love story through a dream
How would your future spouse spoil you
How would your future spouse feel right before saying "i love you"
Self Related Reading
Secrets unfolding - biggest moment of your life that you are manifesting unintentionally
Meet your drunk self
What guidance do you need rn?
What do people admire about you?
Naked on cashmere
What do your spirit guides think about you?
Are you on the right path?
If your spirit guide was a person irl - who would they be to you?
What makes you sexy? Why are you so divine?
NSFW Readings
Your person's sexual dreams about you
Your future spouses fantasies about you
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SUGGESTION LIST
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What is a suggestion list? - you can make your own questions in my offered services but sometimes we get stuck in choosing the questions. Here is a list of questions you can choose from as ny personal suggestions.
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Each additional in-depth question that you'll add will extend the reading's price with extra $10. Smaller customised questions are for $5.
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Your future spouses placements (3) - $2.22
Your future spouse's initials - $2.22
Five yes/no Questions - $3.33
A single question of your choice (3 card spread) - $3.33
A channeled playlist (5 songs) as a letter from your future spouse/partner/soulmate to you. - $3.33
Personalised Moodboard showcasing the appearance of your future spouse/partner - $4.44
Personalised Moodboard showcasing the relationship dynamic you and your person will have - $4.44
A moodboard of how your person views you. It's you, but through their eyes. - $4.44
A channeled playlist (15 songs) as a letter dedicated to you by your future spouse/partner/soulmate/twinflame, etc. - $5.55
TULIP - $11.11
This package will include: tapping into the goddess energy that you embody, what makes you so enchanting? And why are people attracted to you?
IRIS - $14.44
This package will include: A channeled letter from your future spouse/partner/soulmate/etc. How are they going to view you? And a personalized moodboard depicting the way they view you.
LILAC - $13.33
This package will include: what makes you breathtaking to your sp? When are you going to meet them and How are you going to meet them?
NSFW : CASANOVA - $14.44
This package will include: their fantasies about you, a moodboard to depicting your sexual chemistry, 3 channeled songs depicting their naughty thoughts about you.
VERONICA - $13.33
This package will include: which career field should you choose? And where will you be in the next 5 years? + 2 oracle cards for advice
ROSE - $12.22
This package will include: their first impression of you, how will they treat you, what makes you so sexy?
SEASHELL - $24.44
This package will include: who is your future spouse/partner/soulmate/etc? What's their appearance like? When are you going to meet them? How are you going to meet them? Three channeled songs as their messages to you.
IVORY - $28.88
This package will include: who is your future spouse/partner/soulmate/etc? What's their appearance like? When are you going to meet them? How are you going to meet them? Their first impression of you. And channeled songs that depict your relationship dynamic.
VANILLA - $38.88
This package will include: who is your future spouse/partner/soulmate/etc? What's their appearance like? When are you going to meet them? How are you going to meet them? Their first impression of you. Your from their eyes. A moodboard depicting how they will treat you, channeled songs with messages for you from them.
PEARL - $44.44
This package will include: who is your future spouse/partner/soulmate/etc? What's their appearance like? When are you going to meet them? How are you going to meet them? Their first impression of you. Your first impression of them. How are they going to treat you? A moodboard depicting your relationship dynamic. channeled songs with messages for you from them (nsfw messages included)
CHAMPAGNE - $52.22
This package will include: who is your future spouse/partner/soulmate/etc? What's their appearance like? When are you going to meet them? How are you going to meet them? Their first impression of you. Your first impression of them. How are they going to treat you? Your relationship dynamic. How will they fall for you? Channeled songs to describe the intimacy between the two of you (normal + nsfw).
WHITE DOVE - $64.44
This package will include: who is your future spouse/partner/soulmate/etc? What's their appearance like? When are you going to meet them? How are you going to meet them? Their first impression of you. Your first impression of them. How are they going to treat you? Your relationship dynamic. How and why will they fall for you? What will they find sexy about you? (Normal + NSFW messages), a moodboard showcasing your overall relationship, and Channeled songs to describe the intimacy between the two of you (normal + nsfw).
CRIMSON - $22.22
This package will include: their fantasies about you, your first time together, upto 10 channeled songs describing their naughty thoughts about you, a personalized moodboard depicting how they view you sexually.
