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⨳ — SEND 💖 TO HOLD MY MUSE’S HAND;

#nvm im frustrated someone come hold landon's hand .#⁽ * i’ve never seen a morning sun come up. — meme. ⁾

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HEADCANON: MISCELLANEOUS.

landon , ever since he was a child , has loved fireflies. like typical kids , he referred to them as fairies for as long as he could remember. to him , they’re like ... these tiny , little beacons of hope. even on a starless night , they brighten up his world. they remind him of home. they remind him of ... a more peaceful , simpler time. he used to run around as a child , collecting them and putting them in jars. with holes drilled into the tops , of course.

it’s something he never particularly grew out of. mag , his motherly figure , has a huge house with large acres of land outside of the city. some weekends , he likes to bring noah out there with him. running around and chasing fireflies , trying to collect as many as he can before setting them free again ... it reminds him that he’s allowed to be happy. a certain amount of childhood innocence still resides within him.

#⁽ * locked me in a room since i was young. — headcanon. ⁾

mybludforeveryung

YUNGBLUD - Falling Skies ft. Charlotte Lawrence (2)

#⁽ * shove me again. fuck with my head. leave me for dead. — image. ⁾

menacefiles‌.

@damnedfiend // x.

A grimace settled on the teen's face as the other went ballistic. He used 'bitch' as a friendly term, but he didn't expect the man to know that. They were strangers, after all. "Oh, I'm sure your boyfriend is just so overjoyed to be dating you," he muttered sarcastically. He should have known better than to mouth off to strangers, but if he wanted to be a prick, so could Cam. It came naturally.

"First of all," he then started, mimicking the same tone the other held, "you can lose the 'holier than thou' attitude. If you aren't kidding, just fuckin' say that. Second, you can't do shit to me." A finger jabbed at the man's chest. "You can drop the act, sweetheart. You may act like hot stuff, but I'd like to see you do anything to me."

OH , HE THINKS HE’S CUTE ! with the fucking pouty - ass look on his face , like he’s used to people just PUTTING UP WITH HIS BULLSHIT. cthere’s a first time for everything , right ? a tight - lipped smile , as brows raise. ❝ oh , you fucking BET’CHA ! last i checked , he’s real happy , and real fucking satisfied. ❞

and it’s the jab to his chest , that almost sends him into fucking overdrive. pale fingers wrapping around the other’s wrist , before shoving the male’s hand into his own chest. with more force than necessary , strength not quite matching his stature. thank god for weird , post - death strength. ❝ i’m not your sweetheart , my man , you better fucking believe that. you wanna talk about being hot shit ? you talk big game for a motherfucker that looks about ninety pounds soakin’ wet. don’t let your mouth write checks your ass can’t fucking cash. ❞

#menacefiles #⁽ * doctor doctor give me your sympathy. — main v. ⁾#He Is So Mad. Help Him.

diamondtraced‌.

noah’s learned quickly that that’s pretty much how these parties go here ; the people you get here with are rarely the people you end up leaving with , that’s just how it is. even then , he still goes , knowing full well he’s going to be left alone within the first hour of the party. that’s why he found his spot and why he pretty much sticks to it now , because no one ( raleigh ) can tell him he’s being a party pooper by not showing up.

this time feels different though. usually , he’ll make small talk with whoever passes by him every once in a while before going to his phone but this boy – he’s already got noah’s full attention. maybe it’s because he’s got this strange accent , maybe it’s because he’s just inhumanly cute , who knows. noah doesn’t really care all that much though.

his smile is wide as he looks at landon , taking the pack back and stuffing it in his pocket. he watches with amusement as the other tries to light his cigarette , not commenting on it. if this were anyone else , there’s a laugh or two that may have passed his lips but instead , he takes a drag of his smoke as he watches the cute boy struggle. ❝ can’t say i know who murphy is , but i don’t know that many people either. ❞ he shrugs , tapping his fingers on the table. ❝ m’noah. i only really know the asshole with the stupid face tattoos and the other asshole with the half – half hair over there. ❞ he gestures vaguely towards the inside of the house , having no idea where his two best friends actually are at the moment.

