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but you were the love that made

all other loves seem

And it's not because i don't love you, but because i love you too much that i know and accept the circumstance where you’re not mine to keep.

I am letting you go. I won't fight anymore. It hurts and it's not easy but i will eventually be okay.

Maybe when the time is right for us, maybe when the world is finally with us, and maybe when we're both ready to fight for what we have, maybe we can still give each other a chance.

Thank you for coming into my life, I appreciate all the efforts that you did.

Unexpected flowers, cakes, gummy bears, milktea, And cute date nights was sooooo adorable. And also I will never forget those efforts you’ve done at work. BUT I know that you knew that we had no chance. I am sorry if I broke your heart.

before I left and went to HK and met someone while still talking to you was a mistake.

I knew it from the start that you’re not the one. We both lost and sad, we both need company, we are both came from a traumatic relationship, we both used each other. The time I felt like I had feelings for you I left and the saddest part is you let me.

12 midnight on my 21st birthday you call and sang “Happy birthday” You asked me “asa man ta later” And I was like “shocks sure jd ni?” We had Lunch. the day after my birthday I went to your condo and we did the same thing as before movie mara with our favorite strawberry ice cream and s&r pizza. After that night I thought it will be the start of something, I expect too much... TOO MUCH... but then after a week you told me you’re going home to cagayan. You will spend holidays with your family. You’re not a “always nag chachat” kind of guy. you’re just a “nag a update” kind of guy And suddenly I got tired of this “LDR situation” so I never response to your text and the saddest part again is you doesn’t care.

12midnight January 1 New year I made a long message for you. Because I am so tired keeping it to myself so I told you everything And you replied with a long message telling me you felt the same “BUT“ That word “but” made me realised that I don’t deserve this kind of relationship. I wan‘t commitment! Or maybe we both not ready.

I hope you find your “robin” someday because I am not the robin on “HIMYM” you’ve been looking for TED.

You lost the love of ur life. Not by any uncontrollable circumstance. But on your own doing. Your own actions. Until she couldn't take it anymore.

She was pure, but flawed. But she was everything that you could have ever hoped for, You just didn't know it then.

She had nothing but the best of intentions for you. And how her eyes gleamed with care and affection every time she looked at you. And you couldn't see that then.

You love her. But u didn't give her the love she truly deserves.

But no matter how painful it is for her, she keeps on reaching for your hand, trying to get across, always hopeful to get through, over and over and over. But u pushed her too far. And now she's gone.

You don't know how devastated I was here waiting for someone whom I knew would never come back. You don't know how much effort I had to put through to act like I'm okay because I had to. You don't know how painful it was picking myself up over and over again. You don't know how hopeless I was in moving on knowing nga ana raka kadali mangitag lain. That while you were there savoring her kisses, I was here picking up my heart's broken pieces.