CHERRY - $28.88
This package will include: their fantasies about you, your first time together, their kinks and fetishes, upto 10 channeled songs describing their naughty thoughts about you, a personalized moodboard depicting how they view you sexually.
SCARLET - $33.33
This package will include: their fantasies about you, your first time together, their kinks and fetishes, what do they find so sexy about you in bed, upto 10 channeled songs describing their naughty thoughts about you, a personalized moodboard depicting how they view you sexually.
RUBY - $38.88
This package will include: their fantasies about you, your first time together, their kinks and fetishes, what do they find so sexy about you in bed, a channeled intimate moment between the two of you, upto 10 channeled songs describing their naughty thoughts about you, a personalized moodboard depicting how they view you sexually.
WINE - $48.88
This package will include: their fantasies about you, your first time together, their kinks and fetishes, what do they find so sexy about you in bed, a channeled intimate moment between the two of you, how crazy are y'all gonna get - what's the extreme that you're going to explore together, a playlist of upto 15 channeled songs describing their naughty thoughts about you, a personalized moodboard depicting how your overall sex life is going to be.
hii , this is my review for my recent purchase(s) with Elly. 🫶🏽
i thoroughly enjoyed my reading! not only does she explain the cards she pulls, she also goes in depth with the subjects being channeled in the moment which makes it unique with her reactions and interpretations. the future spouse reading seemed more serious/intense in their personality, but her fun personality made it so refreshing & lighthearted to read. even though she is super professional, she also has a beautiful charm when conducting her readings. this includes the other more practical questions she was able to answer for me in regards to other inquiries. Elly keeps it real without being harsh. she is also a very understanding reader, and always delivers what's promised. 12/10 would always recommend & can't wait to buy again!! ✨🙂↕️
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Review Time!!! Veronica
So you validated me wanting to work in psychology (with counseling and stuff). So that bit was really great.
The five years from now part really got me. It resonated a lot. This year was my year path 9, and it was really hard. It does feel like an end to a cycle, and I'm nervous and excited for what's to come, so thanks for the motivation. And i do feel like what has happened in my life prior has led me to the path of psychology.
Thank you for the extra reading. It was a pleasure to read, and I really did enjoy it <3
I'm glad the reading resonated. Thank you 🤍
Thank you for the channeled message for the soulmate reading. I love it and it is very beautiful. The moodboard really helped bring the words and everything altogether into a lovely fantasy. As always, you delivered well and thoroughly. 💗
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Pick a card : Message meant to find you right now ꒰ with advice ꒱
pile 1 ⋆.𐙚 ̊. pile 2 ⋆.𐙚 ̊. pile 3 ⋆.𐙚 ̊.
mentions of 18+ please do not read if you’re a minor thank you.
Tarot readings are generally for entertainment purposes only. These readings are not professional advice, including legal, financial, or medical guidance. They are considered general, not personal, and should be used with intuition. Users are responsible for their own actions and decisions.
My last pick a card reading ⟢ where will you meet your future spouse and how?
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Hope you’ll enjoy your readings. Have fun and take care guys.♡
– ori𐙚
🪷𓂃pile 1 ⋆.𐙚 ̊.
5 of cups, emperor, king of swords, 3 of pentacles, temperance, death
You have either just gotten out of a relationship or you miss an ex. This could be an ex but it could also be a masculine family member or just someone masculine. This person was most likely authoritative, stable, independent, smart, strategic, maybe controlling and sharp with their tongue. It could also be an ex that misses you. Maybe you cut them off or they cut you off. Take it how it resonates. Could be someone from the past a failed situationship or something. Could be an air sign Gemini, Libra or Aquarius. This could also be you.
Focus on yourself, on your work, on making new friends, specifically work friends, follow your dreams and goals things you’re passionate about. Connect with other people. Let this whole thing die in order to let better things, opportunities, people and especially peace and harmony into your life. If you believe in spirit guides or ancestors watching over you and protecting you, connect with them and let them help you with letting go of that situation or person. Make peace with what happened and this ending. Let it die.
I hope you enjoyed this reading, take care love!♡
🪷𓂃pile 2 ⋆.𐙚 ̊.
4 of swords, magician, 2 of cups, 7 of pentacles, the moon, 10 of pentacles
I thought of this video for this pile.