landon’s almost positive he’ll never get used to the scene that revolves around these people. he was never one for parties -- always too loud , too rowdy , too ... messy. everyone here is FAMILY , and though they seem welcoming , he knows they’re not quite used to him yet. he can’t blame them. almost everyone knows murphy. nobody really knows HIM , not yet.

small talk has never been his thing , either. not in that bullshit philosophical way , that ‘ oh , let’s not talk about the weather. let’s talk about something meaningful ’ way. landon’s just never been good at it. he runs out of shit to say , tries to find a way to stall the conversation until he can think of something , AND ALMOST ALWAYS FAILS. but right now ? right now , he’s praying to god that this time will be different.

he focuses on taking a drag of his cigarette , to allow himself a brief moment of peace. to give himself a second to avert his gaze , glancing at everyone and everything surrounding them. he feels as if he’s been staring at this stranger for too long. the guy’s gotta be weirded out , right ? like , he HAS to think landon is weird for staring. because he is. ❝ OH ! murphy’s the one with the , uh ... the cute choppy hair ? she’s kinda datin’ sydney ? ❞ he hopes that rings a bell , at the very least. sydney ( and the people around them ) are pretty hard to miss. with the smoke between his lips , landon finds himself messing with the hem of his shirt. trying to had those twitchy , never - quite - idle hands. ❝ uh ... azriel , right ? that’s one of your friends ? i don’t -- i don’t know the other’s name. but he called me ‘ bro ’ once , so ... that’s the only defining characteristic i’ve really got for him. ❞ and he laughs , almost out of embarrassment , as he looks down. maybe he can just ... find random patterns in the glass table. that seems like a decent way to avoid eye contact. or staring.

#I LOVE U TOO !!!#diamondtraced #⁽ * doctor doctor give me your sympathy. — main v. ⁾

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@menacefiles said: " bitch , are you kidding me ? " ( stoney meme. )

❝ FIRST OF ALL ! if i was fucking KIDDING , i wouldn’t be wasting my time by standing here. SECOND OF ALL ! don’t call me ‘ bitch ’ , unless you’re trying to get your fucking ARMS ripped off. don’t talk to me like YOU KNOW ME , darlin’ ! i sure as hell ain’t nobody’s bitch -- ASK MY BOYFRIEND. ❞

#He Big Mad . In A Mood 4 No Reason .#menacefiles #⁽ * i’m digging my own grave for the day. — response. ⁾#⁽ * doctor doctor give me your sympathy. — main v. ⁾

y’all let me fall off the face of the earth like that huh ... y’all lemme neglect my babey boy landon like that ...

#im kidding thass on me i love u guys #⁽ * hey uh. how does sandstorm go? — ooc. ⁾

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yes i am eating a subway sandwich for breakfast. yes. ladies calm down haha i can share if youd like

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the ladies are 300 rats that follow me around

magistrate-of-mediocrity

They’re all ladies? That seems statistically improbable.

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im a feminist

#i ...... yeah #⁽ * from a cynical man with no fucking plan. — study. ⁾

ever since my mom said My Boy looks like a batman villain , i ain’t slept right.

#she really doin my son dirty w that one.#she really out here.#she's just convinced he's a batman villain now.#⁽ * hey uh. how does sandstorm go? — ooc. ⁾

some one word prompts . ( send one of the words for our muses to interact based off that word )

goodbye : my muse kissing and/or hugging your muse goodbye.

secrets : my muse sharing/confiding their deepest, darkest secret with your muse.

nightmare : my muse coming to your muses aid when they awake from a nightmare.

push : my muse pushing your muse out of the way of danger.

embrace : my muse abruptly throwing their arms around your muse, hugging them tightly.

