call me daisy

i'm making this post on behalf of a trans woman named Pandora Holmes, who is currently being forcibly detransitioned while being held in a mental hospital. every day she spends there is dangerous for her.

please contact the hospital to help her!! the hospital location: Priory Woodbourne Hospital, Birmingham. hospital phone: 0121 434 4343. hospital email: [email protected]

her youtube channel where she posts updates can be found here

her paypal if you want to give her money

you can also send her letters and gifts while she's there. more information here

"despite being interviewed individually, all three gave the exact same response" Mairon did the interviewing

your device pronounces a word wrong. laughter. its fine, just go with it. but thats not what you meant. the meaning is changed. you type it differently, hoping to trick the program into saying it right. it doesnt.

your device bugs. you have to use a voice that does not match how you feel inside. you feel dysphoric like you did before you went on t. laughter from others. its fine because it has to be.

someone makes a bigoted remark to another person. you are typing as fast as you can - "that's not okay, you need to apologize" - your hands are shaking with the effort to be fast. the conversation moves on before you can hit "play". harm has been done and you have no control over it.

you navigate through a few folders. you want the word "sun". you keep hitting the button next to it, cloud. you hit delete. try again. you hit cloud. delete. try again. you hit cloud. over and over again. your body seems to have a mind of its own. it is frustrating. it is so so easy for everyone else.

your tablet is in the other room and you are trying to fingerspell. you want to sign "d". you see the shape your hand needs to be in in your mind. you keep signing "f". your hand will not make the correct finger go up and the rest go down.

the other person is trying to be patient. but theyre not. theyre frustrated. theyre trying not to show it. theyre frustrated. theyre frustrated. it radiates out from their body and makes your blood run cold. you're nauseous. you are always waiting for someone to lose their patience. it has happened before. it will happen again.