You might be feeling a little alone right now. Maybe you’re in a healing phase. You might be bored. Maybe you’re protecting yourself and your peace and that might make you feel a little lonely. You are grounding and rebalancing yourself right now. During this time you are manifesting a deep friendship or romantic relationship. A healthy balanced connection. Someone supportive. Someone that can fill your cup and you can fill theirs.
For this manifestation to come in, it will need growth and patience. What ever it specifically is that you’re manifesting, it will come true. But you need to focus on enjoying the adventure and focus less on the destination. You might still need to do some shadow work but that will be part of the adventure towards your goals, future dreams and manifestations. It’s all part of it, the good, the bad, the difficult times, and the easy times.
You need to connect to your feminine side more. It’s gonna take time for your manifestations to come in because you’re not supposed to fall for the wrong people or opportunities. Always trust your intuition. This could actually be about a dream you have, maybe you wanna work in a creative field? If this is about a career or a career “connection” that you’re manifesting, it will most likely give you long term fame and/or stability! You’ll leave a legacy behind or inheritance for future generations. It could definitely make you famous. You could become a house hold name. Work towards it with patients, trust your intuition and enjoy the adventure! Don’t focus too much on the destination. With patients and hard work it will come to you. Just keep a positive mind, things you are a manifesting will come true. Build that legacy! Money, money, money!
I hope you enjoyed this reading, take care love!♡
🪷𓂃pile 3 ⋆.𐙚 ̊.
queen of swords, hanged man, ace of cups, 6 of wands, ace of wands, the sun
You might feel stuck in your love life currently. Maybe you’re stuck on someone. Maybe you’re stuck in your love life because you’re detached, cold, uninterested and unapproachable? Being like that might be the reason you feel stuck and lonely in your love life. Maybe you’re too logical in love or too overprotective of yourself. You are basically limiting yourself or self sabotaging yourself honestly. Maybe you’re just taking a pause in love, reflecting, being logical, being patient, wanting to make the right decisions, avoiding any unnecessary romantic pressure and focusing on being independent. Maybe you just got out of a relationship? Maybe your past relationships kept you stuck? Maybe you’re a single mom? Take what resonates, doesn’t have to be for everyone of course. Maybe you’re just not looking for love that could also be the case. But I’m getting that this might make you feel a little lonely maybe? You don’t wanna be fooled in love. One things for sure you’re absolutely not rushing into love. You might be getting over the past and healing.
Let go a little, be open, allow yourself to have fun and to play. Try to have a different perspective, allow yourself to make experiences and to learn. You don’t have to be in long term relationships or commit to people. Just have fun, let loose, have flings, flirt, just pick someone you think is hot and try it. Anyone lol. Put your nicest dress on, show off your body, enjoy yourself, let go, date around, be more confident and carefree! You’ll feel so much better I promise. You’ll feel so much more confident, hot and playful. You’ll have a lot of people showing interest in you. Maybe they already are but you are just not open to it yet.
I hope you enjoyed this reading, take care love!♡
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PICK A CARD: your next little success worth celebrating
Hello and welcome to a new post of mine! This time I will give you some positive news that will come to you in the near future. I hope you like it and feel like your reading resonates with you!
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Pile 1
Your next little success worth celebrating is definitely something that happens on a social level, and it is actually something that you have been wanting to happen for a while even if you do not fully admit that to yourself. there seems to have been some sort of conflict between you and another person. This could be a friend, family member, maybe even someone you see more casually like a classmate or colleague. Whatever it was, it created this strange tension where things just do not feel normal anymore. It is not always a huge dramatic fight either, for some of you it was honestly something pretty small but it kept lingering in the air and now neither of you really know how to approach the other again. What is going to happen next though is that this situation will definitely soften. There will be some sort of moment where the energy between you shifts. It might be a conversation, but for some of you it might not even be a full conversation yet. It could just be a small interaction where you notice that the other person is not as cold anymore, or that they approach you in a way that feels a bit more open. And that moment is honestly the little success here, because it shows that the tension that was there is not permanent. Both you and this other person have actually been thinking about the situation more than you would like to admit. Neither of you liked how things ended or how awkward things became. But at the same time, both of you were also a bit stubborn about it, thinking the other person should maybe come forward first. Because of that it kind of stayed stuck for longer than it really needed to. The shift that is coming is definitely something that will make you feel relief more than anything else. It is not necessarily this huge emotional apology scene where everything gets explained perfectly. For some of you it honestly might just be a normal conversation again, as if nothing really happened. But that is exactly the point. The success is that the situation does not stay uncomfortable forever. You will notice that once that first moment happens, things will start to feel lighter again between you two. The way you interact becomes easier, the tension leaves the room a bit. And you might even realise that both of you were kind of overthinking the entire thing. So this success is small, but it is definitely meaningful. It shows that not every disagreement ruins something forever, and that people can move past things even if it takes a little while. And when that moment happens you will definitely feel that quiet relief of thinking “okay, this is finally normal again.”