bloody : my muse coming to your muse with blood stains on their clothes and hands, shaking.

drunk : my muse takes care of your muse while they are in a drunken state.

bed : my muse wakes up in the same bed as your muse with little recollection of the night before.

slap : my muse slaps your muse across the face out of anger.

gone : my muse stays by your muses side while they take their last breath.

scream : my muse hears your muse scream and quickly runs to their side.

sleep : my muse falls asleep on your muse, making it hard for my muse to leave.

stalk : my muse gets caught by your muse trailing behind them, watching them.

sacrifice : my muse jumps in front of your muse, sacrificing their life for your muses life.

trail : my muse watches as your muse traces one of my muses scares, asking them about it.

love : my muse confronts your muse about why they never say ’ i love you ’ back.

piggyback : my muse jumps on your muses back, my muse gives yours a piggyback ride.

jump : my muse runs to your muse and jumps up, my muse holding yours up by their thighs.

dance : my muse holds their hand out, waiting for your muse to come out and slow dance with them.

carry : my muse carries your muse to their house, either drunk, or a weakened state, can specify.

lighter : my muse pulls out a lighter and lights it for your muse to use to light their cigarette.

shot : my muse gets shot and struggles to your muses house for aid.

wound : my muse patches and bandages a wound your muse has gotten.

fight : my muse stops your muse from getting into a physical fight with someone else.

arrest : your muse finds my muse arrested in cuffs with swarming police everywhere.

hospital : my muse awakens in a hospital, finding your muse by their side, asking what happened.

gun : my muse pulls out a gun on your muse, your muse tries to talk them into putting the gun down.

betrayal : my muse finds out that your muse has betrayed them in same way and confronts them about it.

nude : my muse walks in on your muse accidentally seeing them naked.

karaoke : my muse pulls your muse up on stage with them to sing some karaoke songs.

laughter : my muse hears your muse laughing uncontrollably and approaches to see if they are okay.

murder : my muse walks in on your muse committing a gruesome murder.

wet : my muse strips down to their under garments and runs into the water, motioning for your muse to join them.

#⁽ * i’ve never seen a morning sun come up. — meme. ⁾

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❝ My daddy put a gun to my head, said “if you kiss a boy, I’m gonna shoot you dead”. So I tied him up with gaffer tape and I locked him in a shed, then I went out to the garden and I fucked my best friend ❞

YUNGBLUD - Parents (Official Music Video) - GIFSET

#bitch when i said i was gay i fucking MEANT IT #⁽ * shove me again. fuck with my head. leave me for dead. — image. ⁾

@attendsdeath said: knock that shit off. ( stoney meme. )

❝ OH ! oh , you think you can tell me what the fuck to do , sweetheart ? best have the goddamn moves to back that shit up. don’t be writing checks your ass can’t cash , ‘cause i’m not here to put up with a bunch of bullshit from a pissant old man. ❞

#attendsdeath #⁽ * i’m digging my own grave for the day. — response. ⁾#⁽ * doctor doctor give me your sympathy. — main v. ⁾#oh ... terrible !

@diamondtraced said: i’ve been looking for someone to put up with my bullshit. ( stoney meme. )

❝ i can barely put up with MY OWN bullshit ! ❞ landon comments , hands on his face. only a moment later , his arms are draping across noah’s shoulders. lips press a kiss to each of noah’s cheeks , a hum escaping his lips. ❝ but i’ll put up with yours , best i can. ❞

#diamondtraced #⁽ * i’m digging my own grave for the day. — response. ⁾#⁽ * doctor doctor give me your sympathy. — main v. ⁾

@diamondtraced said: knock that shit off. ( stoney meme. )

❝ NO , ❞ oh , no -- he’s being a fucking brat today. nose scrunched and arms crossed over his chest , his stance the perfect display of his goddamn attitude. this is how the day’s gonna go , it seems. ❝ i’m not doing nothing. leave me alone. ❞

