Whenever I feel like it Daily TabiMC

Sure, no one was really left in a good position, but all Tabi wanted was Good for her people. Was she doing something right? No, not at all. I don't agree with her approach. However that approach is all she's known and she had Clown on her side constantly pushing her towards this brutal and cut-throat way of living and getting revenge for the Axes. She sort of knew what she was doing was wrong, and that she didn't agree with it, but did it because it meant that her civilization and the clearly LARGE amount of people unecessarily lost during it would be avenged.

But then, by the finale, she lost her civilization. She can never go back to the one place she's ever known as home, and not just that she has been permenatly exiled from her home by the very people she was trying to Save basically. Everything she did was for no reason because in the end she's now not just disgraced from her Family, Friends and Civilization for something that was never ever true, but is actively a Kill on Sight now. She has to participate in a fight that she should never have to fight in.

That's just the first point. There's then the reason why she's in that situation, Clown. Clown clearly played a very crucial part in her support system for a long time, that's how he was able to get inside her head and get her to help 'him'. She probably would have jumped off a cliff if he asked her to, and he exploited her desperation - and now she has to come to terms with all that, and more, while he runs away from her and kills himself. She gets no closure, she can't scream or shout at him, she can't even kill him if she wanted.

She's forced to never be able to actually confront him, live with the guilt of seeing not one but two people in their last moments, but also live the rest of her life thinking that Clown never actually cared about her and used her for what seems to be a large majority of her life.

(Which, I do think he did care, however he didn't care enough. I think maybe he was just a bit dissolusioned with the fact that he was using Tabi after a certain amount of time. Clown is very complicated and could be his whole own post.)

'But she has Evbo!' Sure, she kinda does, but is that enough? He isn't exactly around enough to provide enough support for her and he also hasn't had the best time this season. Is it getting better? Yeah. But there's a lot going on still. I also hate to point it out but being with Evbo means living in the sword civilization with people who will never fully trust her and may never truly accept her, and people who she will never fully trust and actually may never trust in general. She is very lonely, and probably scared if I had to guess for a lot of reasons.

Tabi is lonely. She barely has Evbo and no one else knows her or trusts her. She really doesn't have much left for her. She never 'wins', and each time she's close to a win it's ripped from her hands and we are shown this time and time again.