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Pile 2
Your next little success worth celebrating is honestly just going to be a day where everything goes right. And that might sound like it is not a success because it is just a normal day, but it definitely is. Especially because lately it feels like things are either slightly stressful, tiring, or just not fully going the way you would want them to. So having a day where everything simply aligns well is definitely something worth celebrating. This is a day where you wake up and you actually feel rested. Not the type of rested where you technically slept enough hours but still feel tired, but genuinely rested. You will feel energetic pretty much the entire day and that alone is already something that makes the whole day feel way better. It is like your body is finally cooperating with you instead of constantly feeling a bit drained or distracted. During this day there is also definitely something small that goes well for you in terms of achievement. This could be something like getting a grade back that is way better than you expected, or receiving feedback from someone that is actually really positive. It could even be something small like finishing a task that you have been procrastinating for a while and realising it was not that hard after all. The thing itself is not extremely big, but it just adds to the feeling that the day is going well. Some of you might still feel like ‘’oh... is this it? Just a nice day?’’, but this day is most definitely one that is so good that it just completely recharges you. Whatever you have been carrying with you, you are going to be able to let it go a bit more after this day. If you were worried about the future, this day will make you a bit more hopeful, if you were in a negative spiral, this day will help make it easier to get you out of it etc. This day is not just one about having little things that go well for you, this day is one that will help you with days further ahead. So do not feel sad when reading this, having hoped that your little success was going to be more impactful. Your little success is not just one specific thing in general, it is going to be a day full of little successes that all go your way, and you should see it this way as well. Not just this, these little successes have long-term effect and will do you well. See it as a bright day in a more rainy time in the year that will make you a bit more optimistic for the future ahead.
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Pile 3
Your next little success worth celebrating is definitely something you have been trying to finish for a while now. It is not something new that suddenly appeared in your life, it is something that has been sitting there for some time already. And every time you looked at it you kind of felt that little pressure again of “I still have to do that”. It is definitely one of those things that are not extremely big life changing achievements, but it has been sitting in the back of your mind long enough that finishing it will feel like a huge relief. For many of you this really looks like finishing something very literal. A book you have been reading for a long time, maybe one that you stopped halfway through and recently picked up again. Or an artwork you have been slowly working on, maybe one that takes a lot of patience and detail so it just naturally takes a long time before it is done. It could also definitely be something connected to education or work, like a paper, assignment, report, or project that has been stretching itself out longer than you expected. The thing about this success is that it is less about excitement and more about relief. When you finally finish it you will sit there for a moment and just feel that pressure leave your shoulders a bit. Because every time you thought about it before there was always this small stress attached to it, even if you tried to ignore it. It is almost like having something on a to-do list that you keep moving to the next day again and again. What is interesting here is that you are definitely closer to finishing it than you think. It might feel like there is still a lot left, but in reality most of the work has already been done. It is more the final push, the last bit of motivation that needs to happen. When you do finish this thing there might not be a lot of people around you celebrating it or even noticing it. But internally it will feel pretty big. Because you know how long it has been hanging over you. You know the little moments where you thought about it and felt slightly guilty for not finishing it yet. And once it is done you will probably look at it and think “that really was not as impossible as I made it in my head”. And that feeling alone is definitely worth celebrating, even if it is just you closing the book, submitting the assignment, or putting the final detail on the artwork and just sitting there for a second thinking finally.
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PICK A CARD: what type of creative outlet can aid you with your self-healing journey
Hello and welcome to this new post of mine! This time I will give you a reading on what type of creative outlet you can try out to possibly help you along with your self-healing journey.