#diamondtraced #THANKS I HATE HIM #⁽ * i’m digging my own grave for the day. — response. ⁾#⁽ * doctor doctor give me your sympathy. — main v. ⁾

because i made one for beerbongs & bentleys , so i might as well make this one. general triggers for drugs , death , etc. apply. some of the lyrics have been adjusted , to make them easier to send ‘n shit like that. have fun !

broken whiskey glass.

i done learned my lessons , and i ain’t ever gonna forget. bet you remember my name. my room’s fucking trashed like a damn hotel. motherfucker , let me shine. bitch , are you kidding me ? you can’t get rid of me.

big lie.

i know , i know. go , talking that shit. you know i’m only into myself. heard you say that shit a hundred times. go , show me something. and you know that i’mma get mine.

deja vu.

because i can’t take it no more. i’m trying to see you from my own perspective. i know you remember. i gotta say something to you. tell me , is that deja vu ? i’ve been thinking about you lately.

no option.

don’t wanna prove you wrong. you leave me with no option. you know , baby , you don’t get a free pass. everything is all cool. what do you wanna do ? they told me not tell , with the rumors that i heard.

cold.

and it’s all for you. just stay right where you are. don’t come any closer. remember when i fell in love ? oh my god , oh my god. there’s lots of bullshit on my mind.

white iverson.

i’m spending all my fucking pay. i ain’t rich yet , but you know i ain’t broke. you’re gonna think about me when i’m gone. it’s tragic. i need that money. you know how i do it.

i fall apart.

they told me that i’m not enough. surprised when you caught me off guard. tell me you don’t want me anymore. no , you said that shit. we’d be together. i’m feeling like i sold my soul.

patient.

used to be so damn patient. ain’t the way my mama raised me. i don’t know – i don’t know you. fuck you , pay me. don’t mean to brag. but can you blame me ?

go flex.

don’t understand what i’m told. i wouldn’t give one if i could find a fuck. i just wanna go … and i’m still the same. i’m just talking shit. knowing all of this , doesn’t make a difference.

feel.

i came a long way on my own. quit talking all that nonsense. you couldn’t forget. that’s my shit. fuck all the stress. i just need to feel you all the time.

too young.

i don’t wanna die too young. i just keep going with the flow. you know it makes me so goddamn numb. your life’s never going back. i try to keep my cool. knock that shit off.

congratulations.

– ever since i was young. everyone wants to act like they’re important. and i know i sound dramatic. they never had the dedication. i was patient. now they always say ‘ congratulations. ’

up there.

told myself everything was okay. i might as well get high as hell. i wanna know what’s up there. must be better than the hell on the ground. it’s freezing fucking cold , in the dead of night. i’ve been drinking way too much.

yours truly , austin post.

i just came down from the high of my life. we’re gonna make it alright. bring that money to yours truly. it’s you and i. tell me , who do you call ? we could do it all night

bonus : feeling whitney & leave.

i’ve been looking for someone to put up with my bullshit. you knew i was losing. you don’t need a friend.

you’ve got just what i’ve been looking for. i know i should leave you alone. i’m never gonna let you go.

#dont think i wont reblog my own meme. im a fool for a reason.#⁽ * i’ve never seen a morning sun come up. — meme. ⁾#long post /

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( when i was younger , i had a proper plan. keep myself naive , and take advice from the man. BUT I TURNED SEVENTEEN , and i saw in my head -- he was blowing up the world with a ballpoint pen. i met a person , i think I FELL IN LOVE. the kind of love you can’t find in drugs. i fucked it up , i needed alone time. i fucked it up , i’m alone. )

indie ghoul oc. trying his best. it’s not really working out.

#⁽ * y’all ever heard of money posse? — sp. ⁾#indie rp #indie horror rp #horror rp #indie crime rp #⁽ * hey uh. how does sandstorm go? — ooc. ⁾

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#⁽ * shove me again. fuck with my head. leave me for dead. — image. ⁾

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