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Pile 1
One creative outlet that would definitely help you a lot in terms of self healing is any type of art that involves flow rather than structure. things where you do not have to think about exact shapes, exact lines, exact meanings. think of things like watercolour, or even just mixing colours together on a canvas and letting it move where it wishes to go. The important part here is definitely not the result, but the feeling you have while doing it and what comes out of you while you do it. You are someone who sometimes has difficulty really knowing what you feel about something in the moment. It is as if things happen and you experience them, but the deeper layer of understanding your own emotions comes later, or sometimes not fully at all. It is not that you do not have emotions, because you definitely do, but you do not always process them while they are happening. Sometimes you even push them aside a little bit because it feels easier to just continue with your life rather than sit down with everything that is going on inside of you. Because of this, using art that flows and moves can help you understand yourself a lot more. When you are using watercolour or abstract painting you do not have to decide beforehand what exactly you are making. Instead you can think of a situation, or a time in your life, and just allow colours to come out in whatever way they wish. Maybe one moment you feel drawn to darker colours, another moment to something softer or lighter. None of this has to make sense logically, and that is actually the whole point of it. You might start painting something and realise halfway through that the colours you chose reflect emotions you did not even realise you had. Maybe anger comes out in sharp movements of your brush, or sadness shows in colours blending into one another without clear boundaries. This is something that can definitely happen for you because your emotions often sit a little bit under the surface until something allows them to come up.
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Pile 2
This pile is definitely about writing, but not in the way people always suggest when they talk about healing. I am not speaking of writing a diary or journaling your day to day feelings. A lot of you probably already tried that before and it did not help much, or you simply never felt comfortable doing it in the first place. For many people the idea of writing directly about their emotions feels forced, almost as if you are supposed to sit down and explain yourself in a very clear way when that is not actually how your mind works. So if you tried it and it did not work, that does not mean writing is not for you. It just means the way you tried it was not the way that fits you. What would actually help you more is writing stories. This can be anything really. It could be fanfiction, it could be a oneshot, it could be an entire book idea you slowly build on over time. The exact format does not matter much. What matters is that you allow yourself to create a world, characters, and situations that do not have to directly be you, even though parts of you will definitely appear in them. When people write stories they often add pieces of their real life into it without even noticing they are doing it. This does not always mean you copy paste a situation that happened to you exactly as it happened. Most of the time it is more subtle than that. Maybe a character feels the same frustration you once felt, or maybe they go through something that is rooted in an experience you had but it plays out differently. Because of this you are able to process what happened without having to relive everything exactly the same way again. That is very important for some of you because directly thinking about the past can be overwhelming. When you sit down and try to reflect on it in a very literal way it brings up all the same emotions again and then it does not really help you move forward. But when you turn those feelings into a story the distance between you and the experience becomes bigger. The character goes through it, not you, even though you know somewhere that it is connected to you. That small separation actually makes it easier to understand things.
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Pile 3
a creative outlet that would definitely help you with self healing is baking. this might not sound like something that would actually help with healing perse, because many people think creative outlets always have to be something like painting, drawing, writing poetry, things like that. But baking definitely counts as something creative as well, and for you it might even work better than those other things. There is something about baking that forces you to slow down a little bit and actually focus on what you are doing in the moment. Wiith baking you can choose whatever it is you wish to make and create. It can be something very simple, or something that is more of a challenge if you are feeling like doing that. Maybe you see a video somewhere of someone baking something that looks nice and doable, and you think to yourself that you could try that too. That is exactly the type of thing that would help you. When you bake you have to follow steps. You measure ingredients, mix things together, maybe let dough rest, maybe put something in the oven and wait. Your brain has to pay attention to these things because if you do not the recipe might not work out properly. And that is exactly why it works so well for self healing. When your brain has to focus on something like that it becomes harder for it to wander off into other places that you would rather not go. It is almost like giving your mind a small break without forcing it to do nothing. You are not solving problems or thinking about the future, you are just baking. It would also help if you put some nice noise on in the background while doing it. Maybe a movie you have already seen before, or a video that you do not really have to pay attention to that much. Something that is just there so the room does not feel completely silent. Then you just follow the recipe and go step by step. and even if the thing you baked does not turn out perfectly that does not actually matter. The point was never that it had to be perfect. The point is that for a little while your brain was allowed to relax and only focus on one thing. That alone can definitely be very healing, even if it might sound simple at first.
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